Hello guys, back with another os. We r not getting anything about Rikara on this weekend so thought write something. It is not turned out as my expectations, but couldn't resist to post after writing..
Rikara OS: Conversations of Heart
She slept taking support of wall in Oberoi mansion's one corner. She was so tiered of crying , thinking of all that happenings from morning. Om was so desperate to see hr in room. He wanted to console her when she left their room. But what happen to him?? He didn't console her but scolded her in exhibition .
Om's Pov: Mai kaise kar sakta hu uske sath aisa.. Wo pehle hi itni dari hui thi, aur maine use daant diya firse. Uske sath hi aise kyu behave krta hu mai.. Uske aansoo dekhe nahi jate par harbaar uske aansovoki wajah mai hi ban jata hu. I should apologies to her. Muze use pyarse samzana chahiye tha.. Per wo log uska isult kar rahe the.. How could I hear that?? Par 2 baj gaye hai.. abhitak kamreme nahi aayi. Muze use baat krni chahiye..
He was searching her in whole oberoi mansion. He look for her everywhere but she didn't found anywhere. He got panic . Where she would go?? He was thinking , his mind was only revolving around Gauri. Then suddenly he saw her, sleeping near farthest wall of OM. His heart sank seeing her like that. He just don't want to see that sight. She had cried a lot. He gently go towards her. Sat near her, observing every feature of her face, her face was become red because of crying, Kajal was smudged totally, her tear strained face was looking so pale.. At that moment he wanted to take away all her pain. How could he hurt her, she is such pure soul. She is too innocent for cunning world outside. He should have think of her once while scolding her. He gently pick her in his arms & take her to their room. He laid her on bed. She was looking like broken doll. He place a small kiss on her forehead & decide to apologies her in morning. He cant see her like that, he wanted to see her happy, full of joy, full of energy.
In morning again he woke up & find bed empty. Where did she go ? he thought.
Om: "Gauri.. Gauri.. kaha ho tum??
Rudy: "Are O chilla kyu rahe ho.., bhabhi niche hai, kitchen me kuch bana rhi hai..
Om: "Tu yha kya kar rha hai subh subh..
Rudy: "O subah ke 10 baj chuke hai.. Aap late uthe ho.. Waise aap to jaldi uth jate ho.. aaj achankse late kaise ho gaye...
Om: "Wo hume late ho gaya tha soneme to..
Rudy: "To bhabhi ko bhi late hua tha.. isliye unki eyes red lag rahi thi aaj.. Kya o aap to chalu ho gaye ho, kya kar rhe the jo late ho gaye donok dono... Rudy start teasing om.
Om: "Shut up rudy... .. Om thought agar aise hi bulaunga to wo muzse baat krne room me aayegi hi nahi.. Rudy ko hi bolta hu..
Om: "Rudy mere sar me bahot jyada dard ho raha hai, tu Gauriko jake bol ki mereliye chay banake le aaye...
Rudy: "Ok bro.. par sachme headache hai ya bhabi se milna hai .. Rudy asked him grinning.
Om: "Stop it Rudra.. Please jaldi jake use bol.. om told him urgently. He has to talk to her as early as possible..
Rudy: "Thik hai baba.. ja rha hu...
Om went to freshen up for 2 minutes.. When he come outside he saw her coming inside literally running with tea cup.
Gauri: "App thik hai na.. Achank se sardard kyo ho gaya.. App chay ke baad dawai le lijiye.. Hum abhi nikalke dete hai..
She asked everything in one breath. He was just looking at her, how can he hurt her man, she don't deserve to be hurt, she deserve to be happiest person on earth. How can he, how can anyone would thought of hurting her. He was so unhappy treating her like that, he was the biggest fool alive.
Om: "mai thik hu Gauri, Muze tumse bahot important baat karni hai.., .
Gauri: "Hum jante hai omkaraji aap ka baat krna chahte hai, aap ee chay pi lijiye harharike.. Hume daant lijiyega jb sardard thik ho jaye aapka.. .She hung her head saying that..
Om: "Muze tumhe daantna nahi hai gauri, pehle meri baat sun to lo...
Gauri: "pehle hum aapse kuch kehana chahte hai omkaraji.. hum jante hai humari wajah se kal aapka sir saram se jhuk gaya, hume bhot dukh hai is baat ka, Hum iske aage kabhibhi aapke kam ya aapki jindagi me dakhal nahi denge, humari wajahse poori duniyake samne aapki bejjati ho gai.. ..aur she was speaking in her sobs. Her eyes started watering again..
Om: "Bas kro Gauri, meri baat sunlo pehle.. Tumhari galti nahi hai.. muze tumhe pehelehi rokna chahiye tha.. he was about to say her sorry but she cut him again.
Gauri: "Rokne ka sawal hi nahi tha omkaraji , hum to bina aapke bulaye hi aa gaye, hume pta hona chahiye tha ki waha kya ho sakta hai.., Aur kal hume pta chal gaya ki aap hume aapne sath kyu nahi leke jana chahte the, kyu aap hume apni patni man sakte, hum dono me bahit farq hai na omkaraji, hume kal pta chal gaya ki hum aapke , aur aapki duniya ke layak nahi hai.. She was crying , taking all blame on her.. Why she cant listen him first.
Om: "Chup karo ab, aur pehale meri baat suno samjhi, bol nahi rha hu to kuch bhi bakwas kiye jar hi ho.. om scolded her again. She was startle again. She thought he is going to bash her again. He held her by shoulders , but she was looking at his eyes, what he has done, one incident crash her like this. But it was making him vulnerable why?? Why her sadness tearing him apart??.
Om: "Meri aankho me dekho aur meri baat dhyan se suno.. He literally order her to look at him. She slowly look at him. She can see he was not at peace, he was lookin so disturbed .. Why she always make him sad she thought.
Om: "Galti tumhari nahi hai, muze shivay ne bataya ki usne tumhe waha beja tha..
Gauri: "Ha par phir bhi hume to sochna chahiye than a, wo humare bhai hai, humari achchai ke liye hi sab kiya tha unhone.. unki koi galti nahi hai.. humhi...
Om: "Tumne firse aadheme baat shuru kardi.. Muze tumse baat krni hai shantise.. please meri baat puri hone do he asked her silently this time. She was only staring at him now.
Om: "I m really very sorry Gauri.. Meri galti thi ki maine tumpe chillaya, mai tumhe waha isliye nahi leke jana chahta tha ki waha kyuki wo duniya banawati hai, wo log achche kapde to pehen sakte hai par unki soch bhot choti hai.. Tumhari sachchai , tumhari innocence wo log kabhi samaj nai payenge, main nahi chahta tha ki wo log tumhe kisi terh se hurt kre, ya tumhare aatm samman ko chot pohochaye.. maine tumhe daanta kyoki muzse nahi dekha gaya ki wo log tumhara insult kar rahe hai, I was so angry kit um waha bina bataye aa gai, tumhe pta nhi tha ki media ko kaise handle krna hai, galat un logoki soch hai jo English bolna, aur chote kapde pehanna hi matter krta hai.. mai bs tumhe dukhi hote hue nahi dekhna chahta tha.. Tum please .. please apne aap par koi blame mt lo.. His eyes were also full of tears.
Gauri: "Aap sachme aisa sochte hai?? She asked him again.
Om: "Haan Gauri, I am sorry meri wajah se tum itna royi..
Gauri: "Nahi omkaraji, Jo hua usase hume kamse kam itna to pata chal gaya ki, aapki aur hamri duniya kitni alag hai.. Aur ab hum aapko paresan nahi krna chahte hai.. Bade bhaiya aur bhojai ki saadi ke baad hum yahase chale jayenge, Aaapne humare liye bahot kuch kiya hai.. hum aapka ehsaan kabhi nahi bhulenge.. .
He can see that every sentence of her causing tremendous pain. She has believing this marriage with whole heart. Now she was ready go away from him because she thought she is not suitable for him. She was going to sacrifice her dearest bond to free him..
Om: "Tumhe kahi bhi jane ki koi jaroorat nahi hai gauri.. Muze tumhari jaroorat hai.. He told her silently.
Gauri: "Hum is rishteka boz aap par nahi dal sakte omkaraji, Aur hum to aapke dost hai, to jab bhi aapko humari jaroorat hoi hum aapki madad krne aa jayenge.. Aapne jitna humare liye kiya hai wohi bahot hai, ab apne aap ko humari wajah se koi taklif mat hone dijiye... She told him crying..
This girl is totally mad.. & making him mad too.
Om: "Muze tumhari jarorat to meri har saans ke sath hai, apni jindagi ka har lamha mai tumhare sath bitana chahta hu gauri..
Gauri: "E ka keh rahe hai aap, hum jante hai aap hume apni patni nahi mante hai aura b uski koi jaroorat bhi nahi..
Om: "Mai tumhe apni patni manana chahta hu Gauri, Kon kehta hai kit um mere layk nahi ho.. kahi na khi mai tumhare layk nahi hu Gauri.. Mere problems ki wajahse tumhe suffer krna pad rha hai..
Gauri: "Aap to bahot achche hai, Kisibhi achchi lakdi ke layak hai aap.. Aur aapko kya problem hai.. hume bataiye .. hum madad krenge aapki samsya dur krne me..
Om: "Aaj me tumse wohi san share krna chahte hu.. maine kabhi kisike sath ye sab share nahi kiya.. par tumhe batana chahta hu.. Tum bahot achchi ho gauri.. muze tumse koi problem nahi hai.. tum to is duniyaka sbse achcha jivansathi deserve krti ho.. per mai.. mai bachpan se bas apne parents ki tuti hui shadi dekhate aa rha hu. Rudy ko priyanka ko is sabse door rkhate rakhte mai marriage ki conceptse hi door ho gaya. Mai tumhe commitment nahi de sakta hu.. kisipar bharosa nahi kar pata hu, jis ladki pe maine 5 sal tak bharosa kiya usne bhi muze dhoka de diya.. I am afraid of this relationship., mai nahi janta mai tumhe kbhi is rishteme khush rakh paunga ya nahi.. pr mai tumhe apne aapse door jate huye bhi nahi dekh sakta.. I am scared Gauri, of loosing you, loosing trust .. muze khud nahi samaj me ata ki mai aise kyu behave krta hu.. I don't know.. he falls down as he said this to her..
She was crying seeing him like that, he was always so strong for his mother, his family, for her, but deep inside he has been so sensitive, vulnerable. It seems like he was going to brake down. She cant let that happen. Her omkaraji deserves to be happy.. She took him in an embrace. She was trying to make him calm. He was sobbing like kid.
Gauri: "Hum aapke sath hai omkaraji, plj sambhaliye aapne aap ko.. hum aapka bharosa nahi todenge aur patni bane na bane par humesa aapke dost banke rahenge.. Chinta mat kijiye aapka Chulbul aapko kbhi akela nahi chodega.. . She tried to make him smile. Chulbul always makes him smile.. He look at adorably. She is best thing happen to him.. He smiled little hearing chulbul from her. She always reduces his pain.
Om: "Muze bs thoda waqt chahiye Gauri. Mai sb thik kr doonga.
Gauri: "Hume pta hai aap sab thik kar denge,.. Aap humare superman jo hai.. She said him smilingly.
Om: "I am sorry..
Gauri: "Ab aap pagal chiroteki tarh bar bar sarry bolna band kijiye.. Hume achcha nahi lag rha..
Om: "Wais eek baat puchu wo sab tumpe has rhe the, muze to laga ki un sabko ek zap me deewar pe sata dogi tum, tum rone kyu lag gayi..
Gauri: "Are hum to sata hi dete omkaraji, par ka kre wo aapke liye aaye the na, to unki beijjati hum kaise kr skte the.. par agli bar kabhi aise kita na to aise sataenge ki 7 din tak bistarse hi nahi uthenge..
Omkara stare at her for a moment & stared to laugh.. Watching him laugh, she also join him..
Om's POV: Jabse tum aai ho zindagi me iss rishteko maanane ka mann krta hai Gauri. I promise ki tumhari zindagi mai khushiyose bhar dunga..
Gauri's POV: Hum kosis karenge ki aapka shadipr vishwas phirse bane, aur aapko iss rishtese har wo khusi mile jiske aap haqdaar hai, hum aapko phir kbhi tutne nahi denge, ye GKS ka waada hai..
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