With Love for(n)ever... New RagNa Story Chapter 5 cmpltd Pg 6 no PMs

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Hey peeps,

Sorry since I had been away for a long time my topics had been closed due to which I have to restart this entire thing all over again.

so yeah you can read the first two chapters together and like them if you feel like it!😉

O M G Did I just forget to wish you all lovelies?...

Duh!!! Sillyyy meee!

Happy New Year!

Naye saal mein naye puraane stories ke saath aa gayi hoon mein phir yahaan

RagNa ka Bahaar liye

Dil mein pyar liye

logon ka chain churaane

kabhi hasaane toh kabhi rulaane

Toh kya aap hai tayaar..???

padhne kahani sada bahaar???LOL that was the worst poem ever!!! 😆

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Character sketch:

All the characters in this story are taken from the Zee TV fiction - Ek Mutthi Aasmaan and their creations. I might add some new characters now and then in the story.

Kalpana - Now a very famous and successful business enterpreneur. She lives with her 3 children. all three are girls. Kalpi's age is a secret😉😆

Smruti - Kalpi's eldest daughter is studying and a fresher in college and is 16 yrs old.

Dhruti - Kalpi's second daughter who studies in an elite school. She is 14 years old and is in grade 9.

Shruti - Kalpi's youngest daughter who is just 6 years old.

Kamla - Is the eldest at Kalpi's home and looks after her children and her needs and manages the servants and other people at home.

Neetu Kapoor - Kalpi's mother in law who is in the asylum.

Prem Kapoor - Kalpi's deceased husband

Sahil Kapoor - shrewd cunning and horrible person who was a ruthless businessman and a womaniser.

Gauri Singhania - Sahil Kapoor's sister who is married to Harshvardhan Singhania.

Raghav Singhania - The only son of Harshvardhan Singhania.

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Prologue:

Kalpi enters a room and closes the door. The room is a small one, maybe the smallest in the bungalow owned by Kalpi. It could have been a study converted to Kalpi's room. All this room had was a bed, a bedside table with lamp and some books on a nearby bookshelf. There was a dressing table with a full length mirror adjacent to a small window. The room was bright but very plain. It had an attached bathroom and a single almirah. One could easily mistake it for a servant quarters if not for a picture frame on the wall. The picture belonged to Prem, her husband which was garlanded.

She takes a heavy breath she seemed to have held for a long time. She walked or half dragged herself to Prem's photograph on the wall. After all these years, he has decided to return now? she thought. Why? What does he want here? did he recognise me? He must have after all how could he forget me easily right Prem?

But I have nothing to give him. Absolutely nothing and it doesnt even hurt me anymore. I have now become numb to pain. She walks to the dressing table nearby and sees her reflection to find her eyes teary. I thought I was done with the tears, but I still have some tears for you Raghav...closing her eyes she let them flow freely over her face.

Index

Chapter 1

chapter 2

Chapter 3

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Chapter 1

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Kalpi parked the car in the garage and rushed towards the house. The doors already open as she walks in she hears the chattering, squealing and laughter that undoubtedly belonged to her girls. They were all in the living room laughing and watching some movie. She did not want to disturb them and so walked quietly unnoticed by the girls and on her way grabbed a bottle of water from the kitchen where Kamla was giving instructions to the cook about the dinner.

Arre Kalpi beta? When did you come? See your daughters are having fun, why dont you too join them? Its been so many days. You know nowadays...

Kamla maa, I am going to my room, please see that no one disturbs me tonight, said Kalpi cutting Kamla's talk.

But beta what about your tea and dinner? You will have dinner with us right? You always do. Its your rule.

Not tonight Kamla maa said Kalpi and gave her a pleading look. She gulped the water and nodded her head repeating Not tonight! Please tell the girls I have some important work and not to trouble me. I will talk to you tomorrow.

Kalpi! In all these years I have never seen you so disturbed. You are always calm and composed. What is the matter?

I said I will talk tomorrow, maa please! Kamla left her shoulder and nodded wondering what new storm is awaiting them. Bappa! Please no more, let that pure soul suffer no more. But today something has shaken her up. Hope not related to her past!

Kalpi enters a room and closes the door in a hurry. The room is a small one, maybe the smallest in the bungalow owned by Kalpi. It could have been a study converted to Kalpi's room. All this room had was a bed, a bedside table with lamp and some books on a nearby bookshelf. There was a dressing table with a full length mirror adjacent to a small window. The room was bright but very plain. It had an attached bathroom and a single almirah. One could easily mistake it for a servant quarters if not for a picture frame on the wall. The picture belonged to Prem, her husband which was garlanded.

She took off her clothes she was wearing and stood watching her reflection in the mirror. How can I ever forget these? She ran her fingers over her thighs which had some faded burn marks. Cigarette marks.

Flashback:

A girl of 10 years: Please uncle dont it hurts.

The ugly man: Then what do you think I do it for. You must realise how to listen and be obedient.

Here next time you try to run I will f*cking cut off your legs and feed them to Kaalu and his friends. They havent eaten for a long time.

girl: M sorry please aahhh cries out loud and passes out.

Kalpi opens her eyes in the present and then runs her hand over the scars over her shoulder. Ugly faint pink scars that made her face cringe at the memory. She let the hands slip off and fall to her sides. Her unflattering figure and her scars made her feel ugly and disgusted. She shuddered at the memory and shut her eyes to stop them from resurfacing.

Past few months she has been suffering from insomnia that led to big bags under her eyes. Her skin felt uncared and ignored. Her eyes were dead and there were no life in them. She had turned into a money making machine. Money that gave her power. Yes! She felt powerful when she could do things that she couldnt few years ago.

She entered the bathroom and turned the shower on to wash away all her memories her bad ones and tried to filter a few scarce good memories from her childhood days.

She tried to smile when flashes of her running through the fields came in her mind. Then there was the time when she had two friends, Prem and Raghav.

Now again she had none. Why can't I live like a normal woman?

Mrs Kapoor, you are stressing yourself too much! Your brain can bear only to some extent. All these antidepressants, and the medicines for panic attacks and medicines to sleep they are not good for the long term. You seriously need a vacation. A change of place and relax yourself in real sense. You know what I mean. Literally no work no children, no stress.

If this continues there is a risk of you losing your mental imbalance. From what you have told me you have now started having nightmares leading to lack of sleep.

You need sleep! And you are telling me you are not able to even after eating 2 pills? Ridiculous! I am sorry Mrs Kapoor if you do not listen to me then I am going to admit you here in my hospital.

The last thing you want is to be declare insane, it is certainly not good for your family or your business. Your hormonal imbalance has already made you borderline diabetic.

Try working out or do yoga! You never listen to me! Here let me refer you to this psychiatrist who is also a hypnotist. He is very good in helping people who have had traumatic past. Sometimes help them erase memories too as it helps them move on in life. I think you seriously need to see him. His name is Dr. Samar Singh. He is a very famous and known psychiatrist and is also very reliable as he is my cousin. You can trust him completely. ok?

Turning off the shower Kalpi grabbed the towel and sighed. Now I m going mad also. I hope I dont hurt my girls. I think I should see this dr singh. Lets see what he has for me now.

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Chapter 2

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Next morning Kalpi opened her door and dragged herself to the kitchen. She was very irritated as she was thirsty and the medicines she ate made her feel nauseated and bloated all the time. Though she managed a few hours of sleep but her body seemed to protest when she fell asleep as she used wake up even more tired.

She never had servants inside the house. The servants stayed in the guesthouse. They came home only to clean and left. There were no male servants at home and even the driver she had hired was a young lady in her twenties. The cooking department was handled by Kamla. She had appointed some cook who used to cook the meals. However Kamla knew Kalpi preferred only meal cooked by Kamla.

She was so simple and never indulged herself to treats. Kalpi never ate sweets, or food that usually people love to indulge in. Kamla used to feel Kalpi ate just to survive. She ate two meals in a day. Breakfast and dinner. All she used to have in breakfast was a glass of juice, toast and sometimes oats with fruits.

For dinner all Kalpi ate was a staple diet of 1 cup rice, dal and 2 small rotis. Afternoon Kamla used to send her lunch but Kalpi never had the time to eat them. She would give it to someone who did not have lunch. She used to survive on coffee and sometimes the buttermilk that Kamla used to send.

She never refused for a cook as she knew Kamla could not cook and look after her girls. So she asked Kamla to do as she liked. She never prohibited the girls from doing anything except that they were not allowed to go anywhere without their bodyguards who were again women. Her girls were lucky thought Kamla! If only Kalpi was lucky enough to be with her parents when she was a child, she would not have this problem of trust. Kalpi had a severe problem of trusting people. Kamla wondered how did Kalpi manage the business with no trust in anyone. Maybe that is the reason she overexerted herself by loading all the important work on herself never trusting anyone to do any of her confidential jobs. The BOD's of her company used to have an issue with this too, her secretary Paakhi had told Kamla once. Paakhi was secretary to Kalpi just on papers and for the outside world. Paakhi usually had no clue what was Kalpi's plans or schedule. But Kalpi used to manage her meetings and mail all by herself and let Paakhi handle the petty issues. Especially the job of sending away people who were of no help to Kalpi. She used to find Kalpi rude, curt, cunning and haughty in the beginning. Kalpi had ridiculed her when she had worn pretty clothes to office. She had asked Paakhi to wear clothes for office and not fashion show. Pakhi almost hated her.

However later her opinion had changed due to an incident and now she worshipped Kalpi and would even die for her. She looked upto Kalpi as her elder sister. She was also loved by Kalpi's daughters as she was fun for them.

Kalpi had finally reached the kitchen and found the jug of water. Without even waiting to find a glass she poured the water into her parched throat. She felt old. She felt as though every part of her body screamed for help. Since the past eight years she hardly remembered a time when she took rest or a holiday. She worked even on Sundays and then spent her time with her children. For her even that was her duty. She never let herself get too emotionally attached to them. She would not cuddle or hug them now and then. She decided to be like a father figure to them or more or less like a guardian. She was already an emotional mess she did not want her daughters to be affected with whatever she was struggling with. They seemed fine to her. They seemed strong which is what she wanted them to be. Strong and independent.

Soon they would all be done with their studies and choose their own careers and then if they wish they can get married, settle down or continue with whatever they want to do. She would then assign their property to them and leave. Maybe then I can rest. Until then I cannot afford to. I have to keep going.

She was hungry and her tummy rumbled. She opened the fridge and took the orange juice and downed a glass. Finding nothing else she started chewing on a carrot. Breathing a sigh that now she was full, she went to the living room and fell on the couch! She was reminded of her Doctor's words. To go on she had to look after her health. What would happen if something happened to her? She had to be strong atleast till Smruti had finished her education.

Maybe after a year I could introduce her to the business? Or would it be too much for her. Poor thing wont be able to enjoy her life then. How she had wished she had someone whom she could look upto and take advise from. She had no friends no one to share her secrets with. At the most she did talk to Kamla but then she started getting irritated with Kamla's rants of getting married again and blah blah. So she had decided to shut Kamla too.

Suddenly she remembered about the meeting yesterday where she managed to get the contract and everybody was happy in her company so much that they had a party organised in the evening. They had beaten Singhania group of companies to win this contract. And moreover it was a government project where they had to build certain amenities in certain villages of India. These included school and hospital buildings. Kalpi had not expected to get this contract as she believed that the government officials were all corrupt. However the current ruling party had just come into power and they could not afford to get involved in any controversies and it was made sure that the contract will be given to someone who is totally unrelated to any of the party members and also were honest businessmen.

They had narrowed down to two most competent and interesting tenders. However the State chose to select Kapoors because of two reasons - 1) lesser amount quoted in the tender and 2) the government had initiated plans to promote women enterpreneurs and so this was the best way to show the media and public that were practising what they were preaching.

An thus Kalpi managed to get the contract. But the reaction to this was very different somewhere back in the US. Kalpi had no idea that Raghav too would approach the government for this contract. And she was yet unable to find out why has he returned? Would he think she defeated him purposely. She did not want to. Defeat him or humiliate him would be the last thing on her mind. He would surely be upset about this she thought. Her thoughts were completely true.

Somewhere in the US.

Raghav had thrown a glass of water on the floor with fury blazing in his eyes.

What did you say, he growled on the concall.

S-Sir I- we are sorry actually the reason we lost contract is just because the owner of Kapoors is a woman and the government favored women enterpreneurs, you know that plan and all. Sir it is totally political...aa- actually we gave our best quote s-sir.

Even though the person was on the other side of the camera and sitting safely in the other country, he was sweating and nervous cos no one upsets the tycoon Raghav Singhania. If he wanted something he always got it. And thats the end of the story. Raghav had wanted to make a grand entry in the Indian market by winning this government contract and had even spoken to a few MLA's who had promised him to favor his tender. But at the last moment the Kapoors won?

Kapoors? It had to be none but Kapoors? But who exists now? Mrs Kapoor? His chachi was never a businesswoman. Prem got married before he died? When? The last he heard about Kapoors was Saahil Kapoor died in a fire accident and so did his son. They were survived by Mrs Kapoor.

And her? Was she still with them? Did Prem and her get married? No no. No way. Did Prem have any maternal cousins that he wasnt aware of? He needed to talk to his mom.

It cant be you Kalpi! He sighed closing his eyes. Suddenly the memories flashed in front of his eyes as though it happened just a few hours ago. Those doe shaped jet black eyes and the quivering lips. She had looked so innocent and so fragile, that he had hugged her. Kissed her forehead and her eyes. Her cheeks had turned crimson red and he whispered in her ears asking her if he could kiss her. You already did she said and he had lifted her chin touching her lips lightly giving her a clue what he wanted. He saw her ears turning red too. With her nervous fingers that fidgeted with her dupatta he heard her gulp and look left and right in fear and her rapid breathing making her bosom heave up and down. She bit her lip and looked down. R-Ra- Raghav I - I dont know, what if someone comes? He just bent and had claimed her lips never wanting to leave them.

S-sir! The car is ready!

...To be continued

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Chapter 3

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Raghav let out a groan and looked at the driver in front of him.

Who let you in? He growled! The man almost peed in his pants yet did not move.

Sir! he replied, you said I would lose my job if I do not get the car ready for you to leave for an important meeting.

Raghav closed his eyes and sighed. Just go away for now. I dont want to go anywhere.

He closed the door and the windows and pulled the curtains. The moment he tried to relive was lost. But not forever. He can relive it anytime he closed his eyes! The warmth of her breath, the softness of her lips and her trembling hands that held on to his shirt for her dear life. How could this memory ever fade?

Did Prem touch her like he did? Did he claim what was rightfully his?

Ha Ha Ha he laughed like a maniac and then threw an expensive bottle of Scotch that shattered to million pieces. His eyes teared up but he continued to laugh.

What am I? An idiot! Nothing but an incapable fool! Rightfully mine? She would have spat on me and erased my memories. She had expected me to take her along...And what did the selfish me do? I ran away like a coward. I proved it that I was a stupid coward! Neither could I take revenge with the kapoors for what they did to my father and me and my mom, nor could I protect the one I loved. He took a broken piece of glass in his hand and held it tight in his fist till his palm started bleeding. The pain felt well deserved but not enough. He had a fair idea that Kalpi must have endured great suffering back there. He had his mom with him, she had no one! Well unless Prem filled in that gap!

He got visions of Prem and Kalpi in each others arms and he could not bear it any more. He crashed his fist on the glass table breaking it too.

Gauri came running to the room hearing the commotion and was scared to death to see the gory sight of blood oozing out of Raghav's hands and broken glass everywhere.

Raghav laughed again and Gauri broke into tears. He came to her showing his hand. See? Blood, but it doesnt pain here...you know where it hurts the most? Here he said hitting the space where his heart is supposed to exist but he hardly could feel it beat. It was like he lived in a body that had no soul. His soul was Kalpi, his breath was Kalpi and she was his everything. Today he had everything but it was nothing because his Kalpi is not here with him to enjoy this wealth and riches or to see his success.

Gauri fell on her knees and cried bitterly. I was so wrong my son! I thought you both were so young and it was just an infatuation that would fade away with time. But you have become mad in her love. You dont even bother about your mother. How much it hurts me to see you in this condition! She wipes her face and runs to him pulling him to the bathroom and wash his wounds.

I will call the doctor the bleeding is not stopping she said. Raghav was losing his conciousness. He drifted away back to his past where his Kalpi had kissed him back and blushed! when his Kalpi had laughed, when she had cried seeing him in pain. Kalpi, I will be there my love. I know I dont deserve you but I will hunt you down and make you mine again. This is my promise to you my loved one.

...To be continued

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Chapt 4 completed...looong update+ song update!

Everything blacked out and Raghav could see only darkness and he fell to the floor with a thud! Gauri tried her best to save him from falling but her frail body could not bear his weight however she blocked his fall so that he landed in her lap. Panicking for her only son, cursing herself for being the reason for her son's misery and her fate to snatch her loved ones always she let out a cry of help to her servant Chandu!

Hearing his mistress let out a painful cry, Chandu almost had a heart attack. He rushed upstairs to find his master in his mother's lap unconcious and his hand bleeding. He rushed to them and helped Gauri get Raghav on the bed while he gave Gauri water and called their family doctor Simi explaining the situation.

Simi dropped all her work, stalled her patients and ran to attend this emergency. The Singhanias were her neighbors in this land of foreigners where she had no family of her own. However they were the only family to her. She was always looked after and taken care of by them. Gauri was like a mother and Raghav was like a younger brother to her. Thanks to them today she was a Doctor!

The moment she saw Raghav and his hands covered in blood, she forgot all relations and turned into the professional quickly jumping into action. Soon she had done with dressing the wound after taking out the glass in his hand. She wrote some medicines and asked Chandu to get them asap. Once she was sure Raghav is safe from danger, tears started flowing from her eyes and she rushed to hug Gauri.

Aunty, what is all this? Why did he do that to himself? Did you talk to him about Kalpi again? Did you force him to forget her again?

Gauri covered her face with her palms and cried like a 5 year old.

Its my fault Simi, all my fault! I-I am the one responsible for this condition.

But why aunty? Why dont you let him be with her? Gauri quickly looked at her with wide eyes...No! no my child! I am no longer in his path. I will be more than happy if they unite. Its just that he found out that maybe she is now someone's wife and with a family of her own. Simi could see only red! What??? How could she?

Gauri held Simi's shoulder. Simi, that girl was just fourteen when we left that place! How was I supposed to know that Raghav who was 17 then was in love with her? She was all alone an orphan with no one to look after her. How long would she be able to hold herself? And how long would she wait for her teenage crush was what I thought! What I am really worried is that Raghav is crazy for her, but what if she has forgotten him and has moved on. Its not like he has been in touch with her.

Simi shook her head confused! No he did! Rags told me he wrote many letters to her! Gauri looked down to her feet and whispered, well, I destroyed them. I never let them reach the place it was meant for! Horrified by the confession, Simi pulled her hand out of Gauri's! Why on earth would you do that? He loved her! Atleast he could have been in touch with her.

I was scared, Simi! said Gauri sighing and looking at nothing. The Kapoors were strong back then. I knew he would have men looking for us here too if he came to know about us! You know how filthy he was! He had almost proved I was mad. He was about to kill Raghav once he turned 18years of age. And even the police would not cooperate or take our complaint. I did not want them to know of our existence here. But I guess that is what left him enraged. When he found out about his letters that I would destroy he sent her one last letter to which there was no reply.

After that he never contacted her thinking she has moved on. But then I guess he always had some kind of hope in his heart even though he worked day and night to forget her! And today he thinks she might have been married to Prem, his cousin he was heartbroken all over again.

Back in India:

As usual Kalpi had a hectic day in her office however she felt extra drained out and tired. She decided to go home early and informed her driver. As soon as she entered the house, her girls came around her asking her a million questions each worried about her health. In the past 8 years she has never come home so early from work! Kalpi just smiled and told them, what? I work so hard so I do deserve a break, right? The girls all screamed and danced and pulled her along. For a moment all Kalpi wanted to do was run and hide herself into her cosy room but she did not. For a change she thought to spend some time with them.

They went out for dinner and a movie where she booked in the entire cinema hall exquisitely so that the girls could be comfortable. However there was this certain sinking feeling in her heart which made her uncomfortable and restless. Her stomach felt uneasy as if she took a rollercoster ride making her feel sick. Her thoughts ran back to a certain individual with dark eyes and her heart skipped a beat! After they reached home and she asked Kamla to tuck the girls in their beds she entered her room and looked for something in her cupboard. Finally she finds it and she connects it to the plug and switches it on. When she was young she had loved to listen to radio. Maybe listening to the radio once again will make her feel better. God! She did not want to turn insane. She had to soon take an appointment with that psychiatrist. She gobbled her medicines for anxiety, and her sleeping pills and with shaky hands switched on the radio. She browsed the channels until she came to one where currently the RJ was talking about love and separation. She wanted to move on but her fingers froze.

As the RJ described the feeling of separation and the feeling of love ripping away someones heart! The RJ said how true that it love that hurts more than anything in this world. And it is love that you feed on to survive when everything is wrong in your life. She had a caller and as they talked Kalpi's thoughts ran back to the moment many years ago on that fated night when she had stolen the passports of Gauri and Raghav from Saahil Kapoors cupboard. Saahil was currently out of the country and she knew this was the only chance when Raghav can escape from his cruel uncles' clutches. She had ran to him and given to him their passports explaining how he could now go somewhere away somewhere safe.

Raghav had looked stunned. Gauri had snatched the passports from her hand to check them and had rained kisses on her forehead and hugged her. Kalpi had also informed Gauri that no one is in the house at the moment and that she could call someone for help. Gauri had rushed to make a phonecall leaving Kalpi and Raghav all alone. Raghav held her hand tears in his eyes he bent and fell on his knees!

Kalpi how can I ever thank you! You are our saviour. Please tell me what I can do for you! She giggled even though tears blurred her vision. Well, if you insist then take me along, will you?

She meant it to be a joke or was it the longing of her heart as it was bleeding right now with the knowledge that these were her some last moments with him. That she would probably never see him again in her lifetime made her heart being crushed and she could not even cry. Not now Kalpi! You are making him weak. Let him go! It is good for him to be free. You know the importance of freedom Kalpi!

Raghav had stood and hugged her. Yes Kalpi I will take you with me! Promise me you will come with me!

She had laughed at this line. Was Raghav forgetting something or did he just lose his mind? How could she go anywhere with him if they were to leave the country? She did not have a passport or any form of identity. She did not even exist in any records. She could never put him in danger especially if someone pops up from her past. No!

Raghav straightened himself and held her shoulders looking at her in the eye! Why did you laugh? I mean what I am say...ing, it is then it struck him...you dont have any documents, do you?

Still laughing or pretending to Kalpi had nodded a no to him but hugged him her hands around his waist. I will always be here waiting for you! Once you are eighteen then its all ok right? Then you can study become a great businessman and come back looking for me if you remember mmm... His lips had crashed on hers and he kissed her roughly! She gave into him closing her eyes only savouring his touches and kisses...

So here's the next song for all the lovers who are separated while I pray you lovers unite somewhere someday and be happy!

Kalpi was brought back to the present by the screaming RJ and she brought her fingers to her lips. A tiny smile crept on her lips as she sighed...I wish I could kiss you again in my lifetime before I die Raghav! and the song flowed in the wind through the radio as Kalpi walked towards the window and looked at the moon.

Meanwhile back in the US:

Raghav had gained conciousness and Simi was now fussing over him. She opened the curtains and had gotten his room cleaned. She brought in fresh flowers and she played the radio. Simi loved to hear the hindi songs which reminded her of her home back in India! But the moment this song started to play she looked Raghav uneasily and went to change the channel when he stopped her.

No! I want to listen to it Simi! Please.

But Rags let me put something more cheerful and he gave her a cold distant look and she let him hear it. I will go get your lunch Rags and she left him alone.

It was strange that they were miles and miles away with oceans separating them but both were listening to the same song at the same time.

Do listen to this song if possible

As Raghav took a deep breath and closed his eyes, all he could see was Kalpi's eyes and her quivering lips. Eyes that told him she knew he would never come back for her...

Raajhan dhoondan main chaliya,
Raajhan mileya naa ye..
Jigra vichh agan lagaa ke Rabba
Lakeera vichh likhdi judaai ..

Kalpi looked at the moon and closed her eyes as the wind slightly made her hair brush her face trying to soothe her wounds in the past.

Kho gaya, gum ho gaya
Waqt se churaya tha jo,
Apna banaya tha
Ho tera, woh mera
Saath nibhaya tha jo,
Apna banaya tha

Why did this had to happen? Would she hate me for not going back?

Chadariya, jeeni re jeeni
Chadariya, jeeni re jeeni
Aankhein, bheeni ye, bheeni ye, bheeni
Yaadein, jheeni re, jheeni re, jheeni

Chadariya jeeni re jeeni
Chadariya jeeni re jeeni
Hai aankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeni
Yaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni

Kalpi sighed thinking just for a moment she wished there would be an alternate world where she was a normal girl and loved Raghav, they both dating each other and then getting married and having a happy family with her three girls. She almost smiled fully imagining the girls tying a pony on his head and dressing him up as a fairy. When she jerked to the reality and closed her eyes for the lone tear in her eyes to glide down her rough skin.

Aissa bhi kya milna,
Saath ho ke tanha
Aissi kyun saza humne hai paayi
Raanjhna ve, phir se mujhe jeena
Tujhpe hai marna,

Phir se dil ne di hai ye duhaai
Saajna ve, lakeeron pe likh di kyun judaai

Gair sa huya khud se bhi,
Na koi mera
Dard se kar le chal yaari,
Dil ye keh raha
Kholun jo baahein,
Bas ghum ye simat rahe hai
Aankhon ke aage,
Lamhe ye kyun ghat rahe hai
Jaane kaise koi chahta judaai yaan

Kalpi wandered in her room and reached behind Prem's photo on the wall to take out an envelope. There was a smiling Raghav and a laughing Kalpi looking at each other. She held it close to her heart and sat on her bed. I hope you are okay Raghav! Just dont let anything happen to you! Be happy Raghav. Suddenly a thought crossed her head. What if he has already moved on? The photo dropped from her hand and she said to herself. It is for good Kalpi, you have nothing to give him! Look at you! Let him have a nice and loving family with a beautiful and loving wife. Yes! it is good that way! Her mouth trembled her vision blurred a gasp left her mouth. She did not know she still had it in her to feel pain. She thought she was numb to all kinds of pain then why did it hurt so much to imagine Raghav happy with someone else? It felt like a thousand daggers in her heart and her gut! She coughed with the pain. It could have been me but it would never be me! I am never going to get love... for never!

Chadariya, jeeni re jeeni
Chadariya, jeeni re jeeni
Aankhein, bheeni ye, bheeni ye, bheeni
Yaadein, jheeni re, jheeni re, jheeni

Raghav felt a soothing touch and a hand run through his hair. Take care of yourself please...he heard her. I will love you always Kalpi...forever

Chadariya jeeni re jeeni
Chadariya jeeni re jeeni
Phir aankhein, bheeni ye, bheeni ye, bheeni
Yaadein, jheeni re, jheeni re, jheeni

Kalpi dropped on her bed and passed out with tears still flowing. The sleeping pills this time were stronger that took her to a place with no dreams, a place where there was nothing but emptiness and darkness. Raghav took a deep breath. I will take care of myself Kalpi and I am coming there to get you! I dont care if you have married, if you have children. I will accept them too! I just need you Kalpi, I can't survive as a human anymore without you! I have to find you! and I will! I refuse to bear anymore pain of separation.

Raajhan dhoondan main chaliya,
Raajhan mileya naa ye
Jigra vich agan lagaa ke
Rabba, lakeera vich likhdi judaai

Edited by priya_remix - 8 years ago

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naam11

@naam11

Voyager

Posted: 8 years ago

Welcome
Welcome
Welcome
Welcome back dear.
Miss your stories.
U r a fabulous writer.
This is nice story. Hope raghav kalpana will be together and happy.
Update other stories also.

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Priya

@priya_remix

Dazzler

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Posted: 8 years ago

Originally posted by: naam11
Welcome
Welcome
Welcome
Welcome back dear.
Miss your stories.
U r a fabulous writer.
This is nice story. Hope raghav kalpana will be together and happy.
Update other stories also.

Thank you!

Sure dear! Have already started working on few and updated a couple!