Hi my dear dwellers of SwaSan land,
Love is indeed blind and immovable too. When you set your eyes on your beloved, the rest, background, logic, senses even blur into nothingness and you care only for them and their happiness. Such is love of Sanskar Maheshwari. And he keeps loving, come hell or high water, may his love stab him with her words, burn him with those hateful glares, cut his soul open, or wrench his heart away from his body...he will give her anything she wants, even without her voicing that demand. How lucky is Swara Sanskar Maheshwari?
Those words he spoke, came out like an agony of a broken, bleeding heart. That he knows, she feels his love is a pretence, that nothing he would do would be able to move her at the moment. Such love, such pain...if only, love was a little flexible, if only he could stop loving her so much that it hurts beyond measure.😭
I had tears in my eyes, when he took that locket and placed it in her clear view. This was once the life line he clung to, when the world believed Swara was gone, it gave Sanskar strength to hold on, keep looking for her. Now, Swara has returned for the world and for Sanskar she is farther away. But now, even that symbol cannot lend him any hope, it cannot bridge the huge chasm that opened up between them. How, agonizing, how deeply painful?🥺😭
He stops his mother from blaming his love for the pain she causes him and asks his family a simple task to keep him happy. Take care of his beloved, do what he cannot at the moment...make her smile.💔 And Sanskar would be happy, knowing that she is happy. There is hope however, as he says, he is certain she would one day recall how deeply he loved her. Only if she does that sooner!😊
Sujata is desparate for her son, still I liked her interaction with Swara who seemed...shaken? She had tears in her eyes, it seemed, she did not hope to see the man she had branded a criminal would do something so huge for her. And Sanskar steps out of the house, with only their beautiful moments for his company. Those flash backs, seamlessly blended with the back score of Hamari Aduri Kahani...the vibes here...the pulses of pain and the beats of love tangled together. Such a bittersweet moment...where you realize why, in love one enjoys the wounds. There is simply no greater joy that being the shield of your love and facing the blows hurled at them.😳
Swara goes to the room, decorated in their memories, Sujata's words asking her how she could forget someone who did so much for her echoing in her mind. She looks at those moments captured behind cold glass, so far that she cannot reach them. But some part of the pain, Sanskar is trapped in, some part of the look in his eyes had indeed pricked her, she breaks in to tears. This I feel the moment of the episode. It so well brought out what the bond of love is. She does not remember him, feels nothing but fear for him..still her subconscious felt his pain, those tears are for no one else but him...and him only.❤️
The most awaited head vs. Heart moment comes, as Swara shares her turmoil with Ragini (I'm glad it wasn't Mr. Wood) Here she says, that she is unsettled, why she doesn't feel peace even when Sanskar is not here. We know, it's cause she is incomplete without him. Then she accepts that her heart is saying one thing and brain another. So well done CVs, better later than never!⭐️
I so knew, Sujata is going to be Pari's target when Sanskar leaves home. And so it came to pass. Sujata is getting a little influenced by Poisoneeta now. Anyway, that is natural, given the circumstances.😳
Then comes the Kala Teeka of a well managed episode.🥱 Drunk Sahil. Okay, now I officially declare this man is a psychopath. I'm not sure, but I doubt if the death of his first love is somehow a result of his madness unlike the story he shared with Sanskar. After all, his promise was a lie, why would his reason be true then?🤔
Ragini's confrontation with Pari is not under out topic, so I'm simply skipping over it. But, while being glad that she took a stand against Poisoneeta and therefore averted Swara being painted the bad girl again, I have some serious problems with Ragini's dialog writer. I'm not addressing it here, again not the subject of SwaSan Today.
So here I stop today, quite satisfied with the episode. Above is my personal opinion, no intention to hurt anyone. My apologizes in advance for any such case.😊
Do share your views, I'm so in love with reading your take on the episode. Please maintain the peace in this thread.
Thanks for reading.
Love,
Sakura
PS; I was really busy in the past few days, so I am really, really sorry about not replying to everyone who left their loveliest comments on SwaSan Today threads. I read all those comments and loved them. Please do forgive me.🤗
Anupamaa
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