Frustrated

Just when I thought that the show was picking up pace, we are back to square one. Before it was only Anami hating Satrupa, but now the feeling has turned mutual. I won't say Satrupa hates her, but she is too disappointed to accept her anymore, and that is highly frustrating, considering the lack of Satnami moments I will get, which in turn will disappoint me.

Brilliantly spot on. Exact emotions captured.
Yes, the innocent daughters in us - are in anguish at seeing a mother in pain. The woman in us is tortured seeing a a fellow in pain, helpless - Anami and Sudha again causing that pain unknowingly or knowingly. Her unable to live any moment of happiness.

But they are all somehow correct in their own twisted sense of matter. We have not witnessed Anami's childhood. Her emptiness. 17 years. The feeling of abandonment - the feeling of not having been worth a single explanation. A single visit. A single phone call. Then, helplessness and now helplessness. A powerless feeling - the only people who cared for her more than her parents did - have been again cruelly snatched from her. Blackmailed. Jab man chaha chod diya, jab man chah utha liya. The least she can do is follow her principles and ideals.

She does not mean any harm. She has not lost the teaching imparted to her by her parents. In fact she sticks to it, by being the true Shakti who helps the lost and the weak. She wanted to give a mother back to her friend - who she feels has been wronged by LM. Who like herself, had been washed hands of by LM with no sense of responsibility whatsoever. She is aghast at these people who have taken their power for granted. Who have supposedly not known any pain. She did not mean to interfere into their marital affairs. She did not mean to hurt Satrupa as a wife or mother. She just meant to do the right thing.

Like Dheeru says, "Woh doosron ka dard samjh thi hai." and unfortunately, she is yet to see that side of Satrupa's. Yet to see an anguish, which dominates the wronging Satrupa did to her all those years back. If LM want her to support them, they have to open up. She is not aasteen ka saanp. She is like Abhimanya when he entered the chakravyuh - with half knowledge. And that is more dangerous than having no knowledge at all. They cannot expect her to see through - when such grown up mature people had once been played by Sudha. She is a mere girl.

If she doesn't understand the reason behind why her actions shall have dire consequences, how do you expect a warm blooded teen like her to listen to those, who have been hers for merely few weeks.On what basis should she support a family, which has not taken a single step to support her or any of her action. Insulting her background at every point. As if they had the right to do that. She might as well believe another stranger - who atleast seems to have genuine pain (according to her).

Satrupa is stuck between the devil and the ocean. She has lost the last straw of hope she was clutching on to. She is yet to love Anami as she is, understand her. To believe her. The regret that what was truly hers is gone - and what she tried to have is at the hands of a woman - who has snatched every crumb of happiness from her. She is tired and worn of being the forerunner - nobody has a value for, and Anami will unknowingly provide her with her worth. LM has had this lioness as a shield of theirs for years, and yet they are ready at any moment to blame her.

Now the "saaya" has crept in, affecting their life - bringing out their inner demons without them realizing. She slides by, nobody sees her. She is there, always. Search for her and you find her.

And like Reema said, are yaar Kabhi Khushi Kabhie Gham, Dil hai Ki Manta Nahin, Phir Le Aaya Dil Majboor Kya Kijiye, Hum Saath Saath Hain, aur Jo Jeeta Wohi Sikandar ! 😆😉
Enjoy your weekend ! 🤗

Originally posted by: ammu3

Brilliantly spot on. Exact emotions captured.
Yes, the innocent daughters in us - are in anguish at seeing a mother in pain. The woman in us is tortured seeing a a fellow in pain, helpless - Anami and Sudha again causing that pain unknowingly or knowingly. Her unable to live any moment of happiness.

But they are all somehow correct in their own twisted sense of matter. We have not witnessed Anami's childhood. Her emptiness. 17 years. The feeling of abandonment - the feeling of not having been worth a single explanation. A single visit. A single phone call. Then, helplessness and now helplessness. A powerless feeling - the only people who cared for her more than her parents did - have been again cruelly snatched from her. Blackmailed. Jab man chaha chod diya, jab man chah utha liya. The least she can do is follow her principles and ideals.

She does not mean any harm. She has not lost the teaching imparted to her by her parents. In fact she sticks to it, by being the true Shakti who helps the lost and the weak. She wanted to give a mother back to her friend - who she feels has been wronged by LM. Who like herself, had been washed hands of by LM with no sense of responsibility whatsoever. She is aghast at these people who have taken their power for granted. Who have supposedly not known any pain. She did not mean to interfere into their marital affairs. She did not mean to hurt Satrupa as a wife or mother. She just meant to do the right thing.

Like Dheeru says, "Woh doosron ka dard samjh thi hai." and unfortunately, she is yet to see that side of Satrupa's. Yet to see an anguish, which dominates the wronging Satrupa did to her all those years back. If LM want her to support them, they have to open up. She is not aasteen ka saanp. She is like Abhimanya when he entered the chakravyuh - with half knowledge. And that is more dangerous than having no knowledge at all. They cannot expect her to see through - when such grown up mature people had once been played by Sudha. She is a mere girl.

If she doesn't understand the reason behind why her actions shall have dire consequences, how do you expect a warm blooded teen like her to listen to those, who have been hers for merely few weeks.On what basis should she support a family, which has not taken a single step to support her or any of her action. Insulting her background at every point. As if they had the right to do that. She might as well believe another stranger - who atleast seems to have genuine pain (according to her).

Satrupa is stuck between the devil and the ocean. She has lost the last straw of hope she was clutching on to. She is yet to love Anami as she is, understand her. To believe her. The regret that what was truly hers is gone - and what she tried to have is at the hands of a woman - who has snatched every crumb of happiness from her. She is tired and worn of being the forerunner - nobody has a value for, and Anami will unknowingly provide her with her worth. LM has had this lioness as a shield of theirs for years, and yet they are ready at any moment to blame her.

Now the "saaya" has crept in, affecting their life - bringing out their inner demons without them realizing. She slides by, nobody sees her. She is there, always. Search for her and you find her.

And like Reema said, are yaar Kabhi Khushi Kabhie Gham, Dil hai Ki Manta Nahin, Phir Le Aaya Dil Majboor Kya Kijiye, Hum Saath Saath Hain, aur Jo Jeeta Wohi Sikandar ! 😆😉
Enjoy your weekend ! 🤗