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Psycho Analysis
So yesterday I had no Wifi connection due to the weather and thus no analysis. And today is a luck day for me as I am completely free,all thanks to the rains for letting us come home without any books and bags.Yesterday's parallel was so beautiful,and this analysis is going to be purely on that. This one is going to be something really tough for me to write so your views would be mattered highly.
He entered Nanu's room only to be stopped in his tracks seeing the serene beauty that slept right front of his eyes. A small peaceful smile crept up his face seeing her sleep with peace.He moved towards Nanu's bed,eyes glued to her face,not once leaving her.It was as if the peace which she carried within at the moment worked like a healer to his wounded heart that too lived within her. For him the placid beauty was everything that could make him feel lighter and happy.Trying to shrug the feeling off,convincing himself he picked up a random book and tried to read it but how could that be possible when his heart lay within her receiving something it craved for.His eyes shot up wandering about in the search of his heart which stopped by her,the owner of his heart. Not being able to convince himself any longer or hold himself in the chains of imaginary anger he moved a step towards her only to be stopped by the memory flash.
He smiled remembering how years back he had wanted to watch her sleep and how she had reacted to it saying she could not sleep when someone stared at her.He laughed at his own stupid teenager self and sat back still admiring her on the bed probably not wanting to disturb her sleep as she once told.It was when a sudden realization hit him that he was not the same teenage anymore,the situation and the bond were not the same and on top of that he was supposed to be angry did he once again convince himself and got back to reading.But how could it be a success when the breaker herself was curing the wounding heart with such innocence that fulfilled all the desires and cravings he carried within. He shot up the book,leveling it with his eyes just like he did 10 years back,as she shifted in her sleep,not wanting to be caught,not wanting to let his feelings flow.And once he knew she was sleeping peacefully,his eyes rested back to where they belonged.
Nanaji woke up calling out for her but he offered to help him,his eyes still locked on her face,checking if she was still sleeping and wasn't disturbed. He knew she had bundles of problems and this particular time was the only time she found peace that lay visible on her face. And of course he would never want to disturb it specially when he was there and he could control it.
He decided to leave but his heart called out to him and requested him to just once,for just some time fulfill what he wanted and to allow this happiness to escape through his close doors,just once.He sat down by her side admiring the eternal,simple yet majestic beauty that lay in front of him.His lips curved up in a smile automatically and then his wounded heart spoke and he repeated.The healed part told how beautiful and sweet she looked and the other still wounded part added asking why does she become when once awake?
He held on to her falling hand before it could hit the glass disturbing her,breaking the peace she gained followed by shifting the glass aside symbolizing that he would hold onto her,catch her whenever she,her happiness or her peace would fall, shoving aside,fighting the cause of problem that came her way.
Joh hai mile lamhe kahin,choot na jaye haath se,
Mil Jaane De Dil Jo Banne,EK DUJE KE VAASTE!
I love how EDKV gives meaning to its subtle romance,not just some out of trance eye lock or the slow winds blowing.I would love if you all leave your honest views as this write up took a lot from me.
Thank You.
-Mitali❤️
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
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