This is a long OS but really wanted Swasan to reunite and sort out the misunderstandings. Hope you guys like it.
It is after Uttara's engagement breaks with Chirand, sorry Chirag. Sanskar was broken but since he is so good at hiding he went inside his room after consoling Uttara in order to break down because he couldn't save his sister's heart from breaking again. This time his anger didn't turn up. Though he so wanted to kill that Chirand then and there itself but he stopped looking at the people around. And then when Uttara became bold enough to stand up for himself he also stood up for her and go those people out of the house. (According to the OS Sujata is not consoling Gaytri to stop because she doesn't want to repeat the same mistake again.
Sanskar was now in his room. He didn't close the door. He opened the window and sat down on a chair just in front of it. He brought the coffee table in his room in front of the window to complete his set-up, Then he took out his alcohol bottles form the cupboard because he knew that only alcohol could sooth his pain now since swara was not there with him anymore. Swara knew him very well so she went to their (she still considers it to be THEIR room)
Sanskar was about to open the bottle when Swara came and threw the bottle down.
Sa- (angry, gets up) What's your problem? Why don't you stop interfering in others' life?
Sw- I have already stopped doing it.
Sa- Then what was this? (Points at the broken pieces of the bottle)
Sw- I said that I have stopped interfering in others' life but you are not a part of the other people. you are mine.
Sa- (looks the other side) I am not yours anymore. All those things are over now. The relation we shared, the love we had... everything was over the day you left me.
Sw- No Sanskar that love is not over for me, neither is the relation.
Sa- Swara on hand is not enough for a clap!
Sw- But Sanskar one heart is enough for love.
Sa- (she was adding fuel to fire, even angrier, faces her) So you want to say that you still love me? Then where was this love when you left me alone? The day you left you took every part of me. You made me such a brother who has no say in his own sister's wedding even after knowing that the guy is wrong, Damn it!
Swara was feeling really guilty. Those eyes were piercing her soul. She was breaking and she could hear those sounds of her heart telling her that it is over now. You were always wrong.
Sa- And breaking one bottle wont help Mrs. Maheshwari. I have dozens of them. They are the only ones who sooth my pain now. (looks the other way)
Sw- Sanskar...( in a low tone) Please look at me for once.
Sa- And what should I do looking at you. (looks at her) Stare you? No, because that right is already snatched away from me.
Sw- What do you mean Sanskar?
Sa- Something that you don't know? No, Mrs. Maheshwari, don't act so cute and good. You know what I mean. I am talking about Nikhil, your childhood friend, sorry love!
Swara had tears brimming in her eyes.
Sa- No Mrs. Maheshwari, those tears don't work for me anymore. You killed my soul that very day and now I don't feel for anyone or anything. I am just a soulless body who is just doing its task but aint really knowing what it is doing. You have killed that Sanskar the very day you left without believing me, AGAIN!
Yes, she did it again. She didn't believe him, yet AGAIN. She is the reason for this change. But she knew that the Sanskar who loved her is still alive. She knew that her Sanskar could only be brought by her because she is one who made him go to hibernation with an unknown period of time.
Sa- (angry) Just leave now! You are no one to me. Just some no one!
Swara got an idea to make him speak up his feelings. She took out her sandles saying that they were broken and started walking out. While walking she purposely stepped on the glass pieces. And now both her feet were covered with blood. Sanskar didn't turn to see her off and neither did she make any pain sound. She wanted him to see it for himself. The blood was leaving its marks on the floor with a stamp of her leg.
Sanskar was about to sit down to clear the glass pieces when he saw those pieces have some blood. He saw that the blood was having a pathway. It was in the form of feet marks. He immediately saw Swara who was trying to walk with the pain without even uttering a word. He immediately called her out.
Sa- Swara!
Swara stopped and smiled but covered t.
Sw- (turned, not showing her pain) Yes!
Sa- (ran to her) Are you mad? (picked her up) Pagal ho? Kitna khoon beh raha hai? Didn't you even see it?
Sw- (keeps her hand around his shoulders) Sanskar jo tumhe dard diya hai use toh bahut kam hai. Aur tumhaare mujhse door rehne ke dard ke saamne toh kuch bhi nahi!
Sa- (places her on the bed) Pagal ho tum? Is this the time to talk such nonsense?
He went near her leg and took her feet on his lap. He was frightened to see the blood oozing out.
Sa- (angrily looks at her, with conern) Pagal ho tum? Are you nuts? Don't you even know how to walk? Should I teach you that? Are you out of your mind? (looks at the leg again) Dekho kitna khoon beh raha hai? And see the glass pieces are inside your leg, really deep. This must be paining, right?
Swara could clearly see the concern his eyes were telling, the pain he was trying to hide behind his shouts. Sanskar started to take out the glass pieces from her legs.
Sw- Ah!
Sa- (concerned) I am sorry! I am really sorry. I will do it more carefully.
Sanskar started to do it more delicately. Swara remembered how he did the acting when she was treating his wound on his back caused because of Sahil. She smiled and then thought of revenge.
Sw- Ah!
Sa- Sorry!
Swara started making sounds. After some minutes Sanskar understood her prank.
Sa- You are making fun of me?
Swara nodded in a no like a small child and then in yes.
Sa- Abhi batata hoon!
He went and sat near her. Swara understood his intentions. Before she could say anything he started tickling her. She couldn't stop her laughs. Sanskar also started laughing. They both laughed. After some time Swara stopped laughing and was just staring at him. He was laughing after ages and looked really cute. They laughed after complete 6 months now. Sanskar also stopped and they shared an eyelock, a long one this time. But Sanskar realized what he was doing and changed the topic.
Sa- (gets up) Wait! I will get the first aid box.
Swara held his hand. Sanskar could see tears brimming in her eyes. He thought that they were because of the pain in her leg but actually they were because of the pain in her heart.
Sa- Main jaldi lekar aata hoon, it might be paining a lot.
He was about to leave but stopped hearing Swara's words. He didn't turn though.
Sw- (serious) You are right Sanskar, it pains a lot.
Sanskar turned to her. Now the tears that were in her eyes were now out on her palms.
Sw- (looks at him, crying face) It actually pains a lot... to know that I was wrong all throughout... this wrong that I can't even apologize now. I am not worth it. Sanskar I have hurt you to the core of your heart. You were right Sanskar, you were always right. And I was (tears out of her eyes)... I was always wrong Sanskar. (guilty, angry at herself, looks down) I was wrong to not tell you about me and Ragini. I was wrong about not understanding what you meant. I was wrong for blaming you. I was wrong for leaving you. I was wrong for loving my sister so much that I forgot the one who was beside me through every thick and thin of my life. I was wrong that I supported my sister who once took away everything I had. I was wrong Sanskar. I was wrong (cries bitterly).
Sanskar wanted to hug her then and there itself but he wanted to listen today. He wanted to know her state. Though seeing her in pain left him into pieces but today he wanted to hear it out because sometimes things solve when they are heard properly.
Sw- Sanskar (looks at him) I know that this wont suffice all the pain I gave to you but it would surely leave me a bit happy that to the least I did it. (cries bitterly, looks down) I am sorry Sanskar, I am sorry. I am sorry for not making you my first priority. I am sorry for not loving you the way you wanted me to. I am sorry for hurting you. I am sorry for troubling. I am sorry for not being perfect for you while you were always for me. (looks at him again) Sanskar, you deserve someone better in your life. You deserve someone who would actually love you. And I am surely not the one. Sanskar sab rishte perfect karne ke chakkar mein maine apna sabse important rishta kamzor kar diya. I am sorry Sanskar. Gayatri Ji ne galat nahi kaha hai.
Sanskar couldn't understand what she meant. He went and sat near her.
Sw- Sanskar, Gaytri Ji, mom sab sahi kehte hain. Main bahut buri hoon. Main bahut kharab hoon. Main sabko dard deti hoon. Main sabki life destroy karti hoon. Main characterless...
This was enough for Sanskar. He sealed his lips with her to make her stop just the same way he did it earlier. But the difference was at that he didn't really want her to stop because she was acting really cute whereas today he wanted her to stop because today she was speaking non-sense. Sanskar poured all the love and anger and whatever he felt. But swara did not respond. She was shocked. After some time he broke the kiss.
Sa- Tumhe meri Swara ke khilaaf bolne ka koi haq nahi hai Mrs. Maheshwari.
Swara was moved by his words. Sanskar told the truth about she being his wife just because Gaytri was speaking against her.
Sw- (tears started flowing again) Sanskar how can you love me this much? How can you love me this much that you told about us being married just to stop Gaytri ji from saying anything about me? Why could I never love you this much? I am not really worthy of your love Sanskar, I am not.
Sa- (causually) Vaise tum bakwaas bahut karti ho! Is it some hereditary problem or some by-default problem?
Sw- you are teasing me?
Sa- come on now, you are my wife, cant I even tease you now?
Swara smacked his shouler. They started to laugh again.
Sw- (serious) Sanskar, kya tumne mujhe maaf kae diya?
Sa- Mai kar bhi doon toh kya ho jayega Swara, you have moved on with Nikhil.
Swara slapped him hard on his cheeks. Sanskar was shocked.
Sw- (held his collar) I dare you to say it again Mr. Sanskar Maheshwari. Why cant you understand that I love you! (again started crying)
Sanskar was watching her and tears formed in his eyes as well.
Sw- You hate me this much that you even don't want to console me?-
Sanskar understood what she meant and immediately hugged her. She hugged him back and both cried telling about their feelings. After some 15 minutes they broke apart.
Sa- Swara kyat um ab waapas Badi Jaogi?
Sw- Hmmm...
Sanskar was shocked. He understood it the wrong way yet again. He looked the other side.
Sa- Chalo main tumhe aur Ragini ko Badi chod aata hoon.
He was about to get up.
Sw- Mr. Maheshwari, agar main waapas nahi jaungi toh kapde kaise laungi?
He immediately looked at her in surprise.
Sw- Obviously, Why would I leave you this time? We would solve all the mysteries together while fighting and talking and having fun. And I would diminish every voice that speaks against you. You know Best Friends Forever turn to Lovers Forever type life.
Sanskar could not express his happiness. Tears escaped his eyes. Swara just went near him and hugged him. She whispered in his ears.
Sa- (low tone) Sanskar loves Swara and Swara loves Sanskar should be written on every part of this room with our memories. (she blushed a bit)
Sa- I have finally got my Swara back.
Sw- But Sanskar give me my Sanskar also back. Please leave this alcohol and anger. Main toh bewkoof hoon but you are intelligent right, tum mera saath mat chodna please!
Sanskar smiled in return with an assurance that he would do whatever she wants.
They stayed like that. Later they broke apart. Sanskar aided her wounds and meanwhile scolded her also. Then went down hands in hands. Swara called Ragini. Ragini was surprised seeing Sanskar and Swara together. Everyone came out as Ragini shouted in excitement and they were also surprised.
Su- Par Je sab hua kaise chori?
Sa- Mom bahut long story hai. (looks at Swara)
Sw- In brief, sometimes talking is enough to repair the partially broken relations. (looked at Sanskar with love.)
Sw- Vaise now Ragini we should leave.
Ap- Leave?
Sa- Mom how will she come back if she will not get her belongings? (smiled)
Su- (went near them) Swara thari wajah se maine apne chore ko dobara kho diya tha aur thari wajah se uske chehre ki muskaan laut aayi. Wada kar mhaare se ki waa ki ye hasi wapas na javegi.
Sw- (playfully) Mom, ab toh stamp paper par likhva lo.
All of them laughed.
Ut- Vaise bhabhi who toh lika hua hai, aapka marriage certificate dekh lo!
All of them laughed again. Ragini was now thanking the god for putting everything in place. Now she would tell the truth about Laksh's death tomorrow, this was her decision. Sanskar, Swara and Ragini left.
The next morning, Swara was ready to leave with Sanskar. She promised Ragini that she would do the wedding planner work as well. Nikhil did not anything about what happened between Sanskar and Swara because he was fast asleep the previous day. Shomi and Shekhar were told about the whole incident by Sanskar and Swara, not their private moment.
Sanskar became the old Sanskar again before meeting Swara. He had got his hair trimmed and came back to the same hairstyle as he had earlier and the got rid of his beard finally. Now he was looking the cute, sweet little boy of Swara. He wore the same blazer, T-shirt and Jeans combo he used to wear earlier.
Sanskar came to Badi but was stopped to enter inside by Nikhil. No one else there in the hall.
Sa- (calmly) Nikhil hato, mujhse Swara se milna hai.
Ni- After the insult that Swara had to bear at your house yesterday I wont let you meet her and hurt her again with your pinching words.
Sanskar tightened his wrists. He was about to say something when Swara called Nikhil from behind with anger. Nikhil immediately turned.
Sw- How dare you Nikhil? How dare you question Sanskar?
Ni- Swara lekin main toh bas...
Sw- (cuts him) Lekin main toh kya? Listen Nikhil, you are a really great friend of mine. You have really helped me a lot but that does not mean that you can interfere in our family matters. I know you were worried about me but I don't need your worries. I am happy with my life and I know how to tackle people and situations. So thank you for helping me and sorry that I have shouted on you but you need to hear it out. You are my friend and Sanskar is my husband and we love each other. And love is like a roller coaster ride. So there will surely be troubles in our lives that does not mean you break relationships. So thanks again and now give me space because my husband is here and I have t go with him.
Nikhil was about to say something but stopped. Sanskar took Swara's bags and they went out because Sanskar had some important work at home so he could not have waited.
In the CAR
Sa- Vaise yeh sherni roop bahut jachta hai tumpe!
Sw- You stay by my side and I would always be in this roop for your support.
Sa- I love you Swara!
Sw- (leans on his shoulders) I love you too Sanskar! Vaise you look good now, I must say best in this roop, mere Sanskar wala.
Sa- Well tumhara Sanskar khud ko control bhi nahi kar pata tha! (winks)
Sw- (gets up) Haww! Besharam! (slightly hits his shoulder)
Sa- Aaj raat ko iss par dawai lagvaunga, par apne style se. (smirks)
Sw- Ready! (smirks)
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