Tum Mere Kaun Ho?? - A Rikara SS ...Ch19 - 06/04 Pg 71 - Page 20

Unable to control his anger any further om speaks clenching his teeth: gauri!

Listening to that tone gauri and sid are shocked and part ways quickly...

Gauri composing herself says : yes Mr. oberoi? Aap yahan kya kar rahe hain? Kuch chaheye kya aapko ( Yes Mr.oberoi? What are you doing here? Do you need something?)

Sid: haan Mr.oberoi kya hua? Bahut tensed lag rahe hain aap...? Everything alright? ( ( Yes mr. oberoi? You look very tensed... Is everything alright?)

Om in his mind thinks : mere pareshaani ki wajah khud he mujhse pooch raha hai ki main pareshaan kyun hoon? Koi apni beewi ko kisi aur aadmi ke itne nazdeek dekh pareshaan nhn hoga toh kya khush hoga?? ( irony of the situation is that the reason for my rising temper is asking me why am I angry? No husband will feel happy seeing his wife in somebody else's embrace.. what a fool he is to even ask me this) and then he speaks up: I want a glass of water so came looking but I guess disturb kar diya maine aapko ( I guess I disturbed the two of you)

Sid: No no Mr. oberoi...Ri and I was just...

You mean gauri Mr. siddharth...Omkara says cutting him..

Gauri hands him a glass of water and says mr.oberoi here you go.. And if you need anything else please don't bother coming yourself. Just tell a servant outside.

Gulping down the glass of water relaxes om a little and he says Gauri

Yes mr oberoi she replies back quickly

aaj bahut kuch hogya hai aur mujhe lagta hai ki hume baat karni chaheye.. Agar tumhe koi problem na ho toh kya tum aur main baat kar sakte hain please? ( A lot has happened today and I think we should talk about it. SO if you don't have any issues can you and I just have a word?) says om not sure of whether gauri would like it or no

What do you want to speak now Mr.oberoi. I believe you know everything replies gauri trying to shrug off the topic

I want to know everything. Everything that happened in the last 5 years. Everything that you went through in the last 5 years said Om calmly...

Mujhe zaroori nhn lagta ki main aapko btaun ki mere saath pichle 5 saalon main kya kya hua hai? Haan par main aapko yeh zaroor bta sakti hoon ki rayan aur omiray ke saath maine kuch bura nhn hone diya hai. Har dukh se maine unhe door rakha hai Mr.oberoi says gauri.. ( I don't think it's important for me to let you know about what I had went through in the past 5 years. But yes I can definitely assure you that the kids were absolutely safe and away from any troubles. I have guarded them from all the sadness)

Omkara is just about to open his mouth to say something when Sid says ri I think isse pehle bache yahan aa jayen hume bahar chalna chaheye ( ri I think we should head towards the main hall before the kids come here looking for you)

Gauri agrees and says chalo sid...Mr.oberoi please..says Sid to om.. and with that the trio move towards the hall..

Rayan and omiray run to gauri and sid as soon as they enter the hall and ask them innocently: aap kahaan chale gye the... daadu ko bhi nhn pta tha! Pta hai humari dosti hogyi daadi se. wo bhi bahut achi hai daadu ki tarah. Unhone humse promise kiya hai ki wo hume chocolates bhi laake dengi... ( Where did you go...even grandpa had no idea? You know we both are now friends with grandma. She is very sweet just like grandpa. She has even promised us to bring chocolates for us)

Gauri smiles at her kids while sid picks up omira and kisses her... apne papa se dosti nhn ki kya aapne? Sid asks both of them while pointing towards om ( Are you guys not yet friends with your father?)

Ki na replies rayan immediately. Papa aur maine colors aur paintings ki baatein ki. Papa ko bhi painting ka shok hai meri tarah he adds... ( I did. Papa and I spoke about colors and paintings. Papa is also fond of paintings like I am)

Unhone mujhse promise kiya hai ki wo next time mere liye doll house laayenge omira adds in...( he has promised me to bring me a doll house next time he comes)

Acha ji toh ab humse bhi ache dost bangye aapke papa aapke haan? Sid asks mischievously ( oh so now your dad and you guys are better friends than you and i) and fakes sadness...gauri smiles seeing him...

Nhn : the kids shout and rayan kisses him while tugging his pant to bring him down.. gauri join in with the kids and sid and seeing that omkara's face expression just changes...and he clears his throat...Seeing the change on his face gauri says: chalo bachon! Sone ka time hai... Jaldi se jaao aur brush karo...And she calls for alka to come and take the kids to get them ready for bed ( Ok kids! It's time for bed. Go and brush your teeth..)

The kids hug tej, jhanvi, omkara and sid before wishing them good night and finally run to gauri to kiss her to have a good night sleep.

Gauri sends off the kids with alka and comes and sits on the couch with sid. Papaji late hogya hai khaana lagwaa doon aapka she asks tej sweetly? ( Father it's late; should I get the food laid out for you?)

Nhn bache main ghar jaake khaalunga; tum aaram karo. Aaj ka din bahut hectic tha tumhare liye. Replies tej lovingly and starts to get up from his seat while gesturing om kara and jhanvi to do the same. ( No my child! I will eat at home. It's been a hectic day for you so you rest)

But omkara doesn't get up and says Mr. Oberoi I'm not done yet. Kuch aise baatein jinke jawaab liye bina main yahaan se nhn jaaunga. Kuch jawaab mujhe gauri se chaheye aur kuch aapse. Toh issiliye beth jaaieye... ( There are something for which I need answers tonight. And trust me I wouldn't go without getting my answers. I expect some answers and some explantions from gauri and some from you; so please settle down)

Aapko aapke saare jawaab mil chuke hain Mr.oberoi. Ab aur kya baaki hai? Aap yahan yeh jaanne aaye the ki mere bachon ka baap kon hai aur jahaan tak muhe yaad hai wo main aapko bta chuki hoon. Isse zaada na he aap mujhse kuch poochne ka haq rakhte hain aur na main aapko btaane ki ichha she replies in her business tone ( You already have all your answers Mr.Oberoi. What else is left now? You had come here to know about the father of my child and if I remember correctly I have alredy told you that it's you who is the father of my children. Neither do you have a right to ask me anymore questions nor do I have the will to answer you after this)

Biwi ho tum meri and mera haq hai janne ka tumhare baare. Omkara replies frustrated ( You are my wife god dammit!! IT's my right to know about you)

Biwi?? Hahaahhha Gauri replies sarcastically?? ( wife??)

Gauri; omkara shouts hearing gauri mock him...

Chillayie mat. Chillana mujhe bhi aata hai. JIs din humne aapka ghar choda tha ussi din Humne aapke saath jude har rishte ko bhi tod diya tha. Ab na toh aap humare pati hain aur na he uss ghar se humara koi rishta... Ab humari pehchaan sirf ur sirf Riya sharma ki hai... ( Don't shout else even I am capable enough to raise my voice. I had broken off every relation that once bound me to you the day I had walked off from your house. Neither are you my husband nor am I related to any of your family members now... I am Riya sharma now and that is my only identity now.) replies gauri getting angry...

Sid holds her shoulders to calm her down while jhanvi calms down omkara...

Agar aise he baat hai toh mr.oberoi ke saath kaise rishta rakha hai tumne abhi tak. Kyun unhe papaji bol rahi ho. Unse rishta kyun nhn toda. Asks omkara in a hope. ( If what you are saying is true then how have you still kept your relation with Mr.oberoi? Why do you address him as papaji? Why did you not break you relationship with him?)

Aur aap Mr.Oberoi kyun aapne mujhse aur poore ghar waalon se yeh baat chipayi? Kyun chippaya ki mere do bache hain? Asks a furious om... ( and you mr. oberoi what explanation do you have for not telling me about my kids? Why did you do this Mr.oberoi? why?)

Haan tej mujhe bhi yeh baat kabse khaaye jaa rahi hai ki aakhir aise kya wajah thi jo aapne yeh baat hum sab se yahan tak ki mujse bhi chupaayi. Mujhe laga tha ki ab humare rishte main sudhaar aa raha hai. Par kabhi nhn socha tha maine ki aap mujhse itni badi baat chipayenge. Kya apne pote poti ke baare main jaanne ka haq nhn tha mera . asks a hurt jhanvi. ( Yes tej even I am eager to know that... It has been eating me up from inside thinking of your reasons for hiding it from everyone; everyone including me? I was in a hope of our relationship improving and both of us confiding in each other. But never in my dremas had I thought that you would hide from me about my grandchildren. Wasn't it my right as much as it was yours to meet and know our grandkids tej??)

Jhanvi main jaanta hoon ki jo maine kiya mujhe wo nhn karna chaheye tha. Main chahkar bhi tumhe yakeen nhn dila sakta jhanvi ki mera iraada tumhe tumhare pote aur poti se door rakhne ka nhn tha. Par main yeh zaroor keh sakta hoon ki jo maine kiya bas gauri ke liye kiya. Wo nhn chahti thi ki uske bachon ke baare main kisi ko pta chale. Mujhe bhi yeh baat tab nhn pta thi jab gauri ne ghar choda tha...Wo toh uske baad... ( jhanvi I know I should have not done whatever I did. Even if I want to I can't make you believe that my intention was not to keep you away from your grandkids. But jhanvi trust me whatever I did was for gauri; She didn't want to disclose about her kids. She didn't want any of the family members to meet her kids. Even I wasn't aware of her pregnancy when she had walked out of the house...It was much later when...)

Papaji please says gauri cutting him...

Jhanvi is shocked to know that gauri didn't want anyone from the family to know about the kids. The grandma inside jhanvi is mad at gauri for keeping them immune from this happiness but a woman in jhanvi understands gauri's reasons to do so... The only words escaping jhanvi's mouth are Gauri...and she looks up at her with tears in her eyes...

But omkara not being able to bear and understand gauri's reason furiously walks upto her. Picking her up from her shoulders and digging his nails in her skin he asks her in fury- Kyun gauri? kya itna haq nhn tha mera ki main jaan sakun ki humare bache tumhare andar pal rahe hain? Kya yeh haq nhn tha mera ki main tumhari pregnancy main tumhare saath reh sakun; humari pregnancy gauri- wo lamha jo sab kuch badal sakta tha. Kya yeh haq nhn tha mera ki main tumhe kuch crave karte dekh sakun; tumahri cravings poora kar sakun; tumhare liye thoda protective ban sakun. Kya yeh haq nhn tha mera ki main apne bachon ko janam lete dekh sakun tumhara haath pakad sakun jab tum unhe janam de rahi ho; kya apne bachon ka pehla labz; pehli baar chalna; sab dekhne ka haq nhn tha mera gauri; wo sab kuch jo wo pehli baar Karen kya nhn haq tha mera dekhne ka?? bolo gauri bolo?? Kyun chup ho tum? ( Why gauri? Was it not my right to know that the fruit of our love; our kids were growing in your womb. Was it not my right to Be by your side during your pregnancy; our pregnancy gauri- The moment that would have changed everything. Was it not my right to see you crave for something during the odd hours; to fulfill those midnight cravings of yours; to be protective for you. Was it not my right to see my children coming out of your birth canal; To see you and hold you, comfort you during labor. Was it not my right to see my children speak their first word. Their first walk; everything that they did for the first time. Why gauri why??)

Gauri's stoical face shocks jhanvi but rages omkara...He tightens his hold and pleadingly whispers ...Kya main itna bura hoon ki tumne mujhe iss layaak bhi nhn samjha ki tum mujhe yeh sab bta sako; bache to wo mere bhi hain na gauri. Akeli maa he toh sab kuch nhn hoti; pita ki bhi zaroorat hoti hai ek bache ko; muhse behtar kaun yeh baat jaan sakta hai. Aur tum toh jaanti ho ki maine kitna kuch socha tha apne; nhn humare bachon ke liye. Fer kyun nhn btaaya gauri. Please bta do gauri ( Am I not deservable to know about my kids gauri? They are my kids as well. Mother is not everything a kid would need gauri; a father also has an importan role in a child's life and who better than me can talk about it...You were well aware of what all had I thought about my; no our kids..Still you chose to keep me in dark..please tell me why?)

Btaaya tha humne aapko Mr.oberoi. Gauri replies trying very hard to control her bleeding heart seeing her omkaraji crying and pleading..( I had informed you)

Kab?? Asks a shocked omkara...( when??)

Aapke ghar ki chaukhat paar karte waqt; ek aakhri baar mudke dekha tha maine aapko aur kuch kaha bhi tha? Yaad hai aapko? Gauri asks emotionally...

Jhanvi and omkara are shocked when omkara recalls

AAJ HUM AAPKO EK ANMOL TAUFA DENA CHAHTE THE JO AAPKO SAARI ZINDAGI YAAD RAHE- HAPPY ANNIVERSARY FOR THE LAST TIME OMKARAJI

Omkara leaves gauri suddenly and slumps down on the floor thinking that he did not realize what she had meant that day... That his gauri never wanted to hide about his kids. It was him who was so drowned in his guilt that he didn't rememeber anything else. It was him who was foolish all along...

Jhanvi immediately goes for her son's aid... Seeing the mother-son duo in this condition pains gauri a lot. Even though she has changed but she still couldn't see any of her family members in pain...especially her omkaraji!! Yes the same man who had hurt her beyond repair in the past. But isn't this what love is supposed to be she asks herself? Indeed yes her heart replies and listening to her heart she bends down to om's level and says:

Omkaraji...Om looks up at her and is pleasantly surprised hearing her address him as omkaraji. His name from her mouth is music to his ears; The way she takes his name makes him want to hear his name over and over again. It's like his name from her mouth is his oxygen.

Gauri wipes away the tears that fall from his eyes and then cupping his face she continues; humara iraada aapko itna dukh pahunchaane ka nhn tha. Haan hum maante hain ki humne aapko seedhe seedhe nhn btaaya par aapne humara vishwaas toda tha. Hume bahut dard hua tha; bahut takleef hui thi aur aaj bhi hoti hai jab hum sochte hain ki aapne kabhi humpar bharosa nhn kiya...Om tries to say something but gauri keeps a finger on his lips and says... rayan aur omira aapke bache hain; aapke ansh hai wo dono...aap unse mil sakte hain hume koi aapati nhn hai; hum unhe unke pita ke pyaar se mehroom nhn rakhna chahte hain; jaante hain hum ki pita ke saaye ka kya mehtav hota hai ek bache ki zindagi main. Aap royie nhn ...hum aapko aur bachon ko kabhi door nhn karenge...Chinta mat kijiye; hum itne bhi pathar dil nhn bane hain ( My intention was not to hurt you in any way. I agree I didn't inform you upfront but that was because you broke my trust. I was hurt; I was in pain; a pain of a broken heart. Even today it hurts me when the memories of the past flash across my eyes. It hurts when I realize that you never trusted me. Rayan and omira are your kids; your seed and I have no objection if you want to meet them; you can as and when you like. I don't want to keep them away from their father's shadow; love and care for I know the paramountcy of having a father's reassuring hand over your head. Please don't cry I will never separate the kids and you.)

Omkara looks in gauri's eyes and is fascinized by the concern for him despite his actions and asks her why?

Kyunki wo ek maa hone ke naate soch rahi hai om replies jhanvi instead of gauri while the latter mouths a thank you ( because she is thinking as a mother of her kids)

Gauri helps om stand up and gives him a glass ofwater. He gulps it down still holding onto her hand.

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