Hello friends I m back with another update .Here's the next part .
Part 14
Raman did her dressing and everybody praised Raman for being so caring towards ishita but only ishra know that he is the one who had messed their life somuch and hurted ishita too much that now she has lost all hope and faith in love .
After a while all left the room, instructing ishita to take care .All were gone only ishra were left .Raman got up and bolted the door ,while Raman was gone to bolt the door ,ishita got up, but the moment she kept her feet in ground ,she winced in pain as the wound was deep and fresh .Raman turned and ran to her in a jiffy and spoke " I m there na ,then why you unnecessarily are trying to walk by your own .Tell me what you want ,I will bring it for you ".
Ishita didn't say anything and sat in the bed ,Raman looked at her with questioning eyes but she didn't said anything .Raman asked again and again but every time she denied.At last he didn't said anything and went back to his work .After sometimes ,when Raman was busy in his work ,ishita again got up from the bed and tried to walk but she cannot and in this she again moaned in pain disturbing Raman in his work .He raised his year and saw ishita walking very slowly towards her luggage. Raman got up from his place and spoke almost scolding " what's this ishita I told you na ,I will help you then why are you acting adamant ".
I( angrily)- Raman here is no one ,no need to pretend that you actually care for me .I m ok ,I will manage .
Raman felt bad listening to her,but he didn't responded as he know that she is deeply hurt and will pour her anger on him as she can't share it with anyone else .Ignoring her works he walked to her and spoke softly " ishita I m not pretending but actually concerned about you ,just tell me where you want to go and what you want ."
Though she was angry ,she had decided that she will not talk to him but the reality is she has craved for him ,she almost died for him and now when he is there for her how can she ignore him,moreover at this point if time ,she needs his help and above all ,Raman is the only person with whom she is comfortable .
Raman went closer to her and spoke shocking her as she was still in delimaa to seek his help or not ," ishita don't be adamant baby ,you need help.."
I( slowly )- I want to change .
R- oh ok .
He picked her luggage and gave her a set of her cloths ,then picked her up and took her to washroom .
R- you go and change I m waiting for you here only .just call me when you are done .
ishita nodded and went inside .After a while she called him ,he was taking her to bed when she told " Raman now I want to sleep ".
R- then sleep na .
I- you are capturing couch how can I ...
Raman didn't let her complete and spoke " ishita from bow onwards you will sleep in bed ."
I- and you .
R- I will also sleep in bed ,you know we are husband and wife from now onwards .
Saying so he put her in bed and went back to his work .Raman got busy in his work but ishita was in deep thought. she was having mix emotions listening to him that now they are going to live like husband and wife .she was angry thinking how easily he can say to live like husband and wife .excited that now he had accepted her ,sad that she is his second choice and mostly she was very much disappointed by her own reaction that every time she fell more for him.
Soon she was in deep slumber due to the effect of medicines and after completing his work ,Raman also slept beside her .Next morning also Raman helped ishita with her daily morning chores .After that he went Mr iyer and spoke " Sir now I want to take a leave ."
Mr iyer - why Raman ,why so soon we have to attebt one more marriage here.
R- oh ,but then also I want to go as you know we have many important meetings there and also I want to take ishita along with me .
Mr iyer - I can understand Raman that you have important meetings but at least leave ishita here ,she will enjoy the marriage .
R- I don't have any problem in leaving her here but you know she is injured and if I will leave here either one person has to rake care of her or she will be left alone ,there I,ma ,simmi will rake good care of her .its my thinking if you can take care of her I can leave but I think it will be better if I take her with me .
After much thinking and discussing with Mrs Iyer ,Mr iyer gave permission to Raman to take ishita along with him. Soon the tix were arranged and Raman brought ishita with himself .Though ishita wanted to be with her relatives but her wounds were deep and were actually troubling her a lot .She don't wanted to take Raman's help again and again so she had tried to walk of her own in this purpose ,she had hurted herself again and it started bleeding again ,she earned a scolding for that also and because of this Raman took her along with himself .
After reaching his house Raman picked ushira in his arms and was about to enter the house when she stopped him and spoke," Raman put me down it doesn't look good ".
Raman was already irritated with her contineous denial for taking his help ,he put her down and went inside taking their luggage along with him .Hr was whole heartedly welcomed with his mother ,she asked about ishita .Raman told that she is coming but after a long time when she didn't showed up ,he again cane out to check her and found that she was trying to walk but she can't walk due to severe pain and she was not calling him for help because she herself had sended him.He saw this and without speaking or listening anything he picked her up and went directly to their room .Looking to this toshiji and simmi followed them ,Raman told everything about her condition and also told them to take good care of ishita as he was going to office to attend some meetings .
Toshiji and simmi left the room ,now ishra were alone in the room.Raman sat beside ishita ,he cupped her face
and caressed her cheeks lovingly ,ishita closed her eyes feeling his touch ,she so wanted to shrug her hands but seems his soothing touches are medicines of all her wounds ,unknown to her a tear fell from her eyes ,he wiped her tears with his thumb and spoke" ishita I know I have hurted you numerous times but please don't hurt yourself in process of trying to hurt me. I know you are very much angry with me ,but why are you giving pain to yourself ,push me ,scold me if you want you can slap me also but don't hurt yourself .and mind it my concern about you is real ,you know me very well that I don't have to pretend anything ,got that.
Saying so he dropped a feathery kiss on her temple .she so wanted to throw herself in his arms and cry her heart out but she anyhow controlled herself . After that he got up and went for freshening ,he also helped ishita to get freshen and then told " ishita i going to office and from there itself I will go to shaguns place ."
Ishita didn't had spoked him till now ,as she was angry from him but listening to shaguns name ,her heart sinked ,she glared Raman ,he understood that she don't like his idea of meeting shagun ,he walked to her and spoke " ishita I had to meet her at least once to end everything ,don't worry I will be back soon ."
He was about to leave the place when he hears her " no need to pity on me ,if you want you can still continue your relationship with her ".
Listening to this Raman came back to her and spoke " I know you still don't believe me ,take your time ,till then I will try my level best ."
Saying so he left for office leaving a very confused and guilty ishita .
Ishita POV .
Ishita what are you doing , Raman your Raman is coming to you and you are chasing him all the time ,not only you are chasing him but you are hurting him again and again ,are you sane ishita who loves him to death .yeah I m same ishita ,who loves him unconditionally but he is the one who is responsible for all this .He is the one who pitied on me and married me because I was dying ,why didn't he left me to die ,mar gayi hoti to itni takleef nahi hoti .Aaj jab Maine saari umeedein chod di hain then he is telling that he want to live a normal life with me .how can I believe him.But you know his concerns are genuine ,he really cares for you .I know he cares for me but this is not so easy for me .
She was bettling between her mind and heart when simmi received with a plate of freshly chopped fruits and insisted her to eat ,after that both started talking , ishita forget about Raman and engrossed herself with simmi .
Raman went to shaguns home in afternoon instead of evening as each passing time was like a burden for him, he wanted to talk and clear everything asap .Raman pressed the bell again and again ,as shagun was not opening the door .After pressing the callbell for long time she opened the door ,both were shocked to see each other .Shagun because Raman usually visit her in evening and Raman because she was not looking fresh ,her hairs were messy ,she was wearing a night gown moreover she was without makeup which was unlike shagun. Before shagun could say anything Raman asked " shagun you like this ,at this time, are you ok ."
S( irritated )- yeah I m alright ,( after thinking for a while )- no actually I m not ok ,you go we will talk later .
Saying so she was about to close the door when Raman spoke entering the house ," no shagun I can't wait ,its very important .we need to talk ."
S- I know you want to talk about your ishita ,so please go we will talk later .
That's all for now friends ,hope you like this update .I stopped sharam conversation because its too leangtly ,so will include in next part .Enjoy reading and do continue .
People I m getting pathetic response ,which is demotivating me .you are the one who can help me out
Edited by Divanru - 9 years ago
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