----UNDEFINED----NiBir TS [Part 1b updated]

Anshika

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Posted: 9 years ago

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part-1a

This morning also i have my lunch with company of my restricted bench...Nothing special just my fav. bread butter jam...
Today also i was waiting for a look of that ethereal beauty which nowhere found yes i know she was standing there under those group of greenery trying to overcome her all pains and tensions...
Whenever my eyes fall on her she use to runaway from me...
Like those past days...
I love her but she refuse her feelings...On office cubical she try to come late and go fast before time...
Prevent to come in my cabin...I try to talk her but as always she run away... Her jet black eyes try to say something undefined deepness... Her body use to tremble due to nervousness...
hahaha!!! I always ask her to calm down and only at that time she run away...
In college times she use be a strong and bold girl and my bestie but after marriage...
I always try to talk her make her comfortable with me but again she ...she runaway...

Na hai yeh pana
Na Khona hi hai
Tera Na hona jane
Kyun hona hi hai

My mind never leaves me and whenever i look at her angelic face my heart flew away...
Her bright and bold shadow come in my dreams...and trembling in my present... A lone tear use to fall down from my eyes when i look at her vermilion...

Tum se hi din hota hai
Surmaiye shaam aati hai
Tumse hi tumse hi

She smiles and tickle my heart in my dreams...i use to hitched my breaths in my sleeps... Her sad smile pierced my heart in billions and kill me umpteenth times...

Har ghari saans aati hai
Zindagi kehlati hai
Tumse hi tumse hi

That heart out laughs...that unbelievable tricks of teasing me...make me alive make me believe that yes i m alive...

Na hai yeh pana
Na Khona hi hai
Tera Na hona jane
Kyun hona hi hai

What a sadist whom she married... what a lively girl whom he married... her eyes ask permissions to me and those trembling lips give me sad smiles...
She taught me how to live and she herself forgot...

Aankhon mein ankhen teri
Bahoon mein baahein teri
Mera na mujh mein kuch raha hua kya
Baaton mein baatein teri
Raatein saugatein teri
Kyun tera sab yeh ho gaya
hua kya
Mein kahin bhi jata hoon
Tumse hi mil jata hoon
Tumse hi tumse hi

I use to remember those days when she heart out dance in rains, try to kill me in summers, any how try to snatch my jacket in winters and roam in parks in springs...
Those chat fights at nights and those sweet lines for help...

Shor mein khamoshi hai
Thodi se Behoshi hai
Tum se hi tum se hi

She always try to prove me wrong and when sometimes the results are unfavorable for her she make sure that i wont remember it...

Aadha sa wada kabhi
Aadhe se zayada kabhi
Jee chahe karlu is trah wafa ka
Chode na chote kabhi
Tode na tute kabhi
Jo dhaga tumse jud gaya wafa ka

I try to sort her problems out to make her all independent and come out of those dark nights... But consciously she try to run away and her unconsciously she try to be with me...

Mein Tera sarmaya hoon
Jo bhi mein ban paya hoon
Tumse hi tumse hi
Raste miljate hai
Manzile miljati hai
Tumse hi tumse hi

last years of our college i was broken becauz of divorce of my parents... At that time she use to keep her one hand on my shoulder another in her pocket and whisper some jokes and madly talks in my ears...

Na hai yeh pana
Na Khona hi hai
Tera Na hona jane
Kyun hona hi hai

I miss her lively soul so much and will try my all efforts...

"Now be prepared kabir you have to again face her that sad frighten face" I thought and keep towards her keeping a big rock on my heart...
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Part 1b on page 2...

Edited by TASYAM - 9 years ago

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Spruha1

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Posted: 9 years ago

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Very nice starting... awasome description...

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sujay kumar

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Posted: 9 years ago

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Superb start ansh 👏
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Posted: 9 years ago

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Interesting start👏

Loved it

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gymty

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Posted: 9 years ago

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Story seems very interesting .loved the start

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Anshika

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Posted: 9 years ago

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Part-1b

I move towards greenery were she was siting under the shed of trees...
I was looking at her disbelieve when her eyes fall on me...she get up suddenly when i directly look at her angelic eyes which were gleaming becoz of tears and were red looking like she was crying from past hours...
My heart stabbed by billion blunt knifes when she started to take steps backwards... Her body started to shiver and lips started to tremble...
My eyes started to gleam and form drops but i controlled them...

Pal bhar thaher jao
Dil ye sambhal jaaye
Kaise tumhe roka karu
Meri taraf aata
Har gham phisal jaaye
Ankhon mein tumko bharun
Bin bole baatein tumse karoon
Agar tum saath ho
Agar tum saath ho

She fumbled lil and ask me why i m here ??...
I tried to calm her down and answer her question softly...
She nodded negatively and was about to left when i hold her hand and pull her towards me...
She used my force against me injuring my left hand... unknown to me but i winched in pain... She look at me all tensed and say to leave her...
Here my hand was paining but when i look at her face which is dripping with pain my all pain gone away...
I hate this god who did these all injustice with her...

I look up for some micro second and then directly look in her gleaming eyes which were showing undefined depths...

Behti rehti..
Nehar nadiya si
Teri duniya mein meri duniya hai
Teri chahaton mein main dhal jaati hun
Teri aadaton mein
Agar tum saath ho

With lots of tries she agreed to come with me...In the way many times she tried to runaway but today i was totally concerned about her and any how i have to make her at least my old bubbly and jolly nisha...
We move out of park and reached towards my car... I open the gate of passenger seat for her while she seated herself...
I close the door and sit at driving seat...
All the way she was trying to hide those tears whose drops were dripping from her eyes i was just feeling like that per drop was piercing my heart which were making me to control to my emotions but i just try hard to hold down...

Teri nazron me hai tere sapne
Tere sapno me hai naraazi
Mujhe lagta hain ke baatein dil ki
Hoti lafzon ki dhokebaazi
Tum saath ho ya na ho
Kya fark hai
Bedard thi zindagi bedard hai
Agar tum saath ho
Agar tum saath ho

Nisha remember her marriage with ritesh... It was totally a blind arranged marriage for her... He was xbf of kirti...
The way he behaved with her after marriage was a more than hell for her... Now also she is in relationship with him and everyday she use cry for it and curse her god... He was a type of sadist and never like her behavior, her angelic eyes, her unforgettable smile... He just want dowry from her family ... All the way he was using her while she can't do anything...
He never like nisha... She was just a toy for him...

Palke jhapakte hi
Din ye nikal jaaye
Bethi bethi bhaagi phiroon
Meri taraf aata
Har gham phisal jaaye
Aankhon mein tumko bharun
Bin bole baatein tumse karoon
Agar tum saath ho
Agar tum saath ho

They reached their college were no one was present except them as it was early morning for college and its students...
Just two security guard was there one was sleeping on his not so comfortable chair and one in there break side compartment...
Kabir came out of his car and open the gate...
And return to his place...start forwarding his car...
They enter in and park car in parking lot...
They settle themselves on there fav. garden bench and look at each other...

Teri nazron mein hai tere sapne
Tere sapnon mein hai na raazi
Mujhe lagta hain ke baatein dil ki
Hoti lafzon ki dhokebaazi
Tum saath ho ya na ho
Kya fark hai
Bedard thi zindagi bedard hai

"Nisha dekho plz tum mujhseh kuch mat chupavo mai tumeh...
Tumeh aiseh nhi dekhskta... Mai nhi chahta ki tum itne dard mai rho mai tumhari madat karunga ish hell seh bahar nikalne mi par plz nisha tum aisha mere sath mat kro...
tumnehi mujeh zindagi jeena sikhaya aur ajj t..tum hibhool gayi...
Aisha nhi ho skta plz nisha kuch toh bolo" kabir said and tried his best but she wont said a word and just keep rubbing her tears roughly ...

Agar tum saath ho
Dil hi sambhal jaaye
Agar tum saath ho
Har ghum phisal jaaye

Agar tum saath ho
Dil yeh nikal jaaye
Agar tum saath ho
Har ghum phisal jaaye

He tried his best but can't control his emotions so neared her and embraced her tightly while she started to cried out loud wetting his shirt...
Heavy drops of tears flow down from his eyes...
He tried his best to not to cry but now they are out of sockets...
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Emotional😭

Very well written..