Rosid Ff: My sweet Angel Completed FF - Page 17

Siddhant POV:

OMG.. whats happening again...

I reached office & found nothing is going to change now...

I realised i started giving bad luck like earlier...

I was totally frustrated and was inside the room switching off the light & closing all the windows and its binder arresting even a small ray of light inside the room...

I cried my heart out sitting in the sofa...

Its really paining to see myself as failure again...

I just started tasting the success in my life & i cant take this...

It was so much paining...

I dont know how many minutes or hours i was there in the dark room...

I heard phone ringing which i didn't attend...

I heard knocking at door.. but didn't opened...

I heard voices calling me from outside... i didn't answered...

After so many hours...

I came out of the room...

I was not ready to face anyone...

I just rushed back to home driving my car...

I parked the car & went inside the house...

'What happened Siddhant.. why are you not even answering phone calls & why you locked inside room... We all scared...' my father said...

'Dad.. you take back the company dad... ' i said...

'What???  Siddhant... such up & down or normal in biz & shares.. there is nothing to give up...' my father convinced...

'No dad.. i am not ready to put everything in risk... let my bad luck be with me... it should not affect the family biz and our staffs...' i said...

"So what are you planning to do now???' my mother asked...

'I will find my way mom.. where is Roli???' I asked...

'She is in your room only crying badly Siddhant...' my mother said...

I rushed towards the room...

I found Roli crying sitting on the floor leaning on the bed with tears...

'Roli...' i called while she lift her face & rushed towards me...

'Siddhant... How can you do this???' she cried on my shoulder...

'Roli.. Relax.. i should not see you in tears...' i said...

'How can i Siddhant... why you locked inside the room.. you know we all were worried.. i was unable to handle it...' she said...

'Just relax... i wish you accept my decision...' i asked...

'Whatever Siddhant... ' she said...

'Roli.. i decided to give up from company again & see my way out... ' i said...

'Siddhant.. Company is your decision.. but what about me???  Are you moving out leaving me???' she asked...

'Can i do that darling.. you are my life & soul.. I cant leave you... But i cant guarantee you that its going to be so sweet... may be you need to suffer with my bad lucks...' i explained...

'I am ready to face anything when you are with me Siddhant...' She confirmed...

'I know darling... COme lets pack some clothes & start...' i said...

We took bags & packed few of our clothes...

We went down... while my parents looked at me with tears...

'Siddhant.. dont take rash decisions...; my mother said...

'No mom.. i am not taking any rash decision.. i am taking the decision which is right at the moment.. i dont want everyone suffer just because of me...' i said...

'Dont give up like that Siddhant...; my father said...

'No dad.. i didn't give up.. but at the same time... i should not do anything which will give up our family biz...' i clarified...

'Are you taking Roli also???' my mother asked...

'Of course mom... she left her own world for me.. where can i go leaving my love...' i said wrapping my hand around her waist possessively...

'But where are you planning to go now Siddhant...; my father asked...

'I dont know dad... but dont worry.. once settle somewhere.. i will call you...' i said...

Myself & Roli went to take my car...

We kept our bags in the car backside...

Then get into the car...

I started the car without knowing the destination...

I was driving just randomly without any aim...

After so many hours of drive crossing the night...

Nearing the dawn we landed in a hill station...

I parked the car & looked at Roli who was still gazing at me...

I moved towards her & kissed on her cheeks...

She kissed on my cheeks...

We moved towards each other lips and enjoyed the moment...

After a while when our lips moved apart... i lean on her shoulder...

I closed my eyes & slept on her shoulder...

Roli POV:

Its very difficult to see him like that...

He was not interested to let his parents know where we are...

Just informed that we are fine...

Then started searching for a job...

He was not getting any job...

We were running the family with the money he was having in his account...

He denied to take money from his parents too...

More than money crunch.. its was his confidence which was at risk...

I wonder how he got his bad luck back...

Actually i blessed him for getting all the good luck in life...

Then how it is even possible for him to get back luck again...

He was not letting his pain & grief affect me...

He never complaint to me about any of his feelings...

But I know who he is going through...

I am not human who went to school, college & got certificate to search for a job...

Otherwise i might have given my supportive hand...

He has come... 

I just rushed towards door to welcome him with a smile...

Yes.. he smile back.. but i know the smile which is on his lips didn't reach his eyes...

It means.. its a smile to keep me smiling & not in real...

I took his bag and went inside...

I bring him tea and sat beside him...

He drink tea... then lean on my lap to relax himself...

'Siddhant... are you ok???' i asked...

'Yes Roli.. i am ok...' he said...

The words got no strength which shows its a lie.. he is not ok...

It really hurts what is happening with him...

He is ready to work...

He got knowledge... 

He has experience...

Still he is going through this...

We are in the bed after dinner...

He was turned against me...

It was really hurting as i know how he used to...

I went close to him and caress his hair...

I moved further closer & turned him towards me...

I saw tears trying to escape from his eyes...

OMG.. tears on his eyes...

I wrapped my hand around him and welcome him to a hug...

He lean on my shoulder & shed tears...

I know he is trying to hide those tears from my eyes...

When i tried to locate it.. he swiftly hold my lips for a kiss...

I deepen the kiss to make him relax...

His frustration came out in the form of bite on my lips...

I dont mind.. i am least bothered... 

If he is getting relaxed by going wild.. i am ready for it...

I welcome him & he was wild today...

Then he slept on my shoulders...

I can see the marks on my chest & shoulders...

I caress his hair & let him sleep peacefully...

I started thinking deeply...

As i was fairy.. i know what is to be done...

Yes... I need to pray for the blessings of the God...

I decided to do that for him.. for us...

I cant see him anymore like this...