Today was the first day after their separation & I can't see these two suffering like this any further. It's so painful & so horrible for the faint heated. The phone call conversation was so emotional, heartbreaking & powerful... The way Dev & Sona broke down after the call...the pain they were going through...all felt too real for me.That was the last time they were going to hear each other's voices. They made promises to be together & now they were saying that they would never hear each others voices...
"Bina kisi bahane baath karne ka haq aap koh chuke hai Mr. Dixit. We've broken up!"
She's reassuring herself & him by saying it loud & clear that they were not together anymore...He didn't have the right to call her anymore. There wasn't any need to talk to each other nor there was any need to meet each other. Those moments when she waited for him at his house till he got back from work, those moments when he used to drop her at her house, their phone calls, their skype calls, those romantic moments... were never going to come back.
"Mein aapne life mein move on karne ki koshish kar rahi hoon."She tells him. I can't imagine the pain Sona is going through while she's talking to him. Those expressions on their faces...she's unable to believe that she was saying all of this to Dev & Dev was unable to digest that he was listening to what Sona was saying...It was really happening!! They never expected this. And she tells him not to make it all the more difficult by calling her or wanting to meet her. Indirectly telling him that he should move on too. It was his decision, it was his call & he too had to do the same.
"Aur aaj hum ek doosre ki aawaz aakiri baar sun rahi hoon."š
"I hope you have a great life Mr. Dixit." Sona how can you think he would have a great life without you?? Both of you made promises! Both of you gave up on each other way too fast...
"Goodbye Mr. Dixit...""Goodbye Sonakshi.." "It's Dr. Bose for you!"
"Goodbye Dr. Bose!"
I truly truly hate goodbyes now! I was in tears when they both broke down.ššThis was not they wanted. This was not they dreamt of. This was their sufferings. They were suffering...This is kismat's khel!
Shaheer you were brilliant, brilliant, brilliant. I knew I would cry the moment you broke down & I just did that. As an actor you've reached amazing heights & we are truly lucky to watch you act so beautifully. You're doing justice to Dev's role. And then to see Erica cry was heart breaking all over... Girl you're marvelous. How long do we have to go through this..?? Only one episode down post separation & I don't have the heart to bear their pain..
And Dev recorded their phone conversation. He wanted to hear her voice, because they weren't going to speak to each other ever again. He heard everything what she said all over again...he couldn't bear the pain in her voice..It was because of him that she was in pain...He couldn't take it anymore, because he promised he would keep her happy & he couldn't. He was angry with himself. So angry that he threw his phone...
"Oh no, ye maine kya kiya...mein Sonakshi ke awaaz kaise sunoonga!"I seriously couldn't take it anymore guys... This is so heartbreaking..!
Cricket
