The love, the lover and the gulit.

I came onto the forum yday before watching the episode and I was mad at Atharv.

I watched the episode, I was a little mad at Atharv.

I went to bed and I woke up, I am not that mad at Atharv.

A good night's sleep left me pondering that perhaps we are too quick to judge every action of our beloved Vitharv because we want them to be together,bas!

I am not defending Atharv but it's true that based on what he has seen, he can't completely ignore it. How often do any of us have blind faith in our partners. We don't no matter how many times we say we trust them.

There has been too many instances which imply that Vividha could have feelings for Ravish, when he looks at her, he sees her looking at him.

They do need to have a heart to heart and he is at fault for not talking to her but I guess he doesn't want her to be with her out of some obligation or guilt. For him, it's the question that is Vividha marrying him out of the guilt due to them always being together?

For Atharv, he is pushing Vividha away due to the guilt now of Ravish being 'mahaan' after all that he is doing for them-is it making Atharv selfish? And no one wants to come across as being selfish.

Atharv acting as baby A is damn wrong on his part and I can't justify this but I do feel for Atharv-he is suffering in all this because he doesn't even know what the right thing is. Whose guilt is bigger and whose love is bigger? Today there is a faded line between these two things and it can easily get mixed up.

Vividha is clear but her guilt is engulfing her when she sees Ravish. End of the day who wouldn't feel bad. she married him almost out of deceit as he didn't know and then she is leaving him for her boyfriend. Doesn't make her a bigger person and that guilt must be awful seeing that he has come out worse off in all of this.

I also feel less mad today because I do think vitharv will marry(the montage now is of Vividha with sindoor) all this is just drama leading up to the marriage.

Kat