JNDSD~ My take~Thursday 9.3.17 ~ Just a sensation..
A sensation is that which one experiences. One believes in. It's a state of mind, an opinion. It can be a touch which is tactile, or an ambience that can be sensed. In the realms of romantic fiction, love is poetically referred to as an experience that surpasses beyond words or actions. Today's episode is about impressions I gathered as I moved further into the story..
Certain doom is sensed in the errie surroundings. Suman may appear complacent but within herself she sway's with probabilities ,what if her four years of meticulous planning of keeping Atharv and Vividha apart backfires? If only she can look to the future for her success? The medium brings her down from her high horse and shows Suman her true shades.. she is a despicable woman beyond vile itself, who shirks not in overdosing Atharv and letting him drive with the boy , giving not a damn about what happens? It's like the implication of over drugging Atharv clarifies Suman's exact wish..a much desired result! The boy and his father ending up in a ditch, dead! So she can feel her ultimate goal being reached..
Vividha's sense of impatience is soon checked, as her wait is over. The white car delivers her bundle of joy to her in one piece! There's something in the air, something Vividha fails to put her finger upon. For It's a wonder that her Madhav looks far from acting like a trauma victim.. he seems well, even bubbly, quite normal like before..
Thanks and gratitude are in order for Raghav from Vividha. A woman? instead of a man? Both Guddi and Vividha stand before each. The deliverer and the receiver. One intense look , Vividha gives Guddi, she experiences an odd sense of some close, yet long lost bonding that stirs in her heart. Guddi's selfish guilt gives her a sense of insecurity, what if Vividha can see through her fake new face? penetrate through her and spot her Guddi! .. The spontaneous hug between the two sisters..is perhaps a touch of past bonding impressions and Vividha's use of the word family member is such irony that is shakes up Guddi's insides but then the girl has thick skin! She has to, being Suman's minion! ..at least from Vividha, there is a sense of sincere expression about her ,be it, in return of Guddi's favour of returning her boy to her.
A sense of regret hangs in the air regards Raghav missing, from Vividha's and Ravish's side as he was the point of contact. Guddi lies through her teeth, not to difficult a task for her and politely wards off Vividha and Ravish s attention off Raghav..but Vividha wants to meet Raghav.. her heart overflows with a strange need to meet him! now met with a sense of disappointment. But where Madhav is!! Vividha is likely to have her wishes fulfilled! He shouts out the obvious, the grouch is about! asleep on the rear seat of the car! So close, are the two, never to meet !with each other! even the medium can sense the vibes!! Whereas mission to meet Raghav! is passed over from Madhav! to Ravish! who nearly opens the cars rear door.. Guddi dampens their spirits! admits, the man is unwell ,she gave him medication!so now he sleeps in the car.. Ravish, recognises Raghav sense of graciousness, despite the man being poorly he still came to drop off their son!
Such a stir in Vividha's soul to actually see this Raghav.. she peeps and only manages to catch the man's partially covered face.. his hairline, a broad brow... Guddi acts! gets in the car, a signal for Vividha to back off! Vividha does.. a feeling of incompletion weighs her down despite the fact that she just got her Madhav back.. as her feet carry her away from Guddi's car.. Vividha' soul is pulled backwards to the white car.
Back in the hell hole.. the medium tells Suman all that she fears the most.. that at this point in time .. Atharv and Vividha are nearby each other.. Vividha is merely a call away from him!.. Suman befools herself if she senses she can keep them away, from coming together. The medium warns her its just a matter of time .. and their separation from each other will come to an end! But Suman continues to be swollen with overconfidence that nothing can go wrong.. Atharv will continue to beat his brow against the dark caves of ignorance about his past four years.. ignorance that she Suman has sentenced him with! Raghav he is! and Raghav he will stay!!
Atharv stirs.. feels the awakening of a nostalgia.. watches from the car window, her back..as she walks away from him hauls himself up, palm presses against the car window.. the face of his dream flashes up against his eyes.. as ahead he watches Madhav walking happily away with her.. Atharv's spirit groans as his voice calls out hoarsely from within the car.. wait! Wait.. Vividha's soul hears his plea and she turns her head.. stops..her action prompts him to literally get out of the car .. he hangs onto the open car door! Vividha turns but sees nothing.. as Atharv falls back into the car with a dizzy spell.. but through the gap in the door he looks towards Madhav's mother.. and an old tune strums at the strings of his heart depart not from my heart...his heart flutters on the notes of flute.. something within his soul gives him a quivering impression, that she is the girl who repeatedly visits his dreams and heals some part of his existence .. as Vividha's car drives off.. a little late but more sure, Atharv comes out of the car and walks after the car.. Madhav sticks his head and waves, buy grouch uncle! And Vividha too sticks her head out of the moving car window..is about to see Atharv but Guddi just in time reels him around and embracing him tightly , glares over his shoulder at Vividha with a look of defiant possessiveness ..he's all mine! And Vividha only gets to catch the back of his head..
A sense of reality check for Suman from the medium , no they didn't meet today.. but all their ways converge and thus they are likely to meet.. how long will she resist this truth? that what transpired today their close proximity , will not repeat again? It will... Suman senses utter desolation, but from now on she will have to try harder at numbing Atharv's memory at least till the night of the full moon.
As for Guddi, she senses deep commotion within herself.. what would have become of her, if Vividha and Atharv had met each other? Atharv though, feels baffled by a restless sensation, who was this woman? But it's not hard for Guddi to convince Atharv with simple plausible replies..they were Madhav's parents . Yet Atharv wants to know where they live! and even more cause for concern for Guddi ,when he confesses Madhav's mother is similar to the girl in his dreams... more of an uneasy sensation for Guddi when she realizes that Suman would have preferred if Raghav would have driven Madhav in a drugged state! I reckon that Guddi might be one to give away Suman's dangerous conspiracies ..
Yes the highlight has to be Atharv and Vividha's.. mere nearness. The scene was well done and impressives romantics at heart.. how love makes its way ,despite memory losses, blurred visions.. for the heart knows the one it loves. Distance , conspiracies and circumstance all in time will dwindle away. The issue is to wait upon the right moment for things to fall into place for Atharv ,Vividha ..and their side effect Madhav. Madhav has a big mouth .. as we shall find out tomorrow when he reveals ,guess what! grandma was there!hamlet53 10.3.17
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