Ishita looked at raman and said-why u r saying like this raman.maine pyaar aapke dil se kiya hai naa ki aapke dimaag se.waise bhi I love my baby Raman who found solace only in my arms.she said smiling taking his palms in her.
Raman smiled hearing her answer.he look at her lovingly while she questioned him,what,by lifting her eyebrows.
Raman nodded saying nothing.
Mihir-i think we should go back now.warna param ko shaq ho jayega.
Raman-param,my baby brother.u know ishita,i always loved him like my own brother.never treated him like he is my cousin.still chachi ji and param did all this with me.maa Papa ke saath aisa kiya.its so hard to believe.
Ishita-I know Raman,this is hard to believe.and if u don't wanna believe us then don't.just go and see urself .u urself can see the difference.
Raman-no I believe u ishita but he was saying when he hold his head and said-ahh.ishita went closer to him and put his head on her shoulder.
Ishita-kya hua Raman.
Raman-Ishita,my head is spinning.lag raha hai gir jaaunga.
Ishita hold him and make him lay down.
Ishita tapped his forehead and said-aap please dimaag par zor mat daliye.rest kijiye.let me call the doctor.saying so she was going when Raman held her hand and said-stay with me.dont leave me alone.
Mihir-ishu,u stay here.i am calling the doctor.saying so he went out of the room leaving ishra alone.
Raman- please mujhe chod kar mat jao.main bahut pareshan hoon ishita.kuch samajh nahi aa raha.lag raha hai pagal ho jaaunga.mera sar phata jaa raha hai.
Ishita came closer and pecked his forehead making him relax.she start caressing his hair lovingly and said-shh ,raman.dont stress urself.dheere dheere sab thik ho jayega.i know everything is new and unknown to u but be little pateint .aise restless hone se kuch nahi hoga.she was caressing his hair while he hide himself in her stomach trying to get some solace.
They were sitting in same position when mihir knocked the door.ishita composed herself keeping his head on the pillow while raman fell asleep in her arms.ishita kissed his forehead and opened the door.
Ishita-glad u came doc,he has remembered some years of his life and forgot some.and he is feeling great discomfort in believing that he had actually forgotten some years.bahut disturb hai.
Doctor checked Raman and said-aap log aaj inhe sone de.kal mere clinic mein le aayiyega.i will do some test and then can tell clearly what's wrong with him.
Ishita-yeh thik ho jayenge naa.
Doc-see Mrs bhalla,i will not give u false expectation.he is fighting with mental illness and it take time to heal.sometimes people take years to overcome it.its just because of ur dedication that he is improving.he is remembering his past years.
Ishita-main kuch samjhi nahi.unhe yaad aa gaya hai sab kuch.bas kuch years bhool gaye hai.
Doc-yes he has improved but not fully recovered.his mental condition is just like a raw pot.he is too fragile.it will take time to make him stable.ek choti si galti and he will be back to square one.now u have to take more care of him.u have to stop him from over thinking coz it may lead to nervous breakdown.
Ishita-kya.
Doc-yes,jaise jyada pressure dene se kachcha ghadha tut jaata hai.he is in same position.his restlessness his anxiety will only harm him.he should be relaxed,unke dimaag ko jitna aaram milega utna achcha hai.baaki I am prescribing some medicines for him.but the way u deal with him is going to make a change.
Ishita nodded while mihir took doctor out.he thanked the doctor to came at night .then came inside only to see ishita still sitting in same position lost in thoughts.
Mihir put his hand on her shoulder.a tear fell off her eyes.
Mihir-sab thik ho jayega ishu.
Ishita-kab mihir,kyun aisa ho raha hai.kyun mere Raman ke saath aisa ho raha hai.unki jaan pe kyun aise talwaar latak rahi hai.mujhe lagaa tha ki woh thik ho gaye but no it was all a mirage.unki halat thik ho kar bhi kharab hai.woh ab bhi thik nahi hai.infact he is more critical now.she said with moist eyes.
Mihir came and sat in front of her.
Mihir-three years ishu,raman sir is like this for almost three years.kaise soch liya tune ki itni jaldi sab kuch thik ho jayega.u know naa jitna time kuch kharab hone mein lagta hai usse jyada usse thil karne mein lagta hai.u know it will take time to heal him.aur tu itni jaldi himmat haar rahi hai.
Ishita-nahi main himmat nahi haar rahi.i know I have to fight and I will fight. I am not scared for me but for him.tune suna naa what doctor said,nervous breakdown.kyun inke saath aisa kyun.inhone toh kisi ka kuch nahi bigada.she said crying.
Mihir-dont cry ishu,everything will be fine.now we have to think how we can keep him tension free.sir ghar jayenge toh unhe bahut tension hogi.i think first he need time to get adjust with himself rather then anyone else.and for that he need some lone time.sabse dur ,jahan sirf tum aur sir ho.
Ishita-I think u r right but yeh sab kaise hoga.
Mihir thought for sometime and said-I think I have a plan.saying so he told something to ishita .
Ishita-do u think it will work.
Mihir-I will make it work.lets take him home.
Ishita thought for sometime and then they took Raman to the car.
Ishita drove towards their home.after reaching home she prayed god to keep everything alright and then shouted for watchman.they came running and took Raman inside.
Pammi,nidhi and param came running and was stunned seeing Raman's position.
Pammi-kya hua Raman ko.
Ishita-we were having dinner and suddenly he fainted.
Param-wait let me call the doctor.saying so he went out while all made Raman laid on the bed.
Param was about to call the doc when mihir called him and asked-how is raman now.
Param- how do u know about it.did u do something to him.
Mihir-yes I saw him in the shopping complex,so I followed him and on getting chance in injected that medicine to him.but woh behosh ho gaya .I am very scared now.kahin woh Marr gaya toh.
Param-wow mihir,u r brilliant.kuch nahi hoga.woh itni jaldi nahi marega.i am calling a doctor.he will check and tell us his exact position.
Mihir-sir,i am with my doctor friend.if u say he will come and tell whatever u want him to say.
Param-wow mihir,u r really genius.sab arrangements karke rakha hai.
Mihir-u don't know sir,how much I hate him.maine aur bhi arrangements karke rakhe hai.only if u allow.
Param-kaise arrangements.
Mihir-my friend will tell everyone that he needs to get relax.so u will arrange a trip for him to go to any hill station like ooty,darjelling.
Param-why will I arrange anything for him.
Mihir-listen sir,aap arrange kar do.he will go with his wife.then I will go behind them and will kill him.yaa toh woh dono Mar jayenge yaa phir Raman ke maut ka ilzaam uski wife pe jayega.in both way we two will be saved.what say.
Param-wow,matlab yahan se dur.raman ki maut ,nahi nahi ishita ko mat maarna.i will make him mine aur phir hamara bachcha hoga ,jisse main raman ka prove kar dunga.isse ishita bhi meri ho jayegi aur raman ki property bhi.wah mihir wah ,kya plan banaya hai.just do this for me tujhe main malamaal kar dunga .
Mihir made a dirty face hearing this and said-sure sir,i am bringing my doctor friend with me.u just act accordingly.
Param-ok come soon.i am waiting.he said smiling and then went inside.
After half an hour mihir came with a fake doctor.he told everything as param wanted.
Param-ok doc,i will arrange everything for Bhai.i just want him to be OK.he said faking tears.and the doctor went.param told mihir to arrange everything for ishra trip.while pammi was angry on param to doing so much for them but was happy when he told her their plan.
Ishita packed their luggage for the trip to ooty for 15 days.
Later in night,raman opened his eyes feeling heaviness on his chest only to see ishita sleeping cuddled in him.he caressed her face lovingly.she stir in her sleep and again slept hugging him.
Raman slowly kept her head on the pillow and get up from his place.he sat on the bed and look around to see his room.
Raman-everything is same.nothing has changed ,still can't believe I have lost track of my last three years.kyun nahi yaad aa raha hai mujhe kuch.kya sach main maa Papa nahi rahe.kya sach mein sab kuch waisa hi hua hai jaisa ishita keh rahi hai.he was thinking and get up from the bed.he went to the window and start looking out of the window.
He wasn't getting anything.so he came back to the bed and sat beside ishita.he saw her thoroughly and smiled seeing her symbols of marriage.
Raman pecked her forehead and said-kya ladki hai,ek aise aadmi se rishta nibha rahi thi jiske baare mein usse kuch yaad nahi.she even don't remember we r really married or not.aisi shaadi Jo naa mujhe yaad hai naa isse.pata nahi hamari shaadi hui bhi hai yaa nahi.he was thinking when ishita opened her eyes feeling his touch.
Ishita-kya hua Raman,aap jag gaye.
Raman- I am very disturbed ishita.i don't remember anything not even our relationship.
Ishita opened her arms and said-come to me Raman.
Raman was reluctant but went near to her.she placed his head in between her valley and said - so jaiye raman.everything will be fine soon.
Raman get up feeling awkward and said-I am ok ishita ,tum so jao.
Ishita-kya hua.
Raman-nothing.tum so jao.
Ishita slept nodding her head while raman was in deep thought .
Raman-(st)she is so comfortable with me.hamara rishta kis hadh tak hai.had we consummated our relationship.no how can I,how can I do so.none of us remember our marriage then how can I take advantage of her.uske pyaar ka faayda nahi utha sakta main.he was thinking looking at ishita who was sleeping peacefully hugging him tight.thinking so he too slept.
Next morning,ishra went to ooty.after some hours they reached ooty and checked in into hotel.ishita was happy getting some lone time with Raman while raman was lost in himself.
At first ishita tried to ignore this thinking Raman need some time to adjust himself but slowly she could feel him drifting away from her.raman get up in night and went to sleep in other room leaving ishita alone.
Three days passed like this.raman was all silent and was trying hard to avoid any intimacy with ishita as he was feeling it is wrong as none of them remember their relationship while ishita started missing raman badly.she was missing the warmth of his love.she was missing his arms around her and the way he always need her to have a sound sleep.
One morning,ishita got up and see Raman was getting ready . ishita got up and went to him.and start tying the knot of his tie.
Ishita-kahin jaa rahe hai kya aap.
Raman-nahi,bas aise hi.
Ishita-hum itni dur aayen hai yahan sabse dur aur aap mujhe akela chod kar jaa rahe hai.kyun raman.she said keeping her head on his chest.
Raman didn't answered him just pecked her forehead.ishita came closer and trying to kiss him when he turned his face and said- we will talk later ishita.saying so he went taking his coat.
Ishita felt bad and thought- why u r doing this to ur biwi ,Raman.kyun iss tarah mujhse dur bhaag rahe hai.aapko kya lagta hai ki mujhe samajh nahi aa raha ,that since the day u get better,u r running away from me.kyun mujhse dur jaa rahe hai Raman.aakhir aisa kya badal gaya hamare beech.kya sach much Jo kuch bhi hamare beech tha,sirf physical tha.kya ab aapko meri zarurat nahi.she thought and a tear fell off her eyes.
On the other hand,Raman was sitting alone in a rock lost in thoughts .
Raman-(st)I am sorry ishita,may be what I am doing with u is wrong.but I am not in a state of mind to think rationally.i know u r feeling suffocated but trust me I am in same state.tumse naa dur reh paa raha hoon naa tumhare paas.he was thinking and was all lost that he didn't realised that the day passed and it was now evening .
Raman-it's getting dark I think I should go back warna ishita pareshan ho jayegi.thinking so he get up to go back.
He reached the hotel and the receptionist said-glad u r back sir.ur wife is not well.
Raman got worried hearing this and asked- what happened to her.
Receptionist- I don't know precisely but she fainted in cafeteria.manager sir has called the doctor.
Raman ran to his room only to see his room was full of people.few waiters were standing with manager and doctor.seeing raman manager said-glad u came back sir.she is murmuring ur name .
Raman went closer to her and saw she was shivering badly saying raman ,raman.his heart bleed seeing her condition.he sat beside her and caressed her forehead lovingly.and realised she has high fever.
Raman-isse toh bahut bhukaar hai.par subah toh yeh thik thi.
Manager-don't know precisely sir but we have seen her sitting alone near the chilly water and crying without any warm clothes.may be due to the cold wind she got fever.
Doc-anyway,i have given her injection.soon she will be fine .just take care of her.
Raman nodded and thanked everyone to take care of her in his absence.after that he ordered hot soup for her and sat beside her caressing her forehead.while she was just trying to come near to him as much as she can.
Raman-I am sorry ishita,i know this is all because of me.meri ignorance ki wajah se yeh sab hua hai.but please ishita don't punish urself for my fault.yeh meri galti hai Jo Maine khud ko tumse alag kar diya.apne dukh mein aisa dooba ki bhool hi gaya that u too need my love my attention.please ishita don't punish me like this.i am sorry ishita,i am really sorry.he said hugging ishita tight while tears were flowing freely from his eyes.
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