Ishra ss-mera mujhme kuch nahi#3,last part on pg 143 updt on Jun 7 - Page 36

Raman make ishita sit comfortably on the couch and kept extra pillows beside her to make her comfortable and asked-so what my little princess and her mumma want to eat.

Ishita-i wanna eat spicy potato fritters with lots of chatni jisme bahut mirch ho,joh bahut jyada yummy ho. She said making a cute face.

Raman -and u think I will let u eat it. Ishita it will be so spicy. Tumhe acidity ho jayegi.

Ishita made a puppy face and said-raman please, I want to eat it. Mujhe bahut spicy khana khane ka mann kar raha hai. Please maa please please.

Raman -ok baba, but I will make it for u. Fully healthy, olive oil mein.

Ishita made a face but nodded saying OK.

Raman -ok then u wait here, I just go and bring breakfast for u.

Ishita-main bhi chalun.

Raman -no way, u have to rest. Remember u r pregnant.

Ishita-but still I want to be with u, he chaliye maa please.

Raman thought for a while and said OK. He called the helps and told them to take the couch in kitchen. They did so and raman took ishita to the kitchen. He made her sit comfortably and said-now u just instruct, I will make it for u.

Then he told the cooks to go leaving them alone as he is going to cook for ishita. Everyone obliged and went leaving Ishra alone.

Then ishita start instructing while Raman start making. He peeled potatoes and start making the batter happily.

Ishita was just looking at his happiness while he was doing the work with utmost sincerity.

Ishita-u still like to cook.

Raman -yes, u know naa how much I love to cook for my biwi. He said looking at her smiling.

Ishita -yes, I remember how u always make something special for me whenever I fell ill. Bahut care karte the Aap meri. She said remembering their old days.

A smile crept in their faces remembering those golden days.

Raman -i still care for u the same way. He said looking at her.

Ishita look down not able to hold her tears. Tears out of the separation they went through.

Raman saw her eyes filled and came to her. He sat in front of her on his knees and said-i can't bring that day's back but will try to make these days memorable like before. I will love u like there will be no tomorrow. Please stop crying.

Ishita -i know u love me Raman, but still I am not able to forget those days when I live without u. How much I have craved for u. Agar yeh baby nahi hota naa, toh main sach mein mar gayi hoti. Why u did so with me Raman. Kya mujh par aapko bilkul bharosha nahi tha. How could u think that I can give myself to anyone else then u. Kaise soch paaye aap ko aapki ishita kisi aur ki ho sakti hai, aapko dhokha de sakti hai. She said looking at him with moist eyes.

Raman -i know I shouldn't mistrust u, aur shayad karta bhi nahi, if that person didn't told me about our personal life, about ur body. He told me that u told her that my mother left me and my father. No-one knows this fact except u and dadi. Not even param and his family. Everyone knows that my mother died in an accident. When I heard this from him and saw u with him giving him money, I had to believe param's words. I don't want to but can't overlook the obvious. I have seen u with that man, giving him money and then my most personal secret about my mother. U know naa, I was always insecure in our relationship just because of my past. Maine dekha tha papa ko maa ke liye tadapte hue. And last thing I wanted in world is seeing u betraying me. And when param showed me u with that man, I couldn't think rationally. Like I have lost all senses, lag raha tha, main mar kyun nahi gaya yeh sab dekhne se pehle. And in heat of moment, I throw u out of my life. He said with moist eyes.

Ishita-and how u came to know that param has trapped us.

Raman -i never came to know what he actually did and how he planned everything. Mujhe kabhi nahi pata chala ki param be kya kiya.

Ishita -then how u came to know that, I never betrayed u. She asked being shocked with his answer.

Raman -i told u naa, main gusse de pagal ho gaya tha, I couldn't think rationally. Aur tumhe baahar nikaal diya. And then drown myself in my own grief. It took me about a week to become normal and then when I start thinking, I get to know what blunder I did. Kisi aur ke kehne par apni biwi par shaq kiya and not only that I threw my pregnant biwi out of her house. U can't even imagine how I felt, aisa lag raha tha ki kisi ke mere seene mein chaaku maar diya ho. The pain I felt thinking about ur pain is something I can't even describe in words. I am not telling all this coz I want u to forgive me, but just telling. Coz u know I can't share my pain with anyone else then u.

Ishita look at him all confused and asked-matlab aapko nahi pata ki param ne yeh sab kiya tha, u never got any proof that I am innocent.

Raman cupped her face and said-i don't need proof to know that my wife is loyal to me. I know my ishita loves me only. Bas galti yeh ho gayi that my insecurity overpowered my trust on u. And it took long to realise it. Jab tak mujhe ehsaas hua Maine apna sab kuch kho diya tha, I have lost my wife, our baby. Sorry jaan because of my over possessiveness, u have to go through alot.

Ishita-matlab Aap maante the ki yeh baby aapka hai. She said crying.

Raman nodded and said-main maanta nahi jaanta tha.

Ishita-toh kyun nahi aayen, mujhe dhoondhte hue. I use to wait for u everyday. She said crying.

Raman -i was searching for u like mad, but god wants to punish me for my misdeeds. Tabhi toh it took six months to find u.

Ishita don't know what to say. She just snuggle closer to him and hugged him. He too hugged her tight and softly pecked her forehead lovingly.

They were lost in their moment when Raman's phone rang. He got irritated and picked it at once.

Raman -hello, whose this. No I won't come to office today. Oh jaruri meeting hai. OK I will there in a hour. Talking so he hung the call.

Raman looked at ishita with guilty eyes, ishita-important meeting.

Raman nodded in yes and said-Actually not meeting but had to give instructions to prepare the presentation, it will take hardly few minutes.

Ishita-ok, then let's go.

Raman -no first, let me feed u, ur favourite pakodas. Saying so he went and switch on the gas. Made fritters for her along with dhaniya chatni.

Raman served her in a tray and said-u eat, till then I get ready.

Ishita-aap nahi Khaoge.

Raman -u eat, tu khayegi toh mera bhi pet bhar jayega. Saying so he was going when she held his hand and said-mera bhi toh pet bharna chahiye. Kha lijiye naa.

He couldn't deny her and sat to have it with her. Soon they were busy in feeding each other lovingly. After having breakfast both get ready and went to office.

Ishra reached office and went inside. Everyone was turning and looking at ishita with surprised eyes. Raman was holding her firmly while she was walking slowly.

Girls start talking about ishita.

G1-who is she.

G2-dont know and why rkb is holding her like this. She said getting angry.

G3-i think we should go and ask. Saying so they all went to Ishra.

Girls -good morning rkb.

Raman -good morning, the arrangements of the meeting is done naa.he asked making ishita settle on the couch.

G1- yes rkb, we have done it all.who is she, ur sister.

Ishra glared at them and raman said-no, she is my new PA.

Girls made a face and said-yeh PA, woh bhi aapki.

Raman -ofcourse, do u guys have any problem.

G2-ofcourse, how can u keep her on job. She is pregnant. She said making a yuck face.

Raman -so what's the big deal. Every woman get pregnant. U girls will be pregnant some day.

G3-yes, but we r already in job. How can u hire a pregnant woman.

Raman -i don't think I am answerable to anyone of u. Just start the meeting, I am coming.

Everyone made a face and went inside.

Raman -rubbish girls, ishita u come with me. He said holding her.

Ishita -its OK Raman, I can walk.

Raman nodded and both enter the conference hall together. Ishita sat on the chair next to raman while Raman introduced ishita as his new PA. Soon the meeting got start.

Raman was conducting the meeting, everyone was listening to him very carefully while ishita was just looking at him all lost. she was admiring his features and was all lost in her handsome husband.

Ishita-(st) raman kitne achche lag rahe hai, it's so good to be near him. Murugan, his smell in so intoxicating. Feeling like getting lost in it. She was looking at him and thinking.

Raman-so everyone got it, how we have to prepare this presentation.

Everyone-ji sir.

Raman-good, so everyone go back and start ur work.

Everyone said OK and get up to go when Raman saw ishita sitting all lost.

Raman goes to her and said-ishita, r u here.

He was asking her but she was all lost in her thoughts. She was remembering the time she came to his office for the first time and how they were romancing in his cabin.

Flashback

Ishita-wow, Raman ur cabin is so big.

Raman -u like it.

Ishita -i loved it.lag raha hai yahin rahun.

Raman -ofcourse u can stay, here but not in my cabin, but in my arms. He said coming closer to her.

Ishita-what r u doing raman, it's ur office.

Raman -and this is my cabin. Come to me baby, no one will come here. Saying so he pulled her in his arms and start caressing her face with his lips.

Ishita-chodiye naa,raman aapki dhaadhi chubhti hai. She said and he took her lips in his rubbing his stubble against her soft cheek.

Flashback end

Seeing her smiling and not responding ,he shaked her a little only to hear from her-chodiye naa, aapki dadhi chubhti hai.

Everyone stop hearing this from her and start laughing breaking her trance.

Ishita look down in embarrassment and said-sorry sir. Making Raman smile at the wild thoughts of his wife.