This was our first Hamari Adhuri Kahani sequence, which was so soulful, beautiful and so painful. It started with Sanskaar at the window, recalling the last words of his beloved Swara where she asked him to shoot the vile who was holding her, and reminding him of those pious promises which they had done to each other on the day they took the 7 pheras around the holy fire. He recalled how trusted him to her life, and her faith had not been proven wrong. With hot tears in his eyes, he recalled how she had assured him that she loves him the most, that till breath leaves the body, she is his and he is all to her. And all this while he clutches the SS locket to himself, holding it in his hands, the last memory of hers when they had united in all senses, became one in all ways. š³šš
And then he went back to their bed and picked up Swara's saree. The saree she had worn that day, when they had consummated their marriage. He clutched the saree to himself and hugged, trying to feel Swara from it, wishing if he could hug her now!šš Is there any extent to which this man loves Swara? I guess not! And this is true love. Unconditional and limitless!!š³ Since the time he realised his love for her, he hasn't asked for anything else, accept Swara to be there for him, beside him in any way. And now when his basic reason to live isn't there with him, his melancholy has no bounds!š
He then pics up the kangan which he had gifted to her twice with immense love and tenderness. First, with the most beautiful of words, he dedicated his life, his happiness, his everything to her and then with utmost gentleness made her wear them on their night.āŗļø Sanskaar loves and wants all those to happen again i.e. just be with Swara, but these memories again remind of the loss and sorrows and bring back to the brutal reality. He just hugged them, looking up at Him, silently pleading...Why ME again? Why do I have to go through this again? Why snatch from happiness from ME? š Hugs Sanskaarš¤
And if this wasn't enough, then we witness his real pain...on the terrace of MM!šš Holding the very same red saree, he looked all around the terrace, just like SwaSan had once, at the decorations of the terrace. Now, it was all dull, just like his life without Swara. Once again he looked at the saree, and kept in on his shoulder, trying to feel that touch, that warmth which emanated from his wife's hug.šš³ Can anyone of you forget the agony in his eyes when he closed them? Can anyone forget the way he danced with Swara's saree on his shoulder? Can anyone forget the way he finally broke down, clutched that saree close to his face, so that Swara's feel and touch completely surrounds him! I CAN'T!! š
And this was the MOMENT!! When I broke down, I cried...and the line which I shall never forget-
~Jannatein Agar yahin, tu dikhe kyun nahi, chaand suraj sabhi hain yahaan!~
Whenever I hear this song, which is my most favourite, Sanskaar comes in my mind, and tears come in my eyes. This line and the way he danced with her, just like they had before, and then he broke down...oh my goshhh!!! Too painful...just too painful!!ššš
And then Sanskaar Maheshwari made a comeback. This was the very moment where Swara was having glimpses and was mumbling things, and he felt her!! Such a beautiful cosmic connect our babies share right? There she is restless and here so is he. He feels her heart beating for him, and he knows that she is here, alive, and he is determined to find her and have her back. This is my Sanskaar!! And I love him and this scene sooo much!! šš³
Sorry for boring you all, just thought of making it!!