HHello friends back with new update .Part 5
Raman walked towards the car ,ishita too followed him ,both settled in car and drove away from society ,on the way Raman called one of his friend and asked key of his flat as he was out of station ,his friend instructed him to take the keys from watchman .After a drive of about fourty minutes which was a totally silent journey, they reached another society in which his friend life .Raman went to watchman and asked the keys for ,which he gave immediately as Raman friend has already informed him .Raman took the keys and ishra went into the flat .
Both entered the appt , and settled in couch but non talked as they were lost in their own thoughts .Ishita was still sitting while Raman went to his friends room and returned with another new bottle of alcohol, he settled beside ishita and started drinking ,then he noticed that ishita is not saying anything rather sobbing silently ,he went closer to her and asked " ishita why are you crying ,I m your friend at least you can tell me ".
I- Raman for now I m not willing to talk to anyone ,can we please talk after sometimes .
Raman slides far from her and left her alone ,at the same time Ishita's phone buzzed ,she picked the call .it was her amma's call ,she didn't picked the call and let it ring .it was going on ringing continuously but she was not picking the call rather closing her ears with both her hands ,shutting her eyes tightly .Raman shouted irritatedly ,"pick up damn it ".
She too shouted angrily " I don't want to talk to her ,answer her useless questions, ".
Saying so she switched off the phone and cried again ,Raman didn't spoke anything and poured another drink for himself ,he took the glass and went to room ,sat in bed and sipped it ,when he saw ishita coming in room ,she sat beside him and spoke "Raman I have decided something ".
R- humm bolo what you decided.
I- I have taken an important decision.
R(gulping half bottle in a go)- humm bolo I m listening .
I- (angrily)- first you stop drinking ,your all attention is towards this bottle how will you listen to me .
R- you know ishita ,aaj to ye bhi mera saath nahi de rahi hai ,how much I drink I m not loosing my senses .
I(concerned )- what happened raman ,why are you sounding so low .why you want to loose your senses. you went to party na. did anything happened there .
R- I m not telling anything to you .
I(confused );- why .
R- are you sharing your pain with me .?
I- what should I share ,its so shameful that I can't even tell this to anyone .
R(laughing sarcastically)- no Ishita no ,it won't be that disgusting which I had saw .
I- tell me what happened ,who shagun???
She saw him with a questioning eyes while Raman spoke " who else ,she only has the power to make me feel useless in that day when my company throws a success party for me ."
Ishita kept her hands on his shoulder to console him while he spoke " I m trying to fulfill all her demands ,do as per her wishes ,let her do whatever she wants then also she didn't consider me as her husband ."
I- what she did today ?.
Raman saw ishita and asked" first you tell me why are you crying continuously, and don't want to go to your house ."
Ishita got sad listening to this ,while Raman saw her with questioning eyes ,she looked down and slowly narrated all the happenings of the evening in subbu's friends place . Raman felt bad listening to her he side hugged her while she hided herself in him and poured her pain .
They remain in each others embrace for sometimes ,then Ishita spoke " now you tell shagun did ".
Raman made dirty face and spoke " ishita till now I was giving time to our relationship thinking that she will someday realize her mistake and will accept me and my family ,but today I cane to know that there is no hope in this relationship, its dead ,actually its not dead as it was never there .I was only living this relationship ,I was performing my duties as a husband though I know she never consider me suitable enough to be her husband ."
I- Raman please tell me what happened in party ,did she insulted you there .
R- nope ,insult to wo tab karti agar so mere saath jaati .
I- matlab.I didn't get you .
R- in the evening when I told her about the party she denied saying that I m not worth that she will come to party with me .Though I felt bad but I didn't said anything and went to party .about 10.00 my friend asked me about shagun ,I denied excusing she was not well but he told that he saw her sometimes back .I told he must be mistaken ,but he was sure that he has seen her only .I was confused but at the same time one of our investors were leaving the party and I went to drop them till their car , while coming back when I saw shagun with a man at the reception, I was about to go and ask her what she is doing there but stop seeing them taking key from the receptionist, they took keys and went towards the lift but it has gone up and was taking time to come ,shagun clung herself on him and spoke " baby I can't wait come na let's go by stairs ."The man agreed and both went towards the stairs ,I too followed them and was disgusted to see them kissing hungrily on the stairs itself as it was isolated, the man was touching her everywhere and she was okay with it ."
Raman completed his sentence and turned other side ,not able to hold his tears .Ishita too became silent as she don't have any words to console him , this is the worst which can happen in any relationship .She thought that she is feeling so low with subbu and his friends talk but she can't even imagine what Raman must be going through. She was still finding the words to console him when he spoke again " you know ishita its been six months since we got married ,but till now she didn't let me touch her ".
Ishita gave him a shocking look while he nodded and spoke " yeah till now we don't have any physical relationship as she says I m not her worth and I was giving her time but today everything ended .She didn't want me to touch her while she is enjoying touches of anyone else but me then why should I bear this relationship. not only me but my whole family is suffering because of her .U know today I m feeling too useless and waste ,wondering m I actually not worth to expect love from my own wife . arey I m also man ,I also have my wishes and desired ,like her I can also go to some woman and enjoy but I was waiting for her .Today I broke ishita ,I broke .
Saying so he started crying like a kid , Ishita hugged him tightly ,he snuggled more into her ,they closed their eyes while tears made their way from them ,non of them bothered to stop them but let them go as they were feeling relieved crying their heart out . Ishra remain in each other embrace for long time when they listened felt cool breeze along with some water drops coming inside the room through the large window .They broke with the loud thundering sound ,ishita got up and went to close the window ,but stood there to enjoy the rains ,she opened her arms and let the rain wet her .Her face,hairs and half body was wet now ,she called Raman too but he was busy in making drink for himsekf ,she walked to him and spoke stopping him
" Raman you yourself told that this is not helping you to forget your pain ,still you are going on drinking ".
R(freeing himself from her hold )- ishita please leave me ,I m very much disturbed today ,you won't understand, a storm is going on in me ,please be away from me .
I- no I will not ,you come with me ,see its raining .
R- (pushing her )- bola na chodo ,you go let me be alone ,you go...
He couldn't complete his sentence as he listened her wince ,he turned and saw due to his push ,she banded with the corner of table and her forehead was bleeding ,Raman cursed himself brought the first aid box .He took out medicine and bandage and applied it on her wound ,he was blowing air and doing her bandage while she was closing her eyes and was lost in his proximity. He was holding his face with his one hand while applying medicine from other ,ishita opened her eyes and looked at him .He was done with his work ,he left ishita face when she came closer to him and asked " Raman you too think that I m not beautiful ,you too don't feel me desired ,you too think I m useless ,just a s**t to be used by men."
R- (cupping her face )-no ishita you are beautiful, the person will be blessed to get you ,you are not a thing to be used but a beauty to behold and love .
Ishita closed her eyes feeling contended listening to his words ,she hugged him tight and loosed herself on him .He too wrang his hands around her body and hugged her ,in this process he touched her almost bare back ,she felt pleasure on his touch .After a while they broke the hug and were about to part when his watch got stuck in her Dori resulting in opening it .It was still stuck in his watch ,he signalled her to turn so that he can free her Dori and tie it .She obeyed him ,he freed her Dori and then tried to tie it but at the same time the view of her bare milky back was tempting he .Till now he was okay with everything but after seeing shagun with someone else in compromising situation, he was restless and now this , it was adding fuel to his already burning desire .Though he was not fully drunk but was drunk that much that he can loose his senses seeing the beauty .He opened his palm and touched her back back ,to see her reaction and to his happiness she moaned his name and leaned back on him ,he got some courage and started caressing her back ,she closed her eyes and let him do what he was doing ,he then slides her blouse and kissed her neckline ,she tilted to other side giving him more access of her milky white skin ,he got more courage and unpinned her pallu ,it fell on floor while he turned her to him ,she was looking down ,he raised her chin with his finger and make her look at him ,she saw him but again down casted her eyes ,he closed his eyes and kissed lovingly on her temple ,she too closed her eyes to feel his soft touch which was her first experience,he then bend kissed her eyes ,he then look at her angelic face ,he caressed her cheeks ,then her lips with his thumb ,soon his thumb was replaced by his lips ,she became still feeling his lips on her ,she so wanted to part but she liking it ,she don't know how to anticipate him ,neighter her mind wanted ,she kept her hand on his chest and let him continue the kiss .Though she was not responding but he was OK with it as she was not pushing him .He chewed her lips for long time ,then parted ,he then hugged her and kissed her nape ,she moaned his name in pleasure and wounded her arms around him ,which gave the much needed courage to him ,he picked her in his arms and took her to bed .He lays her comfortably and slides beside her ,he started caressing her face and body while she was just enjoying his touches closing her eyes ,he turned her to him and again started kissing her ,this time she wounded her arms around him and pulled him more into her ,soon they were lost in their passion world and committed the mistake which was actually a sin in front of society .
That's all for now friends ,hope its up to mark .Enjoy reading and do comment .
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