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"AUR TOH KUCHH NAHI KIYA TERE BAAD HUMNE...
HAAN FAQAT APNA HAAL TABAAH KAR RAKHA HAI...!!!"
[I could'nt really do anything else in my life,after you,only that I have completely dedicated myself to you]
well,I guess this applies,to both Sukor,as I have really not seen any lovers this way,there are couples,there are lovers,there are life partners,there are soulmates,and then comes SUKOR,I am really unable to find any suitable word for these two,coz they are simply beyond everything,beyond the seven heavens
actually,last night,while retiring to bed,I felt like watching all the Sukor scenes,of the week passed by,there were in altogether five in total...and what caught me in there,I am going to write in this post
If said in one word,I have always said that for Suraj,Chakor had always benn a "WAR" for him,a war that he had been fighting within himself,since he saw her first,a war in which the warrior was always standing with all his arms and amulets in the battlefield,ready to lose it willingly any time,coz he had tried winning it,but just could'nt,a war that he won eventually,only after self-surrender,a war that he had to fight with whole world for her,to cherish her forever,she has been a war for him,and she will always remain so...
but after watching Sukor,all through this week...I realised that if Chaor had been a WAR for Suraj,then for Chakor,Suraj had been always a "PEACE",peace that have always given her a strange sort of calmness like never before,something that she herself could never explain,why he,why only he gives her tranquility,amidst strorms,who can believe that the brave,strong,ambitious,righteous,superwoman called Chakor,who flies all day long,soaring her wings of change,hopes and freedom finds her final rest,in the arms of a man,a man wqith he could be simply at her own real self,withiout the fear of being judged...for he is her ultimate "PEACE"
after killing her biggest enemy,and spending five years of imprisonment,she finally came out,with dreams in her eyes,head held high,only to slip into the arms of her man,the warmth of which,he had left with her,five years ago,and that only gave her the strength,all through the years...only to discover that he no longer remembers her,she is just unable to make it out,who is this man,and where is his man,he is face is same,his eyes his same,his voice is same...but who is he actually???he was not meant to be this way,but why is her peace giving her such pains
BEECH BHANVAR MEIN DAALEIN NA...
AAR RAHI NA PAAR RAHI MAIN...
KUCHH ISHQ KI MAUJE LE DOOBI,,,,,KUCHH HIJR KI AANDHI MAAR GAYI
TUM JAANE NAHI YEH DARD MERA...YA JAAN KE BHI ANJAANE HO...
IK PAL YEH LAGE,APNE HO TUM,
IK PAL YEH LAGE BEGAANE HO...
[I was left in the middle of the road way,and I belong toneither side,eventually,the waves of love did a part of my destrusction,and the other half was done by the strom of long separation
have you indeed become ignorant of my pains,or you are just pretendnig for doing so?
one moment I feel,that you belong to me,and the other you become a stranger]
No one knows,what really hapepened to him,coz this man never really needed introduction for he has not loved,but woshppied the Goddess,called Chakor...but now fate has turned the tables upside down for him,and now he only remebers his name,and his masters,he is just unable to go beyond it,and suddenly,one fine day,she comes to him,and disrupts up everything for him...and in his simple quiet,and desrted inside,has started a fierce battle
He was only a slave,how can he be her husband?
He was used to roughness,then why is she being so tender to him?
He had no being of his own,then why is she claiming to their story?
DIL NA,YEH PAHELI,BOOJH SAKAA
TUM KAUN PIYA???
TUM KAUN PIYA???
YEH BHED TUM HI AB KHOLO ZARAA,TUM KAUN PIYA???...TUM KAUN PIYA???
[my heart is just unable to make out this mystery,who are you actually,who are you actually,now you only have to solve this mystery,who are you actually?]
she comes to him when he was taking a bath at night,in cold...and the clast between his war and her peace starts
things have indeed changes upside down,nothing is as before,but just as "mohabbat ka naam,aaj bhi mohabbat haimyeh na toh kabhi badli hai,aur na hi kabhi badlegi"[love is still called as love only,it has never changed,and nor it will ever be],in same way,somethings about Sukor,will always remains so,like Chakor having the upper hand
she only starts it,bu shouting at him,"Tum kaise nahaa rahe ho",and he does'nt reacts,and continues on his own,he reacts only when she starts affecting very badly,and to appears stronger,the moment he realizes,that he will give in,he counter attacks even in a more fierce manner.She asks him,what he could have really killed her,or "what if something had happened to her?"[that is where he was striked,for just how van he ever imagine,something bad happening to her],and thats why,before,he gets defeated,and gives in ,he immediately shouts that he would have definitely killed her,he always tells her to just go away,stay away,coz even he knews,that she being beside,he will definitely go in an altoghter different world,thats why he behaves,so harshly with her...and then they fall together,so that she can capture her peace in the custody of her eyes,and he also willingly,gets lost in it,ready to give it all,[while in the lucknow bus,when Chakor accidentally falls upon Suraj,he said it,lost in her,that this moment feels as if the whole universe is screaming that Suraj and Chakor are one soul],the moment beside the well,when they both fell,also felt the same,as both of their eyes met
"BIN BOLE JO TUM KEHTE HO,BIN BOLE WOH SUN LOON MAIN,
BHARKE TUMKO IN AANKHON MEIN,KUCHH KHWAAB NAYE SE BOON LOON MAIN"
[you really dont have to utter words,from your mouth,coz I can hear your feelings from inside,even without you saying,and now I will fill it in my eyes,and once again adorn some new dreams for both of us]
He reacts,only when she again hampers his comfort zone,by relating both of them through the bondage of marriage,and becomes aggressive,before he melts,but she gives him another blow,by huuging him,and his expressions just tell it,that he is simply unable to make out the new sensations created within him,so much so that when she points her sindoor and ms,he folloews her observing them,for her peace,she once again starts the war within him,he remnoves her,not because,he dislikes it,but because he simply fears that he will certainly give in...
"NA APNA AAP DIKHAAYI DE,JAB DEKHOON KHUD KO DARPAN MEIN...
YEH MAIN HOON,YA PHIT TUM HI HO,MANN UL JHA HAI IS ULJHAN MEIN...
MUJHE APNE RANG MEIN RANG LIYA...
TUM KAUN PIYA????...TUM KAUN PIYA???...
[I am unable to see through myself,when I look into the mirror,coz I am totally entangled in hetre,as I see tour reflection,in my image...you have starred coloring me in your colors,who are you actually]
Next,she approaches him tying the medical camp,with an adorable smile on her face,and he without reaction,simply ignores her,but when she again apeaks ill about his masters,he starts strangling her,ending up with the two falling togther...
and once again,signature Sukor,as her hair covers her face,and he removes it...something that he has been doing from always,from always,as he never liked it that her locks to cover her face,so that he is unable to see her face,even for a second...but there was always romanticism in his attitude,love in his eyes,bot today,its ignorance and disinterest...but even when he avoids her,it always felt that it was not his dislike or irritation,but insecurity and fear of giving in...
he never deatches himself from her immediately,he only does it,whenever she disrupts his balance,whenever she starts to cerate ripples within him by reminding of their relation,coz he is simply unable to accept the fact,he can be something else,then what he does...
and Chakor,,,,,"loves sometimes makes us behave a total contrary to our real,selves"...usually,in such types of situations,it was Suraj coming closer to her,pulling her towards himself,and she unwillingly trying to set her free form his clutches,as she was always concerned that they will be spotted by someone,but today,she is wanting to feel her peace,so deperately,that she no longer minds the role reversal within both of them...and it was clearly felt in her attitude,that she wants hims so very helplessly and desperately,when she says that if only he would have remebered everything about them,then by the time,she would have been in his arms...
Next,she wishes to do her first "shivratri" puja,along with him...and she says it all in front of the lord,in real,snese,she wanted it to be heard by him...
"Pyar toh is duniya ki sabse khoobsurat cheez hoti hai na",yeah,indeed love is the most beautiful thing in the universe,is what Chakor said,and the irony here is that,these words originally were not of Chakor's,this particular line was originally said by Suraj to her,and today he himself has forgotten the beautification of their divine and pure relationship,,,,,
"DIL SE JUDE HAIN DIL APNE...KEHNE KO KOI RISHTA HI NAHI,
IS PAAKEEZAH SE BANDHAN KO,DUNIYA NE KABHI SAMJHA HI NAHI"
[out hearts are in real connected through our souls,and there exists no relation of this particular name,thats why this divine relationship was never thoroughly understood by anyone in the world]
and this particualr line of Cahkor,caught me is such a way,as I saw even Suraj affected in the same way,as his eys beacme totally pink and moist,my eys brimmed wioth tears...
all the while,he was silently satnding,without a wprd,continuously staring her,he even stopped when she held his hands,and did'nt even moved or tried to free his hands,coz even he knew the moment indeed had some strange "beautification",so the moment he realised,that it was once again taking him to another world,he just moved away,he tried to break her in vain,before he himself breaks...for winning his war,he destroyed her peace
Next,she expresses her desire to drink the prasad from his hands,and before he could even refuse,she makes him weak,by asking him,"Itna toh tum mere liye kar hi sakta ho na?",he has forgotten,but she remembers,what-what he was capable of doing for her,he can travel to the seventh heaven and come back for her love,and today she was asking for such a simple thing,just how he could'nt had done it,but he was the only same man[even if he had forgotten],to save her,to prove his love,he had once drank a whole glass of poison,and today just how could he had made her to drink a spiked substance,,,,,she has indeed started to take over him,and the one who was continuously threatening,"Kaat denge,kaat denge",actually,willingly and intentionally saved her...
"JAB GHAAV LAGE TUMKO JO KOI,TOH DARD YAHAAN BHI HOTA HAI,
JAB NAMM HO TUMHAARI YEH AANKHE,TOH DIL YEH MERA BHI ROTA HAI..."
[when ever you get inflicted with some kind of injury,so the pain is felt with me as well,when your eyes get moist for any reason,so tears flow through my eyes as well]
The poor girl is left with a pain in her heart,as to where is his Suraj,with whom she dreamt to be with,why is he being so ignorant of her,it was not meant to be like that,then why is it so...where is her peace?
while he is involved in his own war,that has become even more fierce within him,as he is just unable to deal with the fact,as to why he saved her willingly and intentionally,he is angry not at her,but frustrated at himself,when she questions him,he points out the axe at her,to assure his hatred,not to her,but to himself,why is she affecting him this way,it was not meant to be this way,then why is it so,what is this war?
"TUM NE BHI AAKHIR YEH POOCHH LIYA...TUM KAUN PIYA???...TUM KAUN PIYA???"
[you also,eventually asked it,at last,who are you actually,who are you]
Thanks for reading my feelings about the last week Sukor scenes,as I saw them,hope you all like it...
and Thanks for reading guys...š
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