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Part 19
Raman was still standing in the balcony, looking at the her car which is slowly going far from his house taking his Ishita along .He stood there for some more time and then came to his room ,he layed on bed ,and looked towards the roof and started thinking about his life ,the changes in his life ,how he met Ishita they became friends ,he taking care of her ,she falling in love for him ,her confession, his denial then their saperation ,her perent bringing her alliance for him ,his mother accepting it then his outburst on Ishita ,her attempt to suicide ,his affirmation for marriage only for her sake .Her tries to get closer to him ,he accepting to her that he likes someone else ,then her leaving him for his happiness ,her small gestures for happiness of his family members ,her hiding all her pain in herself ,his asking for the weekend trip with shagun ,her giving permission then going to her cousins marriage, his going behind her ,ishitas sadness and pain looking to other girls getting loved by their husbands, his taking marriage vows again to sooth her pain as he can't see her sad ,then him coming to know about shagun cheating him ,her decision to go leaving him .
Recalling that she has gone ,he turned to caress her side of bed ,he took her pillow and hugged it tight and took a deep breath to inhale her fragrance , he was surprised with his own feelings , she is not the first woman who has gone to her parents house then why he is so sad why is he thinking that may be she won't return . The thought again pricked him ,he got up from his place and spoke to himself " why she will not come ,its her house ,she is my wife ,why she will not come ".
" oh really is she really your wife ,have you ever treat her once like your wife " he heard his inner voice .
Now he was debeting with himself between his mind and heart .
M- see got all the rights as my wife .
H- and your love .
M- I know no need to remind me ,I know till now I have not but I already told her that now we will live like a normal couple .
H- just keep yourself on her place and think ,if Ishita would be loving someone and married you because you loved her ,you came to know about her love after your marriage ,had you believed her if she says one day that she will lead a happy life with you leaving her past .
M- its not so easy to live a happy life switching the girls .
H- same applies to her ,when she wanted to be with you ,you went away now she is unable to trust you.
M- then what should I do .
H- leave her .
M- are you out of your mind ,she is my wife how can I leave her .
H- then make her believe that she is important to you ,you love her , you want her .
M- love ,how can I matlab I just ,matlab two days back I ended my relationship with shagun and then today how can I say Ishita that I love her .I need some time .
H- that what she did ,she gave you time to realize that you actually want to spend your life with her ,you actually love her .
M- isme realize karne ki kya baat hai ,defiantly I want to spend my life with her ,but she want to change her mind that's why I let her go ,but its just for some days .
H- why do you want her .
M- because she is my wife .
H- she was your wife earlier too ,but you decided to leave her for shagun ,then why you want to be with her .
M- I don't know but I want her in my life ,this room ,this house these all are so empty without her .
H- this only called love ,yes Raman you are in love with her .
M- I don't know ,as I never felt like this with shagun ,but if its called love then OK I love her .
H- then why are you wasting time go and confess your love .
M- actually you are right ,I will confess my love tomm itself .
Like this he talked to himself for long time then slept cuddling to her pillow ,feeling her near him .Next day was a new day ,he got ready before time and went to office to prepare for his confession, on the way he bought a bouquet of red roses ,a chocolate and a beautiful black designer Saree for her . He was so happy today ,again and again he was practicing,how to confess her .Slowly all the office people arrived ,but Mr iyer and Ishita didn't come yet ,he was waiting eagerly for them when he received Mr iyers call that today both him and Ishita are not coming today as Ishita is with her parents after long time .Raman was shocked listening to this ,he made a sad face and nodded .
He ruffled his hairs and spoke to himself " Raman beta ab tak tu apni love story ka dushman tha aur an saare. yesterday my parents send her to iyers ,though it was our decision but they should have stopped her know , uske parents ko bula liya and now her father didn't send her to office and to my bad luck I cannot leave office kyoki baap beti dono nahi aaye .shit ,what add should I do now ."
He was still talking to himself when the peon knocked and informed that the clients are waiting for him in conference hall .Raman made a dirty face and spoke" you go I m coming in a while ".
The day passed like this ,though Raman tried to focus much on his work but today hr was too restless ,he was not able to concentrate on anything ,he though didn't go from office but he cancelled all his meetings and only spend his time in cabin waiting for evening .Any how the day passed ,now it was evening, he wrapped all his works and came out from the office ,he was lost in his thoughts and unknown to him he was driving towards iyer house ,when he came half the way he realized that where he was going ,he smacked his head and spoke ," Raman what's this I think you have gone mad ."
He stopped in mid and thought for a while then called his mother abd informed that he is going to iyer house . After sometimes he reached to iyer house ,amma was there ,she welcomed him wholeheartedly, she brought snacks for him and was talking to him ,after talking to her for a while he asked for Ishita ,amma then informed that she has gone for shopping along with her friend, Raman now cannot wait to meet her ,he was getting restless ,he so wanted to share his feelings with Ishita but it seems she was teasing him . Raman asked amma about the mall in which Ishita has gone in pretext of having some very important work , she smiled and told the name of mall.
Raman bid adieu to amma and drove towards the mall ,as he can't wait more .Soon he was in the mall ,he called Ishita but she didn't picked his call which added his restlessness. He went inside to search for her ,he thought for a while abd then entered the ladies section and luckily he saw her choosing saaree for herself ,he signed in relief and walked to her buy to his bad luck ,Ishita went inside trial room till he reached to her .He made a sad face and thought to wait for her but she was taking ages at last he went to the trial room and knocked the door ,she didn't responded ,he again knocked,looking go him an attended came and asked him what he has doing there ,Raman scolded him not to disturb as she us his wife abd he has some urgent work with her .The attendent was gone ,Raman now knocking the door more loudly , at msdt Ishita opened the door angrily but before she can tell anything he entered the trial room and locked the door .She looked at him shockingly widening her eyes ,after some times she anyhow composed herself and asked " Raman you here ."
R- yes Ishita I m here ,I wanted to talk to you .
I- here ?
R- yes ,no actually I waited for you in office but you didn't come then I went to your parents house there also you were not there ,so I don't have any option either than talking to you here only .
I- what so important, at least we should go out .
R- no can't wait anymore ,waise bhi Maine bahut der kar di hai not more than this .
Ishita was confused as well as nervous as she can sense from his gesture that he is going to confess .she can sense the sane restlessness in him which she had on that day when she confessed her love to him ,she cannot speak more just signalled him to continue .
He came closer to her ,she closed her eyes feeling his proximity, it was not the first time they were so close but every time the reason was different, this time they were feeling each other ,he cupped her face and spoke making her look at him" I m very sorry Ishita because I took so much time to realize what you actually meant to me . I actually m confused and still figuring out that how a person exactly feel when he has in love because I had relationship with two women's but both time I had different feeling ,though I was in love with he'd but I never felt for her like I m feeling for you .I know I m ignorant when you are around but I becsmd restless when you are not around .you know two days back I came to know that she cheated me but instead of being sad I felt relieved but the moment you said that you want to go to your parents house my heart skipped ,I can't explain how I spend whole day without you .Ishita I m imagining you everywhere ,I just craved for you like a person crave for breath ,if its love then I love you Ishita .I love you Ishita don't know from when but I need you in my life as my life line ,I know you will not believe me but this is my true feeling towards you . I love you Mrs Ishita Raman bhalla .
Listening to him confession she closed her eyes as if feeling after listening to his confession while he kissed her forehead.
That's all for now friends .Hope you like this update .Enjoy reading and do comment .
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