Dear Sahil,
I am so greatful to you for saving my Swara Sanskar Maheswari on risking ur life...U saw her drowning in water and u ran to her and bring her out from water...she was unconscious that time so u too her to ur home...Fair enough!!infact i must admit that i do hv a wide heart and broad mind...You took care of her...Nursed her, cared her and most importantly do everything in your power to make her easy and comfortable...
U really dont know anything about her and you can get rid from her by informing police and admitted her in any govt. hospital to be tension free...but NO!!!! you go ahead and decide to drop her home all safe and sound by your own...I was amazed to see humanity still does exist in world..You set a great example of humanity and also offers her your friendship Like her i also thought finally she got an another person in life whom she can trust like a true friend after Sanskar. Cause apart from Sanskar no one never stayed with her untill and unless dey dnt have a personal agenda to get fulfilled by her or through her...I genuinely feel happy for Swara and for Sanskar too.
I thought when Sanskar is not there to take care of her princess, whom he cares, adores and loves more than anything in this world is taken care well by a true friend, true friend, true and real man!!!!!!!!!!
In this world where people are always running to fulfill their self-desire and to fulfill that they can go to any extent...you are making me feel like no its still a better place to live cause people like you and Sanskar do exists in this world...You find out that she is a singer and co-incidently once upon a time u too used to sing and stopped for some reason obvious according to you...You got a friend and a company in her with whom you feel comfortable to share your grieve and miseries and why not after all friendship do mean that where u can talk you heart-out to the other person...You dropped her home but in the way of dropping home when she pointed out that she lost her ring, you go out and brought a ring for her...I felt awkward but still make myself understand that may be you want to make ur friend happy to give her this ring so she shouldn't feel bad for her lost ring..very genuine thinking I say...Till here everything you did is absolutely right and u do deserve a round of applause for that...
You drop her home and there you find out she has a family awaiting for her return...her mom, dad, sister and her dadi...she gets ecstatic seeing her mother though she does behave awkwardly with them bt still a lost girl is returned to her home...the life of a house returned...
Then some other people came there all crying and devastating looking for her and wanna see her all fit and fine in their eyes...but she fails to recognize them and my heart skips a bit then Another Man entered while u going out to bring the ring...He has a bouquet in hand... and all he was explaining that how much the time of separation from her makes hima md his life miserable...I got happiness of tears in my eyes to see him cause i know that he is the man who is desperately and determinedly waiting for this day and for this moment only!!!!!today his life, his WIFE is standing infront of her all safe and sound...
But then again my doll's destiny played wd her that she ends up addressing her very own safest shelter, her hero, her prince, her husband a murderer, responsible for her this state...I was shocked, broken and shattered to witness the cruel turn of events...but still clutching the tiny hope i waited for doctor's verdict and NO!!!!this time destiny is all set a for big roller-coaster ride for them and i got to know she is suffering form partial amensia...she forgets the most beautiful and memorable moments of life...Her best memories, her HUSBAND and LOVE Sanskar...
You got to know so many things about her...and realized that may be she is the most unfortunate girl of this world now who is enable to enjoy her partner's company, her family's care due to her incomplete memory...she is suffering from panic attacks, she is trying hard to remember her life events bt fails miserably...after knowing everything besides of being happy that no matter what but she got a lovely husband and in-laws to take care of her you feel heartbroken cause somehow you started liking her...Errr...it's just matter of 3-4 days I guys that you guys meet...still neglecting that fact I appreciated the way you concluded the things saying "she came...and returns back after giving me life and music"...I thought your love chapter ends here, cause now you are aware of her state and stand along with the fact that She and her Husband is deeply in love with each other but it's a bad game of destiny that they ended up like this...
But next day u went to her house again, u asked her company to visit the music academy, there again she collided with Sanskar and you hit him in head with a rod unknowingly but after found out its him you didn't take any necessary steps but what strike me is your reaction when out of fear Swara grab ur hand in car!!!!!!!Ok I neglected again!!!cause I just don't wanna break my newly found belief on humanity like this...I started thinking that people can do things without having an intention to get back something in return...
She came back home and u went to Sanskar's house to assure him that you will do everything in your power to bring back His Swara to him...Didn't you promise that as a friend???Didn't you tell him too that lets be friends...!!!!!!In the way of return may be again you went to her house!!!!!!!No it looked weird but I made myself understand may be out of concern and you find her on road walking...She explained to you that she is married to that person whom she addressed as her murderer last night...You listened everything and I thought you will make her understand things now...After all you said that I am your friend Right????????Instead of taking her to her own home which in 5-6 step distance you took her to your farmhouse and suggest her to meet Sanskar...She called him and ya I know her heart got melted...yes she did feel something in his voice while talking and while taking his name "SANSKAR"...did you ever imagined how sanskar must be feel that time???His life, his love is calling him to meet because she realized who is he for her!!!!I wish you could see his expression, his sparkling teary eyes and his fast heartbeats...which beats more faster when he heard her voice after a long time and her way of calling him...Did you feel Sahil how much this mean to Sanskar???to us?? and to your friend Swara???Did you??!!!!!!!
You took her to perk and made some goons attack her and you and not only that you made her realized that her fear regarding sanskar is not a mere misunderstanding but a bitter truth!!!!Why Sahil???????Why did you do this???What made you do this???She is helpless, a victim of unfavorable situation not you...after knowing about her marital status it's entirely sole decision to continue your growing feelings for her...In fact in her this state also she never ever gives you any kind of hope or sign on which basis you should continue doing that!!!!!You are simple taking advantage of her vulnerable state, you are simply made an innocent guy cry his heart out for no reason..You are simply make her hate and mistrust her own family just because you think you have right on her and she is bound to be yours???IS IT FRIENDSHIP Sahil????Is it called Love? Is it the promise you made to her and to Sanskar as well???Don't you ever feel ashamed of defaming the most pure and pious thinking of love and friendship for your so called obsession and mental disability!!!!!!!!You are snatching her happiness for you own and tagging it as love???how dare you insult the most precious feeling of love by doing such things????how can make her hate all her close people who means the world for her???Did you ever realized once she gains her memory she will regret all this in every second of life???she will prefer to kill herself rather than being with you and hurting her prince, her Sanskar like this though its completely intentional from her side!!!!You lost your love once right????so we know the feeling of separation from your close person when every single fibre of your being desperately wants to be with your beloved????Be wiser Sahil.. the path you choose fr yourself will lead you nowhere but to ur devastation only and in your obsession you are earning people's curse for yourself...try to earn blessings who knows you will find you own Ayesha someday instead of snatching Sanskar Ki Swara...try to give a thought to my letter.
From a dishearten fan of
Swara Sanskar Maheswari
Udne Ki Aasha
