Hi friends back with new update .Part 17
Raman picked a white lily bouquet for ishita and her favorite ice cream and went towards iyers resident .Soon he was in front of house ,he got down and pressed the call bell ,amma opened the door but didn't welcome him as she always do .He ignored it as for now he was eager to meet ishita ,he greeted amma and entered the house .Ishita was doing something in her laplot when he entered the room ,she continued doing her work even after noticing him. He walked to her ,passed the bouquet to her placing a soft kiss on her forehead ,she took it without saying anything ,he then gave the ice cream to her ,she denied saying ,she is not willing to have ice cream now .He told that he has not brought it for her but baby , ishita got disheartened again listening to him and started eating slowly though her eyes became teary .
A kin drop silence was there ,she was having her ice cream silently while he was searching words to start the conversation as the he has to make her believe that his care and concerns are not only for baby but her also . After thinking much he thought to talk straight and spoke " ishita we are going tomorrow to SOHNA for a weekend trip of three days ."
I- SOHNA ,what's it .
R- its is a town in the Gurgaon district of Haryana, 25 kms away from gurgoan. it is situated in the foothills of Aravallis and is famous for its hot water springs and an ancient Shiva Temple. we will live there for three days and enjoy our togetherness. We will enjoy hot water springs and visit lord Shiva temples to get blessings for our beautiful and peaceful life ahead and our baby will also get blessings for lord shiva and you know what, residents of Sohna offer their special prayers to Lord Shiva and Bhagwati for new born babies and newly married couples.
Ishota stopped eating ,thought for a while and spoke " its nice that you took out your precious time for me ,but I m sorry I couldn't come ."
R- why
I- because its not right .
R- I didn't get you ,what's not right .you being with me is not right .
I- no, our going out alone somewhere is not right .
R- kyun,why its not right ,everbody knows that we are together ,you are pregnant and I should take care of you ,what's wrong in it .
I- it will not look good .
R- why ,Ishita it seems that you are avoiding me because you don't want to come with me ,bolo na what's wrong.
I- don't know ,nothing is right ,you just go from here .
R- no I will not ,I m not going anywhere and you are coming with me that's all .
I- no I m not coming anywhere with you got that .
R- I didn't get anything but you need to understand something ,stop thinking stupid .
I- what do you mean by that ,as if you know what I m talking about .
R- yeah I very well know ,what stupidity you are thinking these days ,and this amma na ye aur bhi, she is adding fuel instead of making you understand.
I- what do you want to say ,don't drag amma in it when you don't know what I m talking about .
Raman walked to the door and bolted it then spoke " now tell ,what I m thinking and what's wrong .if its wrong then why are you carrying my child ,why are you alone with me in a close room and why you feel comfortable and happy when I m around you ,bol ab bol..Chee ishita don't you have shame you are jealous of your own baby and what did you asked " kis haq se " bol don't you have any right on me .
Ishita down casted her eyes knowing that he knows everything about her feelings .
R- now answer me damn it ,bol don't you have right on me .
Ishita was silent listening to him while he held her face and asked softly making her look at him ," what make you think that I only care only for baby not you ,it's not like that you are equally important as baby is rather you are more important as you are the one who has brought happiness in my life ,hadn't I told you earlier ."
Till now she was holding her tears but now she couldn't and tears started flowing like rivers from her eyes ,he wiped her tears and asked " what's bothering you ishita ."
I- you are only with me for this baby na .
R(narrowing his eyes )- what ,what made you think that .
I- you told that day that I should be careful either it may harm baby .
R- haan to .
I- that day I was having stomach pain and feeling saffocation, you didn't asked once about me rather you scolded me saying my being empty stomach can harm baby ,you were not a bit bothered about me just for baby .
Raman turned her to him holding her shoulder and asked " how much insecure you are ishita ,I can't say its wrong but don't you have trust on me , hadn't we talk earlier that though this baby is very much important for us but then also if unfortunately by any reason we any how loose this baby then also I will marry you .I know you are insecure but its my bad luck that I can't give you any assurance except my words and me . yes I scolded you and also told you that we would loose our baby because of your carelessness because this baby is reason of our togetherness , I don't want to loose or see in pain either of you in trouble . ishita yaar ,I can't make you understand every time that I m equally concerned about you two .got that ."
She was listening him down casting her eyes ,he raised her face with his finger and spoke " are you getting me ".
Ishita nodded making a cute pout and hugged tightly him saying sorry ,he caressed her hairs and asked " are you ready now ".
I- for what .
R- for the holiday trip.
Ishita nodded and hugged him back while he parted her from him and spoke " I have to talk to your mother too".
I- kyun amma se kyun .
R- karni hai kuch baat .
Saying so he went out to see amma who in kitchen ,he went to kitchen's door and asked " can I come in ".
A- arey why you came here ,you go and be with ishu ,tell me what you want ,I will bring it for you .
R- no I wanna talk to you something .
A- bolo .
R- amma why don't you believe me .?
Amma was startled by his sudden question ,she got nervous listening to him ,don't know how to react ,moreover she don't know why he is asking this . To clear her confusion Raman spoke " I had heard your and Ishita's talk in morning ".
Now amma was speechless ,she don't know what to speak now ,while Raman spoke " amma what's my mistake if I m already married ,I know you want a secure future for your daughter ,you want to see her settled in her married life ,believe me I too wanna give her sane happiness but can't do anything till I get divorce ".
I- mera wo matlab nahi tha ..
R- amma I can understand your delimma ,but I m not that type of person .I didn't liked a bit when you called our relationship illegitimate and told that she don't have any right on me.
Believe me I had given all right to ishita ,she can ask and demand anything from me , agar mere bas mein hota to shayad main aaj hi usse shaadi kar leta but it will be of no use till I get free from that name sake relationship with shagun .Not only ishita but you too have full right on me ,you can tell me or scold me wherever you think I m doing wrong but here you are wrong that's why I cane here to talk to you . may be we are not married now but will marry ishita as soon as possible .Aap bolo ,if I love and take care of you can't I have right to scold you ,I just told that her carelessness would had harmed baby ,was I wrong .
A- no .
R- and she thought I only cares for baby , you tell what you should had told her ,I think same thing .
A- humm .
R- then hod come you people point a finger on my care and concern .
A- I m so sorry kanna ,I would had talked to you before talking to ishita as girls over think in this state and she has craved for a person who want her not baby .
R- I will not lie to you ,this baby is very much important for me ,I m waiting for him very eagerly because he has given a new life to my lifeless living ,like ishita I too was devastated with my life but ishita and this baby brought a new ray of hope and I don't wanna loose him . hope he have same importance in ishita's life .
A- humm she has but more than this baby now you are more important for her .I can see her happiness when you are with her and the sadness of being away from you was also quite evident ,because of that only,I got to know that there is a problem between you two.
R- you don't worry amma ,I had planned a trip of me and ishita ,I will make her believe in me and will also show how much important she is for me . should I take her .
A- why not ,when you have to go .
R- tomorrow .thanks amma .
Saying so he turned to leave when amma called him again ,he turned and amma apologizes again to him.She smiled a bit and left ,he entered the room and saw ishita standing ,opening her cupboard .He went close to her and asked " what are you doing instead of resting "
I- I was choosing dresses for trip .
Raman turned her to him and spoke " ishita its us only ,there is no need to look very special or beautiful ,its me only and I like you the way you are ,pick anything as I always like you ."
Ishita blushed Listening to him ,while he circled his arms around her and pulled her to him and pecked her temple softly ,she smiled widely and rested her head on his chest when she heard him
" we will leave at 8.00 am in morning and will have our breakfast there itself ."
Ishita nodded and wrapped her arms tightly around him while he too smiled seeing her smiling genuinely after so many days .
That's a for now .Enjoy reading and do comment .
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