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saranya

@angelsaranya

Voyager

Posted: 8 years ago

#111

wow superb update di...eagerly waiting for next...😊

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anjana.s

@anjana.s

Voyager

Posted: 8 years ago

#112

so so so nice and awesome didi ...omg cant waiting for ur future updates

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Banumathy Prasanna

@banuprasa

Sparkler

Posted: 8 years ago

#113

Part 21

Siddhant Pov

I was shocked when Roli dropped her saree from shoulder and told to accept her as wife...

I know how innocent she was and how frightened even when others tease her about couples relationship...

If she got ready herself coming forward in this way shows how much she was hurt...

I swiftly forward my hand and put the saree back on her shoulder...

'what madness is this Roli??? ' i said looking into her eyes...

' no Siddhantji... I don't want you to hear from elders for my fear... I know you will handle my fear...' she replied with tears...

'roli... This should happen in love and not out of hurt... ' i said...

' its ok... How long you will wait... How long elders will wait... What if...' she stopped...

'what if???' i asked with a puzzle to know what she is trying to say...

'siddhanji you know my mother used to scold me that if I am failing to be good to husband and in laws then they may send me back to maternal house and get you married to someone else.." she said while tears were rolling from her eyes...

I was unable to tolerate what she said...

I just slapped her and came out of the room...

I took my car and started driving on the way it went...

'roli... How dare you can talk like that... Am I going to send you to maternal house??? I am going to marry someone else... How dare you can talk like that... ' i shouted myself in the car...

Already I was disturbed by the talk of elders who failed to understand what I was telling..

Above that Roli too talking in that way... Forgetting I am doing everything for her...

If I am interested in marrying someone else then why I marry her on first place...

What The hell she is thinking about me...

I was unable tolerate...

I was driving very long and stopped in a park...

I lay down in the grass till morning...

Then got up and came back to car...

I turned my car and started driving towards home...

Now my anger is reduced...

I realized slapping her..

I felt guilty for my action...

I was not suppose to do that...

What mistake she did...

After all she was disturbed by elders talk and came to me...

I was supposed to handle it in better way...

Now I hurt her too...

I scold myself for what I did...

I decided to ask apologies to her for hurting her like that...

Whether she will forgive!???

I believe she will...

I want to kiss her on the cheeks I slapped and make her forget the pain...

I was restless to meet her...

I left her alone the whole night..

Not sure what she did...

As the minutes went... I felt restless...

I increased my speed and cursed the long way which is not becoming short to reach home early...

Its all because of me... What made me to drive so far...

With all these restlessness I reached home...

While surprise was waiting for me...

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saranya

@angelsaranya

Voyager

Posted: 8 years ago

#114

oh no sid slap roli...what surprise???can't wait plz update soon di...😊

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nithyaji

@nithyaji

Navigator

Posted: 8 years ago

#115

Pls update soon frnd.can't wait

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Banumathy Prasanna

@banuprasa

Sparkler

Posted: 8 years ago

#116

Part 22

Siddhant Pov

Oh its my cousin Roopa...

She is in States...since childhood...

So her style.. Actions... Dressing.. Everything looks like a Us citizens not indian...

'how are you... What a surprise ' i said

She just rushed towards me and gave a tight hug..

' i am fine darling... How are you???' she said placing a kiss on my cheeks...

' i am very fine baby... You here in India???' i asked her...

Yes she never came to India..

But we are close as I did my master degree in Us being at her house...

So her only known relationship is me...

'yes dude... You know right I am doing my PG... I need to write thesis about different countries and I am here to write about India...' she said...

'well... Happy to know ' i said...

' dude I came here only based on you... I wish you keep all your work aside and be with me helping me out in this for this week...' she almost ordered..

'why not babe... Its my pleasure.. ' i said with a smile...

'get ready then.. We need to start...' she hurried...

I went to our room.. But can't find Roli there...

May be she is in kitchen...

I fresh up and got ready...

Went down to see Roopa already waiting for me...

Still I want to see Roli and went to kitchen...

She was busy cooking and didn't even turned towards me...

May be she is upset as I slapped..

Now I don't want to create scene in front of elders and Roopa talking anything in front of them...

' i am going out with Roopa... Will be back only by night ' i inform in general...

Still Roli didn't turn to see me...

I rushed out from kitchen...

Roopa hold my hand and lean towards me...

' lets start dude... ' she said...

I nodded and we went out...

Roli Pov

I was badly waiting for Siddhantji till morning...

Then i got fresh up and came down to see a modern girl sitting in the hall talking to elders...

Elders were very happy talking to her...

In her every sentence I can hear Siddhant...

More than that I was unable to understand what she is about...

I went to kitchen seeing my in laws happy faces with her...

That is when he came and I rushed to entrance other kitchen...

But i was shattered to see my husband was close to her talking...

While she was hugging and kissing him...

I felt bad that my husband was more happy with her like my in laws...

I went back to cook...

After a while he came to kitchen...

I got no guts to see him with my swollen eyes and tears...

I continued cooking while he said going out with her and will return only by night...

Hearing that I rushed behind him till kitchen door...

But stopped seeing my hubby close to her...

I got tears...

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saranya

@angelsaranya

Voyager

Posted: 8 years ago

#117

roli feeling jealous sid close with roopa...interesting di...eagerly waiting for next...

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Banumathy Prasanna

@banuprasa

Sparkler

Posted: 8 years ago

#118

Part 23

Roli Pov

I finished the kitchen work and came out...

I was surprised to see my parents came to see me...

I rushed to hug my mom and took blessings of them...

General talks started between elders...

' i will bring tea...' i said and went to kitchen...

In a while... My mother came to me...

' roli are you happy???' she asked...

'of course maaji... I am so happy...' i replied with a weird smile...

' then what is this??? ' she asked me... Showing the dried tears on my cheeks...

I just hug her and started crying...

'what happened Roli???' she asked...

Though I denied to tell her first... She pushed me hard to share...

Still I got no guts to share with her anything...

'maaji... Don't ask me anything... Instead can you take me with you for some days???' i asked my mother...

'of course it's your maternal house and you are welcome there... Come with us... Lets talk anything there instead of talking here...' she said...

We came to hall with tea cups...

'maaji shall I take Roli with us for some days...' my mother asked..

' of course you can... It will be change of place for her too...' his grandmother said...

After lunch we started to my village...

Siddhant Pov

It was tiresome day as we went to so many places for Roopa thesis...

Then we return home for dinner...

I was looking around for Roli...

'siddhant... Roli went to her maternal home as her parents came today and took her...'" my grandmother said...

I was upset...

She didn't even look at me in the morning...

Now went without thinking about at least telling me once..

Is she that much angry towards me that I slapped her...

Didn't she realized yet why I slapped...

I am on love with her dammit...

How can she go leaving me like this...

I was restless to see her the whole day...

I am angry on you too Roli...

If you don't mind about me then I am not going to mind too...

' Siddhant come for having dinner...' my mother called...

' i am not hungry... ' i said and rushed towards my room...

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Banumathy Prasanna

@banuprasa

Sparkler

Posted: 8 years ago

#119

Part 24

Siddhant Pov

I was restless..

Though I was going around with Roopa I was just lost somewhere...

Roopa tap on my shoulder and that is when I realized she was calling me...

'what happened dude??? What is bothering you???' she asked..

'nothing babe... Lets go... ' i said...

'it means you are not my real friend... I came to you thinking so...' she said...

' not that Roopa...' i was wondering what to tell her...

'dude I am cousin sister for you... Then good friends too.. Then why you hesitate to share with me when I shared even about my boy friend to you when you were with us... ' she puzzled...

Its true that Roopa shared everything with me as she don't have siblings and treat me like her own brother...

I told each and everything happened between myself and Roli...

'oh.. It shows she is psychological affected and slowly started accept you... In that stage what you did dude... You slapped her...very bad... Atleast you might have talked to her before we start yesterday...' she said...

' she was busy in the kitchen and I thought of talking to her after we return and before that she went to her maternal house...' i expressed...

'dude... She loves you... Thats why she hug and kiss you though she was not ok with even girl touching her... As you said she isn't aware about a couple relationship... Then you might have moved softly with her to get rid of her fear over that...' she explained...

' i know babe... I slowly progress till hug and kiss... But before moving further all these happened ' i signed...

'you said her parents and friends gave her all insecurity and she went there... And you are with me... Are you mad... Go man... Bring her back...'she said...

'but Roopa then you...' i asked...

' i am not innocent and tender like your wife... I am going to travel to other countries alone only... So don't bother about me and go... ' she said...

I smiled and started from there towards village...

Roli Pov

I reached village...

My mother tried her best to know what is bothering me...

But i never told her anything...

That is when my friend came to meet me...

Its not the friend who tease me...

She is very good friend of mine who knows me completely...

But she went to city with parents...

I am seeing her after years...

We just hug each other...

She noticed my dull face and took me out...

We sat near the pond below a tree...

'roli what is bothering you??? ' she asked...

She is matured and married too...

I thought she can guide me better than anyone else...

I told her everything...

'roli... You are very lucky girl... he loves you a lot...' she said...

' how can you say that??? ' i asked...

'he accepted and married you even after knowing your stupid condition of not to touch and he progress with you till hug and kiss means he decided already to accept your conditions and move slowly with you with your consent... Who in now a days do all these... Instead they do marriage itself to bring her to bed and not to love... She explained...

'if so then why ge didn't accept when I told him to accept as wife and why he slapped??? ' i asked...

'he didn't accept shows how good he is... He was not ready to make it happen without love and just because someone told something and yes he slapped... If not in love then he might have sent himself to maternal house and not slapped without able to bear you talking about getting someone else...' she explained...

'then why he was close to some other girl???' i asked...

'feeling jealous Roli... It still shows he loves you... He came to kitchen... Why you didn't even see him... If seen you might have read his eyes...He might have come for you only idiot... Moving close with girl does not mean he loves her... Its mistake of our society that we assume and worry ourselves... You are hurt that your mother and neighbours mistake you for talking to someone then what are you doing now??? You are doing the same mistake... Grow up Roli...' she said...

'what to do now???' i puzzled...

'he is madly in love with you Roli... Go and love him back... Give him confidence that you are ready to go ahead with your relationship... I believe he can handle your fear... ' she said...

' will he forgive me and accept as wife...!!! ' i puzzled...

'what is the need for forgiving my wife??? Where I left to accept her????'

Voice came from behind...

I turned towards direction of voice and blushed...

Edited by banuprasa - 8 years ago