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Kaun Sa Dard Maa? Koi Dard Nahi Hai Maa.
ARE YOU KIDDING ME, YOU HEARTLESS RAVISH?
Seriously You Are Too Much.
Why You Have To Hide Your Pain From Your Mother?Why? I Am Soo Angry At You For This. Soo Soo Angry. I Kept Asking Myself Why Cant He Tell Her? And I Got One Answer Because ITS HIS NATURE TO PUT EVERYONE ABOVE HIMSELF AND NOT TO SHOW HIS PAIN. HE WAS SIMPLY BEING HIMSELF. AND FOR A MOMENT I WISHED RAVISH TO BE SELFISH. FOR ONCE. I Feel Like Banging My Head. And Look At Him. Not Even For Once He Blamed Vividha. No. Not Even Infront Of Suman And Not Even During His Break-Down. He Has One Heart. It Has Been Crumbled Into Pieces And He Is Just Letting It To Heal
Ravish Was Sooo Hurt When Vividha Said That She Is Leaving And His Expressions After She Left. He Was Feeling So Much Of Pain. His Eyes Welled Up With Tears And He Did His Best To Stop His Tears From Flowing. GOSH HIS EYES WERE SOO HEART-WRENCHING. SOO HEART-WRENCHING.
Matlab He Felt Soo Sad At Her Declaration. Maybe A Part Of His Heart Which Loves Her Didnt Wanted Her To Leave. Maybe That Part Of His Heart Wants To See Her Everyday. Maybe That Part Of His Heart Wants Soo Much But Now He Cannot. Like He Felt So Much Of Pain. And His Eyes Showed. Maybe For Once I Felt He Simply Didnt Wanted Her And Atharv To Leave. And He Knows Vividha Will Never Do Anything For Him. So All He Can Do Is Hide And Smile. And Make Peace With All His Pain. And Suddenly The LYRIC Of Title Song Came To My Mind Which I Think Is Ravish's POV :-
"Jaane Ki Koshish Tum Laakh Karoge..
Mere Nazar Mein Humesha Rahoge"
And Suddenly For A Moment I Felt Like No Matter How Hard She Tries Circumstances Or Anything Will Keep Her Infront Of Ravish.
I Dunno Whats The Next Track. But IF Divorce Track Comes Up It Will Be Soo Tough On Ravish. His Expressions. His Eyes Will Be So Heart-Wrenching And Painful. Call Me A Sadistic But I Am Waiting For That Particular Scene! <3
SV WILL NAIL THOSE SCENES.
RAVISH. MY HEART GOES TO YOU. KEEP GOING STRONG.
And Those Sad-Teary Eyes Reminded Me Suman's Dialogue:
"Tumhe Toh Chot Aur Dard Ki Adat Si Hogayi Hai"
Seriously Suman. Usse Har Dard Aur Chot Ki Adat Si Hogayi Hai.
And Its Not Only About His Heart-Break.
When Your Heart-Breaks First Time. You Lose Yourself. You Lose That Little Happiness. You Lose That Confidence. You Lose That Trust. You Lose That Smile. You Feel Afraid Of LOVE. You Feel Scared Of Falling In Love Again. And If A Guy Like Ravish Has A Heart-Break. Its So Tough To Move On. Ravish Has Always Been Silent Reserved Type Guy. And See His Heart Trampled Into Pieces. He Has His Own Scars And Wounds Which Will Take A Long Time To Heal. But One Day It Will Heal. <3
He Deserves To Be Loved Not Because He Is A Good Guy But Because He Deserves It. He Doesnt Ask For It. He Doesnt Expect Anything From Anyone. All He Wants Is Others To Be Safe And Happy. Thats It I Dont Even Know What He Wants For Himself?!
His Love Is Silent Love. Its Voice Is Buried Inside His Heart. He Wants To Say But Cannot Because He Knows It Will Create Complications So Not To Create Any Complications He Choose To Bury His Love Deep Inside His Heart Whose Voice Are Forced To Shut.
He Forced Himself To Be Stone-Hearted To His Emotions. And Today's Episode Showed That Again. HE DOESNT WANT ANYONE TO KNOW HIS INTERNAL STRUGGLE. He Is Struggling Himself Silently. What Can Be More Tough Than That?
He Told Suman The Truth. But What About Those Truth Which He Hided? Those Painful Accussations? Those Harsh Words? Those Hurtful Memories? What About Them?
Ofcourse He Wont Share This. All He Told Suman Was VIVIDHA IS NOT AT FAULT. HE DOESNT FEEL ANY PAIN. HE IS FINE.đ But Suman Being A Mom Understood. She Just Looked At Him.
Seriously His Pain Is Bitter. If One Comes To Know It Can Consume You And You Will Feel Soo Horrible That You Will Scream Not To Feel It For Even For Another Minute!
Just Because He Is Quite Doesnt Mean He Isnt Feeling Anything. Just Because He Doesnt Say It Doesnt Mean He Has Nothing To Say.
But He Choose To Keep Himself Behind Others. AND NOT FOR ONCE HE REGRETS IT.đ
Ravish. His Name Is Enough To Make My Heart Flutter! *_*
