Please Check out my other work at following links:
Shivika 50th AT Celebration: Broken and Anguish
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/ishqbaaaz/4703537/shivika-os-50th-at-celebration-1-broken-2-anguish-updated
Shivika OS: Clarity
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/ishqbaaaz/4702038/shivika-anshi-os-clarity-final-chp-4-up-on-demand-pg-angel-be-mine
Ishkara OS: Awari
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/ishqbaaaz/4701973/ishkara-os-awari
Ishqbaazi tales Oberoi Style
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/ishqbaaaz/4688570/ishqbaazi-tales-oberoi-way-ishkara-up-ft-shivika-ishkara-ru
Dark Ishkara FF- The Oberoi Revenge baby
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/ishqbaaaz/4717623/dark-ishkara-ff-the-oberoi-revenge-baby-discontinued
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Chapter One: https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/ishqbaaaz/4702038/shivika-anshi-os-clarity-final-chp-4-up-on-demand-pg-angel-be-mine
Chapter Two: https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/ishqbaaaz/4702038/shivika-anshi-os-clarity-final-chp-4-up-on-demand-pg-angel-be-mine?pn=9
Chapter Three
"Where do you think you are going?" asked Shivaay with his eyes closed to a startled Anika who was guiltily looking away like a kid with his hand in cookie jar, in the process of leaving him when he felt her carefully tugging his arm from her waist, trying not to wake him up when they were lying down with Anika's head placed on Shivaay's chest near his heart. "It's late. It's almost mid night and Sahil is alone" said Anika looking anywhere but him which irked Shivaay when he tugged her chin towards him and forcing Anika to look in his Greenish blue mysterious eyes. "Why? You are not Cinderella. There is few hours left to the party and don't lie to me as I know Bauji is with him" said Shivaay nuzzling his nose in her long fragrant hair near her ear. Anika pushed him away using all her might and shouted at him saying "I know I am no Cinderella and you certainly are not my Prince Charming but rather that Pumpkin that will disappear. So let me go. It's my responsibility to care for my brother like you care about your brothers and your family."
Shivaay looked at Anika with fire in his eyes as they followed her leaving. Anika felt herself grabbed from behind and cornered on the balcony when her hand was unlocking the door. She angrily looked at Shivaay but was shocked at seeing tears glitter his eyes as he huskily said "You think I want to do this? You think I enjoy this. Torture myself. You think I am masochist? You know why I have to do this. You rightly said it's my responsibility to care for my family and I thought you of all people would understand me. You would have done the same thing if you were in my position. Rudra calls me the great wall of Shivaay Singh Oberoi but right here right now he can't see the crack and wall on the verge of collapse."
"Make You Feel My Love" by Adele
When the rain is blowing in your face,
And the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love.
When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love.
I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
But I will never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
No doubt in my mind where you belong.
I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,
I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love.
The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret.
The winds of change are blowing wild and free,
You ain't seen nothing like me yet.
I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn't do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
To make you feel my love
To make you feel my love
Anika hardened her heart and masked her emotions when she felt like breaking down and shed tears of pain. She looked him in eye and said "Yes. You are right. May be I would have done anything to protect my family. But, I too am a living breathing person with feelings and emotions and you can't play with them. Don't do this to me. Don't say anything and make it worse. Don't push me so hard that I can't stand up again. I am a strong person and I won't let you control me. I can't breathe when I am around you. I can't think when I am around you. You are an engaged man. I kiss you and I have to smile at Tia. Your fiance. You are off limits to me and I know that. It's like I am your dog on your leash. I look for you when you are not around and I stare at you when you are. It's like I belong to you and you only have to press a button and I can't function anymore and I hate that. I don't want to wait around for you."
"You think I want to feel this way. The Shivaay Singh Oberoi everyone calls Stone Singh Oberoi. You think I want to feel this way. You think I want to feel a girl so out of my plexus. With no class, known bloodline or even a family name. I am usually the one who is in control in every situation without even flinching and everyone falls back on me so you think I like being so out of control of myself and my emotions. If I had never met you I would have married Tia without thinking twice. She is perfect for me. She doesn't question me, doesn't challenge me and most importantly didn't expect love from me. You think I want to be here right now wishing the night doesn't end and be with a girl who pesters me, gets under my skin, questions my question and forces me to look at things differently. You think I like being wrong. The truth is Anika I belong to you, you control me and I am the dog or rather as Rudra had once said a pet tamed by you. And I hate feeling like this weak, vulnerable and doubting my decision. You think I don't want to do the right thing and marry Tia today without any conflicting emotions because trust me Anika I would trade away my entire wealth to be the way I was like before. The Wall. The stone. The person everyone can count on to be in charge. If I could just give this all away and run away with you I would but you know I can't do that. I can't run away from all this and I need you to be with me on this. I need to know if you are on board with my decision of marrying Tia. You wouldn't ask me not to, would you?"
Anika couldn't control herself anymore and she broke in front of him lashing out at him and striking him with all her strength and punching him on his chest and arms saying, "I told you not to do this to me. I told you...Why? Why? Are you a sadist who likes hurting me every freaking time. I hate you. Damn it I hate you. Leave me just ..." Shivaay took Anika in his arms and kissed away her tears. He softly blew kisses all over her face, on her forehead, on her cheeks.
And then Shivaay Singh Oberoi kisses her, on lips. It was at first almost as if he hadn't wanted to kiss her. His mouth was hard on hers, unyielding; then he put both arms around her and pulled her against him. His lips softened. She could feel the rapid beat of his heart, taste the sweetness of his mouth. She wound her hands into his hair, as she'd wanted to do since the first time she'd been kissed by him. His hair curled around her fingers, silky and fine. Her heart was hammering, and there was a rushing sound in her ears, like beating wings. Holding her hand across his chest, his other hand sliding across her neck, his touch feathery soft, sending a shiver that travels down her spine into her legs, which are having a hard time keeping her upright. She could feel his heart slamming against her palm and could smell his breath and feel the stubble on his upper lip, a sandpapery contrast to the softness of his lips, and Shivaay was looking at her and her looking back at him. Shivaay tried his best ignoring the voices he kept hearing in his heart saying "I wanted to preserve this moment, this slice of time when the night was cool and bright with reflected moonlight and no one the to be a witness of the kiss between us, full of unspent promise. Every event in my life after this would be different because I would have been kissed by her. Say yes. Open your eyes, see that it's me, and say yes."Anika opened her eyes and said with glassy eyes and said "I think you should do the right think. You should marry her. I have to leave now. I have to deliver her wedding dress after the last fitting." Anika walked away after Shivaay released her with reluctance trying his best to hold on to her for a little while, for little longer.
I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time I've kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
When my heart is, broken
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I'm always saying how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I'm always saying how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry.
Please, please don't leave me
Baby, please don't leave me
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I'm always saying how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back,
It's gonna come right back to this.
Please, don't leave me.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me
Baby, please don't leave me
By: Pink
Anika unlocked the door to find a confused Tia, Omkara and Rudra to whom she said "I think the lock is problematic. It got jammed." "Oh so Rudra you dragged me here as the door was not opening. But you should have called some servant. My poor Shivaay baby he must be feeling so cold. It's chilly today but anyways Anika thank god it was you. I would have been so worried for him otherwise" said Tia not sensing the tense environment and sullen face of Rudra and sympathetic face of Omkara. " Come, you have to see the last changes on your wedding dress the designer has made" said Anika leaving with Tia leaving very shattered Omkara and Rudra who looked out on the balcony to see Shell of their brother standing clutching his heart with tears in his eyes.
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