CVS Avni has always been brave until she had Neelama. Post Neelama's death choti Avni took over and Avni became this fearful Nilanajan without guts. Fearful of goons, fearful of Neil and his love, fearful of Vidyuth, fearful of loosing her child and the list goes on.
With Moghuli disappearing, I want Avni to realize her mistake, buck up and face the world. Face Neil and his hatred/anger. She disappeared to save her family. Now with Vidyuth gone, there is nothing to fear but Neil's anger and hatred.
If Neil has not been living, then Avni equally has not been living. I saw Riya Raj's Twitter with the following and that is exactly what I want Avni to say to Neil:
"You haven't been the only one who has not been living his life. I haven't either but I want to live mine now and I want to live it with YOU"
That is what I would expect the badass Avni to say. She has the guts to stand up for herself and I want her to stand up once for her love of Neil and her child instead of crying and hiding. That to me would be naya soch and so Avni.