baldev and satrupa relation

I want to talk on baldev love for satrupa
when I see them why I feel they love each other and they have not any compromised relationship
Whatever till now I have watched I feel baldev satrupa love each other it is my that separate them it is the wall which satrupa had made around them that separated them
I feel satrupa and baldev are love marriage couple and after marriage satrupa gave birth to twins and they both died and they both gone to depression or gap started to form between them and after sometime satrupa would have got clue that it is LAL Mahal enemy who killed her sons and now she became power driven she wanted the power which has killed her two sons like devki will power got stonger how many time Kans killed her son and then she just started to run behind power and wanted power at any cost and these all resulted is a wide chasm between couple and as a result narottam borna and after that satrupa who just wanted power done many puja or Mannar and given birth to twins

She given a girl child I don't think the reason behind it is that she was a girl but she was afraid if she will keep a girl child then the girl will be harmed in wrong way and many other fears because we have till now not listened her version
BUT FOR 2 OR 3 POINTS I CAN MAKE SURE
FIRST BALDEV LOVE SATRUPA BUT DUE TO MU LIKE BALDEV THINK SATRUPA IS POWER HUNGRY AND SATRUPA SIDE BALDEV ADULTERED CREATED DEEP CHASM OF MU WHICH GOT INCREASED WITH TIME
IF BALDEV LOVE CHILD IS NAROTTAM THEN HE WOULD HAVE NOT HATED HIM THIS MUCH
AND IN THE FAMILY DADAJI IS A FAMILY PERSON WHO DOESNT KNOW ABOUT ANY CONSPIRACY AS HE HAS NO PROBLEM IN GIVING PROPERTY TO AVDOOT AND EVEN WHEN IT WIL BE CLEAR THAT ANAMI IS HIS OWN GRANDDAUGHTER HE WILL HAPPILY ADORE HER IF HE CAN GIVE PROPERTY AND POWER TO HIS BAHU THEN OBVIOUSLY HE WOULD HAVE NO PROBLEM IN GIVING TO HIS OWN BLOOD
BALDEV AND DADAJI WILL LOVE ANAMI MOST IN THE HOUSE WHEN THE MU WILL BE CLEARED THEY WILL JUST ADORE HER AND TREAT HER AS THEIR PRINCESS AND ANAMI WILL BE GIVEN THE LOVE WHICH EVERY LOVING FAMILY GIVE TO THEIR DAUGHTER
SATRUPA LOVE ANAMI NOT MORE THAN VATSALYA BUT NOT EVEN LESS THAN VATSALYA SHE IS A MOTHER WHO HAD LOST THREE CHILD ALTHOUGH IS STANDING STRAIGHT I THINK SHE HAS MANY DIFFERENT REASONS FOR DOING WHAT SHE IS DOING OR DINE NOT POWER OR DISCRIMINATION ON SEX BASIS