PART 1
I am sorry ishita , raman's voice reached ishita's ears and she was already depressed looked at Raman and his worn out condition. He loved ishita with all his heart and there cannot be anything that he can deny her , there was absolutely nothing but today he was going to give her the news that would shatter her all dreams and hopes . he was going to give her the pain of the lifetime .
Ishita went towards Raman , there was no one in the bhalla house today , everyone were out , Raman's parents were out for a dinner party and Raman had enough of ishita's pain and her longing ..
Raman what happened asked a concerned ishita who was seeing a different Raman all together .. Raman held ishita from her shoulders and in a drowsy moment hug her like his all life is depended on her ..
I am sorry ishita.. I am so sorry.. Its all because of me .. Sab meri wajah se hai ishu.. Its because of me.. I can never give you the happiness of being a mother.. Meri wajah se.. Its all because of me you cannot be a mother..
Raman's words pierced through her ears and she was shattered at a moment a small happiness that she always wanted to have in her life will be never hers tears fell out of her eyes that wetted Raman's shirt..she held him tightly and let out the tears of their ill fate .. Till now she was in an illusion that it was because of her that she cannot be a mother , but today she knew that it was because of Raman .. No words escaped from her mouth and she slowly parted herself from Raman wiping his tears ..
Raman listen to me.. Why are you crying , we can adopt a baby... We can. You know medical science is so advanced now , you were the only one who told me that we should not loose hope.. She was trying to console while Raman was calm at a place that he was able to flip the situation ...
Chances are very less , ten percent ishita.. Raman told the truth to ishita and she nodded.. Smiling wiping his tears.. This was the genuine smile that still her murugan has left some hope in the form of that ten percent , they can just hope now..
There are chances na Raman , and treatment we will do everything that doctors will say i know that we will have our own child..
Ishita consoled Raman while asked her ..
Are you not angry on me ishita.. Meri wajah se... He asked her and she nodded in a no..
This is all destiny Raman not in our hands . we will face this situation together and what if we will not have replica if our love , its not needed Raman I know you love me a lot ,and I don't need anything other than your love.. Assured a broken ishita.. They were trying for a child from last year and had undergone various tests and medications but today the reports from the best doctors of US whom Raman consulted for them finally told Raman that it was 10 percent chances that ishita could be a mother and Raman knew that ishita cannot bear the fact if she will know the truth so lied to her making sure that she remain calm and will go all the treatment secretly and calmly.. He knew no matter how much she will try to cope up she cannot bear the fact that she is having almost negligible chances to be a mother and Raman cannot see her hopes shattering so he lied to her about him assuring her that she is no where at fault .
Till now she was finding herself the one that she was responsible that they are not able to have a baby when Raman loves children a lot . they were married for almost three years now and when they thought to have a family things didn't go straight making them to consult doctors but doctors straightly denied ishita that she is infertile but not once Raman let her knew this and secretly consulted doctors from US who gave him hope and to save ishita from the pressure that was building from his family he thought to say the truth taking all the things on himself , no matter how much a family lives their daughter in law they at once blame her and Raman cannot see ishita getting blamed for no fault of hers..
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So that's part 1
Its a short 2-3 parts OS
Next part I will post on this forum only if it will have some good response
Edited by suhaaana - 9 years ago
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