Chapter 1
However far you fly... I will always be there for you !!
Naira's POV
He tried pulling me in his arms. "No. Go away. I dont want this right now." I yelled pushing him away. My heart was shattered as I denied him the thing I wanted the most at that time.
"Give me one good reason for this. This heartbreak."he demanded. Anger and betrayal was clearly evident in his voice.
"No. I can't."
"You have to. You can't just break my heart like this and walk away. And if you have forgotten you can't break this precious friendship.You are not only my girlfriend but also my best friend. It hurts me and you have no idea, how much. I want a good reason Naira."
"I have got no reason. Just think I betrayed you karthik, just go and leave me alone please !" I cried. With puffy eyes, tear-stained face and swollen red lips I looked the most ugliest creature right now.
He clenched his fists in anger and hit it on the adjacent wall. He was very angry but more than that he was hurt. Like someone had robbed him of everything. That's when I fell weak and kneeled down on the floor and started crying my heart out.
That very moment he wrapped me in his strong arms, rocking me back and forth. He stroke my hair and caresses my cheeks. "Hey. Its okay. Dont cry jaan. Please." he whispered in my ear. I could see his eyes full of love for me.
How could he do this ?!! Here I was breaking his heart and leaving him and still his eyes were looking at me like I was the most precious thing to him. I was making him cry and he still being the sweetest couldn't see tears in my eyes.
I felt loved and protected in his embrace. I wished I could stay there forever. But I pushed those thoughts aside and gently untangled myself from his arms.
"I m sorry I cant do this anymore. Please understand." I said getting back on my feet.
He was in the same position on his knees holding my hands, stopping me from leaving.
"I can't understand why you are punishing us ?!! But all I know is I love you and I cant live without you. Therefore I m begging, you stay, please for my sake." He said in a cracking voice. I could see him falling apart in front of my eyes, but I couldn't do anything. I never felt so helpless and heartless before.
"I can't." I said and forcefully pulled my hand away from his. He got up trying to put himself together.As I was about to leave, he held my wrist tight and spun me around.
Before I could react, he had pinned me against the wall. "I have had enough of this Naira. I want to know why are you doing this to me ?!! To us ?!!" I couldn't answer his question. I tried to get out of his hold but all my efforts went in vain.
That's when for the first time I saw tears welling up in his eyes. He was so close to crying. And the worst part was I was the reason behind those tears. I made the ever-happy Karthik cry. The boy who brought smile on everyone's face was crying today because of me !!
There was silence in the surrounding which was killing us. I was too ashamed to look into his eyes. Finally he decided to speak up. "Fine if that's what you want. I won't stop you, love. Just look into my eyes and say that you don't love me." He said.
That was something I didn't want to do ever, for I was madly in love with him. But I had to, for the sake of HIS LIFE. "I dont love you Sanskar." I said looking at the floor beneath. He lifted my face up to make me look into his eyes. "Now say that looking into my eyes jaan." He made it sound like a challenge. The most difficult challenge as I could see the pain his black eyes.
"I dont love you " I said aloud looking straight into his eyes for I was as stubborn as he was.
He took a huge step back and loosened his grip on me. His hands fell on his sides and he told me "Go."
I wanted him not to broke so I tried consoling him once.I took a step towards him and touched his shoulder But he didn't let me do that. He was fuming in anger.
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