SidNi FF ~Tum Meri Ho~ Chapters 115 & 116 updated Page 125 * 28/07 - Page 32

Chapter 48: (Written by Shabs)

Roshni stared down at the half eaten chocolate cake, then took a half hearted spoonful of it before putting it away.

They say old habits die hard. Same was the case for Roshni. Her need for food, when she was depressed was the same as always.

Roshni sat on the couch, hugging her knees.

The colour drained slowly from her face, as the events of the day played through her mind.

Tears stung her eyes remembering Sidharth cold behaviour towards her.

Sidharth entered the bedroom, and his heart sank seeing her curled up on the sofa crying.

He let out a long breath, and cursed himself for hurting her.

"Roshni...Roshni. .."

She looked up to see Sidharth standing in the doorway.

Her eyes were full of tears. She stared at him for brief moment, before burying her head back in her knees.

Sidharth gulped hard, as he made his way towards her and sat down beside her.

"Roshni you okay" he asked lovingly

Without looking at him, she simply nodded. Her body shaking and emotional.

"I'm sorry Roshni...I...I" pleaded Sidharth

She turned to looked at him confused. ...

"I said I was sorry na, but you didn't listen"

Wiping away her own tears, she continued

"I kept saying Sorry. .. but you didn't care.

You didn't forgive me.

She shook her head side to side pursing her lips.

"Don't you love me anymore Sidharth?

Did you ever love me??

If you loved me, then why didn't you forgive me?

I'm so confused Sidharth. I'm so confused".

Sidharth smiled at her innocence, and gently cupped her face

"Are you crazy. What makes you think that I don't love you. I love you more than anything else in this world Roshni.

Your my life. You are everything to me".

Roshni looked into his eyes

"Jhoot! "

She moved his hands away from her face.

"If you loved me, then you would have forgiven me.

I kept saying sorry over and over.

I even...I even.."

She was unable to complete her own sentence

Sidharth smiled

"You even tried to seduce me...right" he said winking at her.

Roshni turned her face away embarrassed.

"Arre Baba, I love you...I love you. ..Please believe me"

Roshni turned back to him, her anger slightly aroused.

"Aacha jee, you love me...and that girl, that Ashwariya, jise log par se Ash kehte he...

Woh kya tah?".

"That was nothing yaar. ...I was..."

But before he could finish his sentence

"Nothing. ..nothing. seriously you guys are all the same"

She held his collar

"You flirted openly with her. You liked her nah. I mean Ash was so Hot. How could you resist, right!!

I'm sure It would be difficult for any guy to resist her"

Her grip on his collar became tighter.

"Roshni. ...Roshni. ..calm down...calm down ."

"Calm down!!!

My husband was flirting with a hot chick in front of me, and you want me to calm down"

Trying to compose herself, she loosened her grip on his collar

"You really liked her nah. More than you like me. She was hotter than me kya. She was prettier than me kya. ..she was..."

Sidharth placed a finger on her lips

"Ufff kitna bolti ho tum. No I did not like her. And no there is no girl, more beautiful or more hotter than you.

I only have eyes for you Baby".

Roshni rolled her eyes.

"Aacha...If you love me so much, then why didn't you forgive me"

She got up from the sofa, her back to Sidharth

"When I touched you...and kissed you on your cheeks...It made no difference to you at all..."

Sidharth got up and held her from behind

"Of course it made a difference. You don't know how hard it was me to resist you Baby.

How hard it was for me to control my feelings... But I was having so much fun..."

Roshni narrowed her eyes

"Fun matlab?"

Sidharth grip around her waist became tighter

"I could never resist you Baby. I was never angry with you in the first place. .. But..."

"But what Sidharth" her eyes began to narrow

Nuzzling her neck gently with his nose

"But I was loving your seductive side Roshni... It was so Hot..It was so Damn Hot!!!!!

I was enjoying that side of you so much".

Roshni released her grip from him and turned around

"You mean to say, that all this time, you were just pretending to be mad, just to see me seduce you...because you thought I was hot...and you were having fun".

Sidharth winked at her and nodded a "Yes" with a huge smile

Roshni thought for a minute, before she

put her arms around Sidharth shoulders and whispered in his ears

"Awww that's so sweet. I had no idea...".she blew softy on his face

"And there's me thinking you were mad" She run a finger down his face...

Her voice became more seductive.

"Roshni...Roshni" whispered Sidharth, enjoying her touch.

"Let me show you, how really Hot I can be Sidharth" slowly tracing her finger down to his lips

Sidharth face lit up

"Yes...yes...Oh God yes...show me. ...show me."

"Okay. This is just for you Sidharth. I'll show you just how Steaming Hot I can be... Just wait right here"

Roshni turned around. Sidharth heart beat was out of control. He couldn't believe this was happening

Roshni picked up a a pillow and turned around smiling sweetly...

Suddenly her smile disappeared, and she began hitting Sidharth with the pillow

"Now see how Hot my temper is. .you...you...Hot ke bache. ..Mein baatati hoon"

"Roshni!!!...Roshniii" shrieked Sidharth

"You know how sad I was..." she said as she it him

"I thought you were angry..."

Sidharth stood still and allowed her to hit him..He knew he deserved it

She kept hitting him over and over, whilst Sidharth didn't move

Suddenly she stopped exhausted, and fell to her knees

"I thought it was my fault.

I kept cursing myself for hurting you.

I...I thought that I didn't deserve your love" she began weeping

Looking up at him

"I was going crazy thinking you hated me...

But for you it was just a stupid game".

Sidharth closed his eyes, hitting himself on the head.

He slowly lifted her, grabbing both her arms,

"I swear Roshni, my intention wasn't to hurt you"

Roshni tried to wiggle out of his hold

"I don't believe you. ..leave me"she struggled in under his grip.

Suddenly Sidharth pushed her against the wall, and lowered his hands to her waist.

His face inches away from hers.

Both stood breathing heavily.

He reached out and touched her cheek

"I would never intentionally hurt you Roshni. Never"

She tried to loosen his grip

"Phir jhoot.."

Sidharth pulled her in closer.

Holding her tight, his hand touched the bare skin under her blouse.

His touch spiraled through her like a bolt of liquid heat. Her breath caught in her throat.

She stopped struggling and looked at him.

Both stood frozen.

Roshni eyes blinked uncontrollably.

Her soft lips parted.

Looking at her hair, her flushed cheeks and her chocolate coloured eyes, he couldn't resist anymore.

His self control had had enough.

He wasn't going to let her go this time.

Every part of Sidharth body screamed to capture that sweet mouth with his, to love her.

Roshni began to melt in his arms.

Roshni gaze dropped to his lips and swallowed hard.

Blood rushed hysterically through their veins with fierce heat, as he pulled her in even closer.

He felt her hands against his chest and every

inch of her body fitted snugly against him.

Finally she drew a breath

"S-S-Sidharth Koi aa jaye ga"

He shook his head.

"I don't care..."

"Ma aa jaaye ge. .."

"I don't care"

She gulped

"Papa aa jaayenge"

"I don't care

"Woh.."

"I dont care Roshni...Servants, Maids, Cooks, Drivers ya Mali. ... jo maarzi aa jaye. .I don't care...No excuses today Baby..."

"But..."

He placed his finger on her lips

"Ssshhh. Quiet"

His thumb gently caressed her lips

"I'm going to kiss you right now Roshni...so Ssshhh"

Before she could say anything, he captured her lips.

First his lips gently brushed against hers and his tongue played a little, tasting her...

Sidharth hands slowly began to roam her body.

Sisharth hands grasped her waist, then smoothed their way up her back.

One thumb traced her neckline.

Her heart raced as she felt his touch all over her body.

Sidharth kissed the corner of her mouth.

He then kissed her chin and left a trail of kisses down her neck.

He paused and glanced up at her.

Roshni breathing was deep and heavy.

Slowly he began licking his way back up her neck, and back to her lips.

Now it was Roshni who grasped Sidharth.

Her palm sliding over the warm, hard muscles of his chest.

She brushed her lips against his, with small delicate kisses.

Sidharth took charge. His lips crashed down to hers.

Grasping her shoulders to hold her still, he explored her mouth with his tongue.

His tongue probed deeper, as Roshni parted her lips to let him in.

Dizzy from the taste of her, a sudden rush of heat, rushed through his body.

His kisses become harder and deeper, and Roshni surrendered to his searching lips and wicked tongue.

Her legs give way.

Every inch of his body was pressed against hers

She broke away from his lips. But before she could say anything, he pulled her head aside and kissed his way down her throat.

She held on to him tighter

He let's out a groan, knotting one hand in her hair

whilst the other fumbled with her dori, trying

to get it open.

"Roshni Beta..." called out Simmi

Sidharth pulled back. His breathing racing

"I don't believe this seriously! !!! ...I should have locked that Bl***dy door" Sidharth said panting

"Looks like we'll have to wait a little while longer Roshni...but I won't spare you tonight...I promise you that"

He whispered seductively in her ear.

"Roshni beta..."

Simmi made her way through the door

((that wasn't closed))

"You left the party all of a sudden. Are you okay beta"

Sidharth heart still racing, trying to get a grip on his emotions

"Mom! Mom she's fine. Mein hoon nah. I'll take care of her"

Simmi looked at him and then at Roshni

"Matlab, your not feeling well"

Instantly she felt her forehead

"What's the matter. Should I call the Doctor"

Roshni shook her head

"No Ma"

"Are you sure..beta"

"She sure Mom" interupted Sidharth

Simmi narrowed her eyes at Sidharth

"Tum chup kar Sidharth...I'm talking to my daughter"

Looking back at Roshni

"Okay. I think I'll stay here tonight with you, and keep an eye on you. Make sure your health doesn't get worse

and Sidharth you can sleep in the guest room":

"Nahinnn! !!" Screamed Sidharth

Simmi jumped at his reaction.

.

"Sidharth I'm not deaf you know" she said rubbing her ear.

"Have you gone mad Sid"

"Mad ho jaonga, aagar aur Roshni se dor reha parah" he whispered under his breath.

"Did you say something Sid"

Sidharth just smiled back shaking his head.

"Roshni...I can stay here with you if you want and look after you"

Roshni turned to look at Sidharth, who made a cute face mouthing "No please..."

Roshni looked back at Simmi and finally replied

"Ahhh. .. Nahin Ma. I'm fine. Just had a migrane, but feeling much better now".

Sidharth let out a heavy sigh.

"Okay, but if you need anything just call me okay"

Roshni nodded her head as Simmi made her exit.

Sidharth.walked hurriedly to the door and locked it

He turned and looked at Roshni stretching out his arns

"Ab koi nahin aye ga...Koi Nahinnn!!!!! "

He smiled raising his eyebrows...