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Hey everyone I am here with my first ever story on RumYa, do scroll down and read
A/N Flashback is in italic
He sat by the pool...heart broken with the events of the evening...something which was very fresh in his mind
The way he saw saumya and joined dots it did not took him time to realize that saumya is none other than his love angel...he was shocked beyond his imagination! that moment he thought that those who call him silly or fool should do their research on him properly...yet shrugging off all those thoughts from his mind, He almost unconsciously made his way upstairs to his room where she is living currently
'Rudra tum yahan kaisa...chalo let's go moon agaya hoga' saumya told him with one of her beautiful smile playing on her lips but he stood still making her frown, she again opened her mouth to say something but he did not let her as he uttered something she never expected 'love angel' he called out, making her eyes widened... he saw how she for a moment became rigid and then lowered her eyes...guilt was visible in her eyes
Her heart swelled up with a huge amount of guilt she felt that moment on witnessing that pool of emotions rushing through his oh so visible eyes...she could witness hurt, pain, disbelief but most of all a layer of mistrust...she felt as if she lost all the trust he had on her...that one word and she knew nothing is same anymore ... How much she wanted to keep this thing as a secret only but he did get to know this...will she loose her friend now?
'Why did you do this saumya? Why?' He asked coming closer, she looked up totally at loss of words 'rudra i did not do it intentionally...it's just that i never shared it with anyone' 'ohh really then you should have done it now saumya...you should have trusted me enough to tell me that you are none other then my favourite, my love angel.. how could you somu' 'aesa nahe hai rudra... it's not like I don't trust you...mai to bus...' she couldn't continue with her reasoning...he looked up straight in her eyes..she stopped ...she forgot what she wanted to utter next...she fell silent..
Today she got to learn something new about him.. his eyes, they speak volume, she could clearly see the pain in those orbs..he came to her and held her by her shoulders pulling her towards him 'you should have shared it saumya...we were friends right?' He asked rather stated and she just nodded as she was just at loss of words because nothing would justify the amount of pain he felt..it was a very big thing for him
He freed her making her stumble back, she gasped as he turned to go 'rudra listen...rudra' he stopped not because she called out for him but because she started coughing badly, she struggled to calm herself down, eyeing him with guilt she sat by the couch, he knew he won't be able to see her like this
He rushed and brought a glass of water for her...sat beside her and offered her but she was so busy starring at him even in such a miserable condition that she almost ignored his offer to drink water...sighing he raised his hand and brought the glass near her lips and made her drink it...she eyed him intently as she drank water...so lost in each other they kept on staring at each other...but still the guilt was there...and the hurt, even the hurt could be easily seen... once he could notice that she is better now...so he kept the glass aside and left from there leaving her alone...
A tear rolled down her cheek as she saw him leaving...his hurt, it pained her, she felt as if someone has stabbed her straight at heart...'I am sorry' she whispered as she covered her face in her hands...
They were in pain, they were hurt and guilty reason? because of Each other... she wanted to tell him that he is important and she will not hurt him intentionally while he wished to tell her that she was important and she should have shared this with him
Saumya was out of her thoughts As she saw a very upset and hurt rudra sitting beside the pool, his legs were inside water and his fingers intertwined with his head resting on his hands...she took in a much needed breath before she walked in the pool side...quietly she sat beside him dipping her legs in the pool but she was wrong if she thought that he didn't know she is here
'If you are here to explain anything then you should leave...I don't want to talk about it' he said after a moment without even sparing a single glance at her while she wanted him to look at her, to have mercy at her and let it go for the last time but he did not dare look up at her...she sat there and waiting for him to say something else but he remained quite
Rudra waited for her to say something, say any rubbish she want but at least she speak up...he knew he was angry but he wanted her to explain herself and him to hear her out although he couldn't do any of this but srill he wanted her to say that she would never hurt him again...after all they were friends...even this happened for the first time that he is hurt because of a woman...she was special he felt but still he is hurt...and she should be guilty
A moment later he felt her taking out her legs from water and in no time she left...he turned to look at her but she was gone
Saumya tiredly walked back into her room...she was pale...as she understood that this isn't a small thing that they will fight and sort it out...today he refrained from fighting...he didn't share his anger, his pain and it hurted her...it made her go numb on her knees...she felt lost, at loss of words
She sighed and prayed hard for rudra to not to be upset with her...as she can't see this..his pain hurted her and his anger...it killed her and now she feared that it will last longer...
A few days passed, everytime she tried talking to him..he brushed it away ...not talking to her..not hearing her out while he was confused...so many things were his concern, which made him restless... her innocent face, her apologetic plea , he always felt like drowning in those guilty eyes of her...
Saumya didn't know why this pain of his was hurting her this much...it wasn't tough to just tell him that it was her life and her wish if she wanted to share this secret with him or not but she couldn't...she slapped herself mentally for even thinking this way the moment she thought like that...she prayed that he will let go...let go of his anger and let her in...let her mend things in her way...let them get back like before...joking around and being friends...but it seemed like a memory...a dream...
It was yet another day when she was half heartedly doing her broadcast...there was a caller, she tried her best to greet him in her usual chirpy voice but couldn't and failed badly...apologising to him she helped him with his love problem and soon she ended the show
This all was heard by her crazy follower amar prem..he sighed, he could sense her guilt even just by hearing her...he could feel how everytime she get a call she hoped for it to be amar prem...it was clear to the way she give example to each and every caller of his...
He along with om was sipping his coffee in the lounge when reyan walked in with his smile like always playing on his lips...rudra stopped breathing as reyan revealed to them about his idea of proposing saumya today...and he even showed him the ring...after which he went at the pool side to meet her...rudra kept on starring at his retreating back until om shook him bringing him out of his shock...he joked trying to sound normal
Om found it weird still nodded and they resumed their discussion about his further more interaction with romi and how he finally freed himself from that psycho...a while later reyan and saumya came outside but what caught rudra's attention was reyan's face, he wasn't smiling anymore and then he eyed her fingers to search any trace of the ring given by reyan but there was nothing...he let go of a breath he has been holding since the moment reyan came...and smiled inwardly with satisfaction
As reyan was leaving , he didn't notice the table as his eyes were still on saumya, he fell straight on his face and the vase on the table too fell with the glass pieces scattering...om and saumya rush to help him and reyan with a disappointed look got up 'dekha saumya mai keh raha tha na humara alag hona ek disaster hai...dekho kiya hogaya...please think again' he tried convincing her innocently
Saumya knitted her brows in confusion while rudra suppressed his laughter and om, he stood clueless as saumya shook her head 'look reyan you have my answer ..so please no more discussion about all this...' 'saumya please...I know you are going back but it's not the end ..you shouldn't end our relationship like this' he tried yet again but saumya just shrugged, reyan let out a sigh, and left without saying anything else
She too turned to leave when rudra called out for her 'somu...saumya...' she was surprised as it was the first time in so many days that he at least tried to talk to her, she couldn't utter a word so just turned and raised her brows asking him to continue 'reyan said...that you are leaving...wh..where ? He asked 'Yes saumya I too noticed it...what does he mean..where are you going?' Om asked further and she forcefully looked away from him and turned to om 'ji bade Baal wala bhaiyaa you heard him right...I am leaving, going back home' she revealed
His eyes widened on this peice of news while she tried her best to not to look at him..she feared to see his expression...will he be happy? Or relief... that finally this misfit will be out of his life...of course she was a misfit for him...he never said it that way still she knew ...pushing back her thoughts aside as she felt tears at the corner of her eyes she excused herself and made her way to her room...correction his room
It was night time...om was in studio while rudra was tossing and turning on his bed...trying his best to sleep but sleep was far away from him...evening events playing in his mind when she told them about leaving...leaving Oberoi House and Mumbai..how almost everyone tried convincing her to not to go...she even got a call from sahil, anika didi's brother but she was stuck at her decision ...decision of leaving...leaving him
It hurted him, hurted him morethan the revelation of her being his Love Angel...that moment he felt all his anger, hurt and pain melting away, what left was a sinking feeling, feeling of losing her...for the first time till now he felt thar all this has another meaning, something beyond his imagination...something which he was ignoring since long...he tried to be happy, to rejoice of getting back his room but couldn't...he tried to shrug away this feeling by reminding himself of how she hided so many things from him but nothing worked...in fact this feeling, kind of a fear kept on increasing...
He didn't knew why he felt this way, why he felt that if she will leave then she won't come back, ever again...and it scared him to death...can he really let her go? Can he let his angel go? Can he let his sumo go? He asked himself again and again and the answer He heard was something, something very special, something which he experienced for the first time... he don't want her to go and so the decision was taken..she can't leave...never ever will he let her go
Saumya was packing her stuff, her train was tomorrow, with a heavy heart she packed everything, tears were rolling down her cheeks due to so many reasons, one main reason was someone she named as dumbell Oberoi...how badly she will miss him, she will miss everything about him, related to him, her teasing him, there bickering, her nok jhoks everything...and also the hurt she witnessed in his eyes...everything will be missed by her...
She has taken a decision to leave as it was tough to stay under same roof as his and witnessed his ignorance, his rudeness everyday...it was indeed a right decision to leave...she thought as she wiped away her tears and resumed her packing
There was a knock at the door...she frowned as it was late and who would be here at this time...mumbling something she stood up and unlocked the door to answer but stood shock at finding what awaited for her at the door...there stood rudra with a straight face outside her room...she blinked twice to trust at what she saw and at last accepted that he was indeed here when he didn't disappear... 'will you please let me get in?' He asked after a while 'Huh?' Was what she replied, shaking his head he entered inside ... she turned pushing the door a little
As he stood by the bed calmly she came to stand in front of him fidgeting with her fingers looking everywhere but him and he too took his own sweet time to do for which he came there
She was looking down when he took a step towards her, she in no time took a step back, he repeated his action and she once again stepped back...his eyes were just on her as he took another few steps towards her and she stepping back in response...a smile broke on his lips as her back hit the wall and she looked up at him with a frown as if asking now what...
He took out his hand from his pocket and placed it on the wall beside her leaning in a little, 'sumo' he called out for her and he could see something passed through her eyes, something he named as a layer of happiness, may be because he called her with this name after so long...he too badly missed calling her, he missed talking to her, fighting with her, in fact he missed everything about her
She waited for him to continue and he did 'sumo kyun Ja rae ho tum?' He asked softly and she gulped the lump that formed in her throat 'rudra' she called out for him not able to answer his question and he hummed indicating her to continue 'will you please forgive me...I never intended to hide it from you...I just use to feel that if I will share this secret with anyone then the magic will disapear...the magic of love angel ' she said with utmost difficulty...only she knew what she was going through because of this close proximity of them...he was standing in front of her...too close that she can feel him breathing
'Sumo mai gussa nahe hun, mai tumse naraz bhe nahe hun' he whispered 'sach ?' She asked as she finally believed what she heard, her eyes glittering with happiness, 'han...I am not angry sumo, neither hurt, not anymore ' he repeated and she sighed...
They stood like this, staring at each other, lost in each other ...they were silent as their eyes did all the talking...they felt overwhelmed as it was very new to them...he took in a breath, a deep breath as he opened his mouth to say something, something which will change the entire dynamics of their relationship, of their unnamed relationship still he said 'sumo mat jao...I don't want you to go... please ruk jao' he said with some determination in his tune and she couldn't utter anything in response
She was at loss of words as his words sink in...he was asking her to stop...she could feel butterfly dancing in her stomach as he pleaded with his eyes, his face felling when she didn't utter anything and his heart skipped a beat...he waited for her to say something in at least a no or a yes but nothing came but a while later a smile broke on her lips, a smile so pure, so full of life, something he witnessed after so long something which disappeared the day his smile disappeared
He was back and so was her...they were back and that moment he knew that she won't go...he will not let her go, let her leave him in any way...he smiled back and her heart fluttered with joy
'See you tomorrow sumo for breakfast, you can unpack your stuff tomorrow because it's late, you should sleep and we will go college together tomorrow ' he said and without waiting for her response left from there...from her room and his, actually there...
She stood still not able to blink her eyes as she saw him leaving...she placed her hand on her chest as her heart beat became faster then usual...she than at last kept aside all packed and unpacked stuff and went to sleep...a sleep filled with peace and bliss
Next Morning when she descended the stairs and came to dinning area, the first person she noticed was him and to her surprise his eyes was on her, she smiled slyly and he looked down, smiling himself
'Soumya beta, at what time your train is?' Dadi asked and she turned to her, shocked and then eyed everyone else at the table, everyone's eyes were on her and that's when realization dawned upon her, she haven't thought of any reason... 'wo dadi...' she started trying to come up with some reason when someone else cleared his throat grabbing everyone's attention 'dadi, somu nahe ja rae hai...she told me yesterday night, she is going to stay...' it was rudra
She looked at him thankfully as almost everyone starts telling her how happy they were and no one asking the reason until om stepped in... 'saumya, why sudden change of mind..?' om with playful smile asked her, she looked away for a moment as if hiding her smile before turning to om 'Bade Baal wala bhaiyaa, suddenly I lost the reason to leave...' she said and took her seat
Rudra smiled widely as he understand the meaning of her words ... Om shook his head at them, they thought that they are smart but he is smarter and probably the only witness of their yesterday night's conversation...he chuckled slightly as he eyed both of them once again and mumbled under his breath 'love is in the air'
I know there are so many mistakes...please ignore them...finished writing half hour ago only...umul, Mahi, doll, jen, lav and nehu..hope it was upto your expectations 😳
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