His Frustration Vs. Her Desperation (February 2,2018)
I am being late as only today saw the episode and thought to share my views.
It was a slow but an impactful episode I felt as it was a sort of breaking point for SuKor.
Am not delving deep as it was more of emotions which played between them... slow indeed but it was the battle of his mind... The neurons inside... The neurons which had been idle over the past few years has suddenly been getting those signals, those transmissions so when a transmission happens in an otherwise dormant component the signals go erratic... like all lights will blink in an electronic gadget... He had been completely dormant devoid of any emotions and suddenly he is trying to be taken over, shaken and being controlled which is like everything together...
Indeed they are soulmates as though he in his sense or not he does not fail her expectations and she never fails to think of him albeit his condition ( be it the hate hate times, bandhuva times or when they were lovey dovey... But honestly only now I feel they are in courtship... experiencing the sour-sweet state of being in a relationship)
Sometimes it is true that dejavu (a feeling of having already experienced the present situation) works best when someone is in a state of amnesia...so she is trying to recreate the same...the moments of them .. she indeed gets the clue the way he hugged her the Suraj Rajvanshi came out in split seconds as he could connect with those flash images.
She is desperate to get him back, to make him identify himself so that she can get identified...
She is fast as she is desperate but he is unable to match her speed as all his neurons are getting signals but it does not know how to transmit so eventually it is erratic which leads to frustration.
He is confused, unable to comprehend, unable to connect the dots, he is slowly getting the fog out of his mind, still getting the xray flashes but this time the dejavu is of his recent moments, he is getting flashes but unable to visualize...
It was a moment of the speed vs transmission...
The pressure is more on him for I am able to empathise more as he is wanting to know but unable to know but the signals are being constantly sent by her into him... his neurons so the pressure is too high to handle but due to that pressure he gets the flashes... It is direct proportion..
MeeJay excelled in their respective portrayal of desperation and frustration. His continuous state of confused, his eyes shrinking, his hands gesture of not able to comprehend the reality . Was I here, is that young man me, but it is she, so was I with her,
the split second he saw HER literally HER and the shock Ye nahi ho saktha ...
What do you want from me ?was heart wrenching as he is trying to understand the root of her doing all this and the way she said to be with you.. the simple why are you angry calms him down and poor guy he is feeling hungry like a child.. The way she was just adorably looking at him eating and the way he just looks at her and she eats... the same dude who enjoyed her way of hogging the food in their confession day was completely lost and is still searching himself..
Her mind understands his plight so she tries to talk in general to ease him but her heart is not able to so again asks questions ... poor her I felt sad when she was reminiscing the moments and what a reversal he did all but now she is doing all... (Great Chakor... girl you are that epitome who knows the handle of him and his condition).
The sequence was well shot and he is not to be blamed as he is nowhere calm or reciprocating her, so all the pressure indeed has led to the eruption of his emotions, frustration of I cannot understand anything but you are saying everything...
We have to accept that the doctrine is still hanging in his mind and he is still that loyal ghulam of his Maalik and Maalkin..
But I am not able to think he was acting though the scene was so disjointed they below the table and the cloth was intact so he could not have seen HYAR under the table but it is that his frustration of unable to comprehend that he raged because sometimes when you cannot understand anything and the other person keeps on asking you, eventually you burst out on that person or you just withdraw, but knowing him he just burst out as in that split second of the clear vision he saw HER and that yeh nahi ho sakta be made me think...She is his new friend but enemy of his maalk and maalkin and his doctrine again hits him hard... he must have quickly thought what RV said once I get proof of you being close with Chakor you will see the end... So is it he is afraid for himself ?no he is indeed worried about her safety as he did not want the HYAR to know about this..
Yes he was so confused with too many things (I felt she could have taken him to the dhaba instead of this pompous) as it would have been a calmer one...
For one I am sure he did not put up an act because as he saw HYAR ...as yes he is ghulam but not a coward no... my dude is not a coward but circumstances has made him subtle , caged so I feel his anger was genuine on her(which he will definitely feel about and think in peace... once his neurons are in place...)
Suraj Rajvanshi his rage is well known.. when not in control he just destroys everything... (not to forget he did burn her photos too) So he is in that state of uncontrollable mind so eventually the vent out is destruction which has led this scenario...
It was indeed a good one as it was a breaking point of realization between the desperation Vs Frustration.
This is purely my view ... I respect different views too.
I cannot blame her for her desperation and she needs to be ... as she needs to get her life...
I cannot blame him for his frustration as he needs to be... as he has not lived a life and unable to understand what is living... His soul within her needs to get back to him to start living...
They will surely get back as they are SUKOR who are always WINNERS