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Banumathy Prasanna

@banuprasa

Sparkler

Posted: 8 years ago

#61

Part 10

Siddhant POV:

I was eagerly waiting for her...

I am all ready in my new Sherwani which i purchased going up & down to various stores...

Its all in Golden colour with Marroon work in it...

Yes... i selected this to match my darling dress which is Maroon in colour with Golden work in it...

Of course that was selected by me as well...

Bouquet is ready to receive her giving that...

I really want to go down on my knees forwarding this bouquet to her confessing my love towards her...

Am i not sounding filmy.. but really i want to do that...

But where to try any of these with my darling...

I dont know how she will react if i do any of these...

But i will try my best to welcome her...

When i was lost in all these thoughts.. the car reached the marriage hall...

Yes we booked marriage hall for 3 days...

As engagement, mehendi, sangeet & marriage was in continues 3 days...

I didn't see anyone else other than my girl who got down from the car in a beautiful blue colour saree...

I took the bouquet in my and went near her... to the entrance...

I forward the bouquet with a broad smile...

She lift her face & looked into my eyes...

I can see some sort of confusion inside her eyes...

What is this confusion is about... i know someone have confused my darling as she was very normal from her confusion that day after i confirmed i wont touch her without her consent...

But now its not time to talk to her as all are looking at us and video coverage is going on...

I expressed to take the bouquet with my eyes...

And finally she understood my expression and took the bouquet with a smile...

'Welcome Roli...' i said with a broad smile...

They entered into the hall further...

I too started walking beside her...

Video coverage was going on...

I really wanted to hold her hand and walk...

But i dont want any drama in the video coverage.. so left all my wishes aside...

By now we reached near the stage of hall...

Bride room was on left side of the hall while mine was on right side...

My mother bring her dress cover which i purchased for our engagement...

'Roli.. change to this & come...' my mother said...

Roli took the cover.. but her eyes were trying to convey me something...

I slowly went near her looking around...

'What happened Roli??? ' I asked...

'I wish to talk to you...' she said...

'Of course you can.. but all are waiting for our engagement.. Lets complete it and then we can talk leisurely...' i explained...

She nod her head as acceptance and went inside the room to change...

I was wondering what is it all about...

But i am sure.. it should be something of her innocent talk...

Really i wish to hear too..

I smiled...

In a while... ROli came out changed to Engagement Lehenga...

Her mother bring her to stage while i went to stage accompanied with my parents & grandmother...

We stood beside each other...

I already decided to make Roli to put the ring first as she should know touch may be unavoidable when we put ring and she will get it clear when she put the ring on my hand.. .then it will be easy for me to put ring on her hand...

I was really taking much care that no drama is presented in front of everyone on the deal which we agreed between us...

My grandmother gave the ring to her...

I forward my hand towards her..

She too forward her hand towards me with the ring...

She tried to put the ring without holding my hand...

But it was no so easy task to do that...

'Roli.. dont feel shy.. hold his hand nicely and put it...' my mother said...

She looked into my eyes lifting her eyelids...

I expressed the same...

She forward her other hand to hold my hand and now easily slide the ring on my finger...

Now i took the ring from my grand mother...

I forward my hand with the ring...

She too forward her hand towards me...

I too tried to put the ring without holding her hand looking for her expression...

'Siddhant.. what happened to you... behaving as if shy girl... hold her hand & put the ring...' my father tease me...

I looked into her eyes and asked her permission...

She expressed 'ok' with her eyes...

For first time ever.. i hold her hand with my other hand...

OMG.. what a soft hand she has...

I slowly slide the ring on her finger... but was not interested to leave her hand...

How come i will even leave... i know i cant hold it so easily again if i leave or i need to seek some reason...

But she took her hand back from my hold with a blush... i smiled...

In a while cake was arranged by my cousins in front of us...

i took the knife and looked at her...

'Roli hold the knife...' i said...

She forward her hand with hesitation and hold it in its tip...

I cut the cake & took the piece...

I feed her and expressed her to feed me...

She took a piece of cake and feed me...

I slightly bite her finger before she could take while her eyes widened...

'Sorry...' i said as if did it unknowingly...

She smiled...

All started dispersing from there towards dinner...

Yes Dinner was arranged on the garden in buffet system...

All started having dinner taking plates & filling it with dishes...

'Roli.. shall we have dinner...' i asked her...

She nod her head as acceptance...

We went to garden & took the plates...

We filled the items and started having it...

'Shall i ask now...; she asked blinking her beautiful eyes with all puzzles filled...

I know about my darling & her innocent talk..

I looked around & found so many people around us...

I dont want others to hear her talk and laugh at her...

'Roli.. lets finish dinner and then we can...' i replied her...

She agreed and started having dinner...

I was just gazing at her while having dinner and also noticed all her tensions on her face which is waiting for getting cleared...

I know my eyes was giving more restlessness to her added to what storm she was facing inside her...

I smiled...

By now we finished dinner and i looked aorund...

Most of the people already left the place having dinner...

Only our very close relatives were there and were little far...

I took the water bottle in my hand and took her to a corner little far from others...

'Tell me Roli.. what it is...' i asked her...

'What is the meaning of 'much more'' she asked with a innocent face...

'I dont get you...' i asked without knowing what she is talking about...

'You promised you wont touch me right...' she asked...

'Yes i did... but i said i wont touch without your wish & consent... even now when i put ring i asked your consent right to hold your hand...' i clarified...

'Yes i know... but you know my cousins.. my friends all are telling... husband is not marrying to keep me in showcase & you will touch me &...' she stopped looking for my expressions...

'And' I said continued drinking water hearing what she was telling...

'Do much more with me... what is that much more...' she asked blinking her eyes...

I throwing up water into the nostrils as i was drinking water for a moment & looked at her...coughing trying to relax me...

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arisharosid20

@arisharosid20

Rocker

+ 3

Posted: 8 years ago

#62

Omg Roli seriously what will Sid do.. Can't wait for next

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saranya

@angelsaranya

Voyager

Posted: 8 years ago

#63

lovely update di...poor sid...much more..haha...😆waiting for more...😊

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InToTheUnknown

@InToTheUnknown

Dazzler

+ 2

Posted: 8 years ago

#64

ha ha lol... my poor Sid got hiccups... dnt worry Sid beta ur wifey will give u more chances to get... my god what is my poor darling Sid gonna tell now... I can't wait now...witg each update u r killing our patience...now update ..that shud b soon

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Banumathy Prasanna

@banuprasa

Sparkler

Posted: 8 years ago

#65

Part 11

Siddhant POV:

It took sometime to get myself settle from the water which went into my nostrils...

Then i looked into her eyes...

'Did i asked anything wrong???' she asked

She was looking at me like a kid...

I nod my head as denial...

While i was thinking... OMG Roli.. what you want me to reply for your question...

Yes... i too wish to do much more with you...

Atleast just to pull you towards me & hug you tightly...

And place kisses all over your face & those pinky lips which is driving me crazy...

But what to do... more than all these wishes.. i want to respect your feeling...

I know you are hurt by few and got very bad opinion about touch...

Which i was to know and heal you and become ready to accept my touch first..

Then only i can think of all these much more...

'Then tell me... what they are talking about...' she stressed to know what it is like a eager filled child...

I smiled and looked into her innocent eyes...

'Roli... why are you hearing all those friends talk... we had gentleman agreement between us right that i wont touch you without your wish & consent... Am i right or not...' i asked...

'Yes... we did...' she replied...

'Then you trust me i wont do anything which will hurt you... Let anyone tell anything... Just trust me & i am there for you... you got it... ' i said looking for her expressions into her eyes...

She nod her head as acceptance...

'Not simply nodding... you should tell me that you trust me & wont get confused with all those friends or cousins talk.. let anyone tell anything... i will take care of you...' i specified...

'I trust you.. i wont get confused by others.. let anyone tell anything.. i know you care for me...' she confirmed...

I got breathe of relief and felt much relieved than the hiccups created inside me...

'Roli.. shall i ask you something...' i asked...

'Yes...' she replied...

'I told you i wont touch you right...' I continued looking for expression...

'Yes...' she confirmed...

'Now when i touch you to put the ring... of course with your consent... how you felt.. did you felt bad...' i asked keenly looking into her eyes...

May be she remembered that moment which was revealed by her cherry red cheeks...

She nod her head as denial...

'What this nodding means??? i told right.. i want reply instead of nodding...' i wanted to pull her words to know her mind...

'NO... i didn;'t felt bad... ' she replied with a blush...

'So what you felt...' i asked...

'I felt safe & secure... i felt good...;' she expressed... while i smiled...

'Was these feeling different from what you felt when others touch you...' i further investigated...

'Yes... i normally wont feel good when someone touch me... specially guys... in fact i wont tolerate even if my girl friends touch me... i swiftly take off my hand and just scold at them...' she expressed...

'OMG... good that you didn't took your hand & didn't scold at me...' I showed a scared expression...

She smiled...

'I cant do that with you...' she said keeping her eyelids down...

'What it is so???' i asked...

'I dont know why... but i like to talk to you... i like to see you... &...' she stopped and blushed more...

'And..' i asked to know further.. where i expected her to tell 'i like to touch you...'

'And that is why i decided to ask my doubt to you after my friends said that...' she said reminding me about her strange question about 'much more' making me to laugh loud...

'Why are you laughing now...' she asked with a kid like face...

'Nothing Roli... ' i said & looked at her hand...

I slowly forward my hand to hold her hand with me...

'When you feel so good & secure... why cant you allow me to hold your hand...' i said & looked into her eyes... while she just blushed...

'Shall i...' i seek her permission while she slightly nod her head with a blush...

I hold her hand and kept her hand inside my hands...

I felt like winning the first step towards securing her confidence... I smiled...

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saranya

@angelsaranya

Voyager

Posted: 8 years ago

#66

haha...sid take first step lovely di...waiting for next...

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InToTheUnknown

@InToTheUnknown

Dazzler

+ 2

Posted: 8 years ago

#67

awww..loved how he convinced her... n this new step in Rosid relationship is amazing...they r getting closer n I'm sure Roli will cross her insecurities as well... n what about the updates of hello Mr gangster??? u stopped it in a crucial point as well... update soon

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nithyaji

@nithyaji

Navigator

Posted: 8 years ago

#68

Really cute. Sid position is really bad but also nice and cute. Eagerly waiting dear

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Raj

@RajRosid

Inactive

Posted: 8 years ago

#69

Wow di awesome updates ha ha ha 'much more'.waiting for more

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Banumathy Prasanna

@banuprasa

Sparkler

Posted: 8 years ago

#70

Part 12

Roli POV:

Its my Mehendi function...

I sat in the middle surrounded by our friends & relatives...

Few were singing songs playing instruments...

Small girls were dancing...

Mehendi designer started putting mehendi in my hands...

My cousin sat beside me & started teasing...

'Designer... hide his name well in the mehendi...' my cousin said...

'Sure...' Designer said and started writing his name hidden between the design...

Now my cousin looked at me...

'Roli.. dont let him to touch you without finding your name...' she said...

I was irritated why she is talking about him touching me again...

Then i remembered him telling me not to mind if anyone of them tell me anything about touching or anything else...

I just kept quiet...

'Roli... lets see how much dark the mehendi becomes...' this is my another cousin...

'So what if its dark or not...' i asked her...

'Dont you know... If mehendi is dark then it shows your husband will be so much affectionate to you...' she explained...

'Is it...' i asked widening my eyes...

'Yes... lets see how dark your mehendi becomes.. then we can understand how much he loves you...' she continued...

I got upset...

Does this mean.. if the mehendi is not dark.. then he wont be affectionate to me...

I am really worried now...

Design was finished...

'When i can remove this...' i asked the designer...

'Keep it till evening... ' she said & added some liquid above the mehendi...

Others started putting mehendi while i was just sitting looking at the mehendi...

I was pushing the time very hard to remove the mehendi & see how dark it comes...

I badly want it to be so dark...

What if it wont turn dark...

The thought itself was giving tears on my eyes...

I worried none should see the tears...

I lift my face and turned towards my shoulder to wipe the tears on my shoulder as my hands were having mehendi... i saw him just coming out of his room...

I swiftly wipe the tears on my shoulders which i think he might have noticed...

He raised his eyebrows & ask like what???

I just nod my head as nothing...

But he was not convinced...

He looked around & saw the steps to terrace on left side corner near my room...

He slowly went near the steps unnoticed by others while i was only noticing him throughout...

Now he expressed to come... and i cant deny his words...

I got up...

'Where are you going now... ' my cousin asked...

'Just going to my room...' i said and moved towards my room...

After reaching my room i looked around and confirmed all are busy in their works...

I moved towards the steps where he was standing for me...

As soon as i went there he started moving towards the terrace...

I went behind him like hypnotized...

We reached the terrace and he sat leaning on the terrace wall where there were shade of the water tank...

'Roli.. sit here...' he expressed showing beside him...

I sat beside him quietly as instructed...

'Now tell me what is the concern...' he asked...

'Nothing...' i said wondering what to tell...

But again the tears collected on my eyes...

'Does anyone told anything to you...' he asked...

'That cousin...' i got my throat block with tears rolling from my eyes to my cheeks...

'Again cousin.. i told right not to hear their words...' he asked in little teacher like strict tone...

'No... i didn't hear when they said i should allow you to touch only when you find the name in the mehendi...' i said with a pout...

'Then what is that bothering you...' he asked...

'She said you will be affectionate only if the mehendi turns dark... ' i said with more tears rolling from my eyes...

Siddhant POV:

I came out from my room when mehendi function was going on in the hall...

I went back to the room as she was busy in putting mehendi on her hands & legs...

But at that time itself i noticed that her cousins were sitting beside her telling something...

Though i went inside something was hurting my heart...

I came out again & looked at her...

That is when she turned her face to wipe the tears on her shoulder...

I cant see her in tears...

I went near the steps & expressed her to come...

We went to terrace...

When she said her cousin told to allow to touch only when i find the name in mehendi... i felt like laughing... Also i need to solve her mind puzzle to touch her... And above that the name from mehendi too...

But i didn't laugh.. when she was in tears...

I know those words didn't bother her as she took it casual.. then what is bothering her in real...

'She said you will be affectionate only if the mehendi turns dark... ' She said with more tears rolling from her eyes...

Now i understood what is her concern...

'Now you are worried that the mehendi should be dark...' i asked her...

She nod her head as acceptance...

'Roli.. do you have doubt whether i am affectionate to you or not...' i questioned her...

'Not that... but then why she is telling that the mehendi should be dark.. if its not dark.. then all will tell me that you wont be affectionate to me...' she said like a kid... with tears still scrolling down form her eyes...

'Stop crying first...' i said...

She did what i said.. she slowly stopped crying...

'Now wipe your tears...' i said...

'I cant...' she expressed pouting her lips...

OMG... Roli dont pout your lips and make me lose my control...

'Why???' i questioned...

'Because... i got mehendi on my hands & designer said to keep mehendi till evening...' she said blinking her eyes...

i smiled...

'Then shall i wipe...' i asked looking for her expression...

She looked into my eyes lifting her face...

'Only if you are ok...' i said...

She bring her face little front showing me to wipe her tears...

'Ok...' she also replied...

I forward my hand towards her face & wipe her tears with a smile...

I really wanted to wipe it with kisses instead of fingers...

But my darling is allowing me to wipe with finger is more than enough for now i thought...

'Look Roli... trust me your mehendi will be dark...' i said...

'What if...' she tried to ask her doubt where i know she wanted to know what if it is not dark...

'Ssshhh...' i told to stop her from talking further...

'Just sit here with me... lets wipe the mehendi by evening.. i willl prove you that it is dark...' i explained her...

She nod her head as acceptance with a smile on her lips & eyes...

She really looks beautiful when smiles...

But only i was finding difficulty to keep her beside me & still holding my hands from doing any mischief...

We were sitting there till evening...

In the meantime... i asked her what made her to get aversion about touch & she explained like a good girl whatever happened in past with her neighbor, parents, bus, shop... everything...

I just cursed whoever hurt her and prayed to God that she should get healed from all these with all my love...

I looked at the time... Its evening & the Sun was about to set in the west...

'Roli.. lets wash the hands & see...' i said while she was all ready with eagerness...

I saw a tap fixed in the water tank...

I took her there & opened the tap...

She showed the hands below the tap to wash...

But she was finding difficulty in removing the dried mehendi with the water...

'Shall i help...' i asked for which she agreed...

I rub the mehendi which was sticking on her skin and we washed her hand...

Then she washed her legs while she used her own hands with blush to remove all the mehendi...

Then we came back to the place where we were sitting...

I gave her my kerchief to wipe the wet hands...