" MAIN KISI SE KAHOONGA NAHI"
Ishita was so excited that today bala ( her brother) friends are coming to meet him ,to be precise she was excited to see Raman ( bala's friend and her all time crush).
Yeah ,Raman and bala were classmate two years older than Ishita ,they were in same school and ishita had a super crush on Raman ,she likes him from the time she came to understand what is the meaning of liking someone and now her like has changed from crush to deep love because she has always seen him as her life partner .But the irony of her life was that after loving him for a long term 9 years ,she has never mouth her feelings to him or bala .No body's knows about her love towards Raman ,because at first he was elder than him and second he was her brother's friend .
After their school ,Raman often come to meet bala as they were besties and in this process ishita also get chances to have glimpse of him ,that was enough for her to love him more and more .Many times she wanted to mouth her feelings but every time she back out thinking about his reaction ,because she loves him so deeply that she can live without confessing her love to him but can't live with his denial. Though ishra had never talked in person but ishita knows that he also likes her ,as he also use to admire her like she admire him whenever they are together or we can say that they almost had confessed their love through their eyes .After completing his graduation Raman went to London to do his MBA and has returned some days back .Now he is coming to meet bala and will stay in iyer house for a week as it's Balas wedding week .
Ishita dressed herself in his favorite blue colour anarkali suit ,she did a lil makeup ,put a dark kohl in eyes beautiful doe shaped eyes,left her curls loose and wore lil earnings which matches with her dresses ,she checked herself again and again to make sure that Raman will like her .She was standing in balcony waiting for his arrival ,soon he showed up with his friends ,they entered the iyer mension with bala ,but as per his habit Raman raised his eyes to look at the balcony which is ishitas place where she usually stand and wait for him .Raman saw her she was already looking at him ,they shared a brief eyelock and then smiled fully .Ishita went inside to welcome them ,she came down to arrange tea and snacks for them.
After retirement Raman's parents had shifted to Chandigarh ,so to attend his bestie wedding Raman has decifed to spend a whole week in his house .Bala and his friends entered the house ,they sat in couch while Mrs iyer welcomed Raman wholeheartedly as he has come after a long time. Ishita came with snacks and tea ,she placed the tray in table and sat beside amma . Bala, Amma and his friends were talking while ishra were stealing glances on each other .
After some talks amma asked Raman
" Raman had you chosed any girl for your marriage ,see most of your friends got married ,now bala is also getting married ,you should also settle in your life ."
R- ( looking to ishita with cores of his eyes)- yes aunty ma is also behind me, as soon as she choose a girl for me I will also get marry .
A- That's very good that you want to marry a girl of your mother choice .nahi to aaj kal ke bachche to khud se hi life partner choose kar lete hain .
She said this looking to bala as his marriage is love cum arrange marriage.
R- Actually aunty ma was also very scared when I was going abroad that I will get marry to some foreigner ,but I assured her that I will marry a girl of her choice only .
Amma and Raman were talking like this and ishita was glaring at him ,as he was saying that he will marry a girl of his mother's choice where as she hadn't had met him mother yet .
A- after bala marriage I will try to do ishitas marriage asap ,if you find some good alliance for her please let us know .
R- why not aunty ,you just tell me your requirement for boy ,I m in search of a good alliance for simmi ,if I get a suitable one for ishita I will surely let you know .
Ishita cannot tolerate more she ran to her room ,bolted the door and started crying .
I-( to herself ) this is not fair Raman you know that how much I love you but still you never bother to talk to me ever ,instead you are hurting me by talking about other girl for you and another boy for myself ,you very well know that I can't marry anyone except you then also you are doing this to me .Agar mujhse itna hi bore ho chuke ho to saaf saaf bol do na ,I will never keep hopes that we will be together some day .
She was still crying ,when she felt someone sitting beside her ,he raised her eyes and saw him sitting beside her ,he wiped her tears and sang .
Itni mohabbat karo na
Main doob na jaaun kahin
Waapas kinaare pe aana
Main bhool na jaaun kahin
Dekha jabse chehra tera
Main toh hafton se soya nahin
Bol do na zara
Dil mein jo hai chhipa
Main kisi se kahunga nahi
Main kisi se kahunga nahi
Mujhe neend aati nahi hai akele
Khawabon mein aaya karo
Nahi chal sakunga tumhare bina main
Mera tum sahara bano
Ik tumhe chahne ke alaawa
Aur kuch humse hoga nahi
Bol do na zara
Dil mein jo hai chhipa
Main kisi se kahunga nahi
Main kisi se kahunga nahi
Hamari kami tumko mehsoos hogi
Bhiga dengi jab baarishein
Main bhar kar ke laaya hoon
Aankhon mein apni
Adhuri si kuch khwahishein
Rooh se chahne wale aashiq
Baatein jismon ki karte nahin
Bol do na zara
Dil mein jo hai chhipa
Main kisi se kahunga nahi
Bol do na zara
Dil mein jo hai chhipa
Main kisi se kahunga nahi
Main kisi se kahunga nahi
He consoled her ,but the moment she tried to touch him she realised that he was not in real but her illusion.She again got sad thinking same what she was thinking earlier .
The day passed like this ,Bala's friends have some good time and went to tgeir homes only Raman was left ,it was evening, Raman came out to hall from his room after having a small nap ,he sat in couch and was looking for iyers but nobody was there ,he was wondering where everybody was gone when he saw Ishita coming with his evening tea and snacks .She reached to him , kept the tray and was about to leave when Raman asked " where is everybody ".
I- Amma ,appa and Anna has gone to temple for some ritual of marriage .
R- you didn't go .
I- Anna told that somebody should be there in house so I stayed back .
Though ishita was not facing Raman but listening to her husky voice ,he immediately understood that she was crying .He asked " ishita are you alright.
I- humm .
Though she was ok till now but the moment he asked ,her eyes again got teary recalling his words in the afternoon .She was about to leave the place when Raman pulled her to him and she landed in his lap ,he wounded his arms around her and held her protectively .He raised her face , looked at her and asked concerned noticing tears in her eyes " ishita what happened why are you crying ".
I( struggling to free herself )- leave me ,you are bad ,you wanted to marry another girl na ,then go to her ,why are you bothered about me .
R- ( cupping her face )- you know very well that you are my one and only love .
I(pretended to be unknown)- how do I know that you love me ,you never told that to me moreover you have gone to aboard may be you had found some other girl .
R( scolding her )- chup ,did you ever told me that you love me ,nahi na but I know that you love me likewise you should also know that you were ,is and always be my one and only love ,got that .
I- but you should have told me na .
R- you can also tell that if you know that I like you .
I- why should I ,I m a girl ,boys should confess first moreover I was not sure.
R- where it is written and how can you say that you don't know .you very well know whenever I m in Delhi for even a day I come to your place .
I- WO to you come to meet Anna .
R(curling her more in him)-do you really think that ,tell me you don't know that I come to see you .
ishita didn't say anything but looked down shyly then again she raised her head recalling something .
I( innocently )- but you told amma that you will marry with mummyji's choice girl .
R( teasing )- aha ,mummyji not bad ,arey baba ,I had already talked to ma and she us coming in balas sangeet to talk about ourself ,and you know what she also likes you very much as I like you .
I- and what about the alliance ,that you were talking about me .
R- oh my jaan you are so buddhu ,baba was just talking to aunty .waise I m here so soon because I want to talk to bala about us ,so that when ma and papa will talk to your parents ,he can support us .
I- sachchi .
R- haan baba .
I( kissing him on his cheeks)- Raman you are so good .
R- omg my jaan has became so bold .
Ishita smiled fully and hide herself in him shyly ,he pulled her more into himself and hugged her tight .
She raised her face and looked at him while he pressed his lips on her ,she was surprised with his sudden action ,she widened her eyes in shock while he continued his work ,he started sucking her rosy lips while slowly she closed her eyes enjoying the kiss ,though she didn't responded the kiss but enjoyed it fully .
Days passed ,Raman talked to bala ,he was more than happy to know that his best friend likes his sister .At the day of sangeet ,Mr and Mrs bhalla came with Raman's alliance ,bala also convinced his parents ,soon ishra marriage was also fixed .Their mother talked to Pandit ji for an auspicious day for ishra marraige ,Panditji saw his Patras ( holy book) and said that their is no auspicious day till Sox months after bala's marriage date ,both the mother wanted the marriage asap so they decided that ishra marriage will also happen on the day of bala's marriage .
Both ishra were too happy to know that their wait of nine years got completed in just one week .The wedding date arrived and ishra alsong with bala and vandu got married at the same date of bala wedding .
That's all friends ,hope you like this simple Os .
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