God, these words just don't stop echoing in my ears. The way they were said, so intensely in such a heartfelt way, by a girl so much in love with her guy that she chose these as her supposed last words. I cannot express what that scene did to me. I've heard a lot of times, that Sanskaar loves Swara crazily & that she's not just a part of his but his life, his whole universe itself & I completely agree. Nobody can love a girl like Sanskaar loves his Swara. Madly, Deeply, Unconditionally. But today I want to say that Swara has finally proven that she loves Sanskaar as much as he loves her if not more. We all mock her for her forgiving nature, her ragini & maa-baba jaap etc but I always did feel that Swara loves Sanskaar much more than she lets on, much more than anybody else ever since she's fallen for him. Remember what a lifeless being she had become when Kav----San got engaged? Yes & I saw that Swara again, yesterday and today. The way she was reminiscing all of their moments when she had to part away with those beloved bangles he had gifted her? It was like choosing between her own life for him and his gift for them. She almost clunged onto those, for a moment willing to be a captive of Rajat and die but not part away with them but then sense prevailed & she realised that him finding her and her staying alive is much more important. For Sanskaar & for them. She fought her best to fight back, at the same time yelling for Sanskaar and hoping for him to be her knight in shining armor like he always does. He didn't disappoint & came running for her, getting the hint with those bangles which he kept with himself and will treasure them till she's back to him & he makes her wear them again. He runs towards the cliff and while Rajat is trying to trigger the fear of death in her brain & wanting to see it reflect but no, all she did was smile brightly as a Sun despite her serious injuries, all because of that one person she has immense faith in. Much more than herself even. She looked at him with the brightest smile she could muster, while he pointed the gun at Rajat, not realising whether to be thankful that she's finally in front of him, smiling at him or be terrified that she's been kept at gunpoint and he could lose her any moment. Rajat triggers Sanskaar while Swara shows her complete confidence in her Sanskaar, telling him that she completely trusts him and knows that nothing would happen to her until he's there cos he'd never let anything happen to her. Sanskaar, mujhe tumpar poora bharosa hai, tum mujhe kuch nahi hone doge. Hum dono ne zindagi bhar saath rehne ka waada kiya hai aur hum wo waada zaroor poora karenge ❤️ Here words here showed, how much she loves and trusts HER Sanskaar, with her life. Before all this, the two fight in order to beg the other to save themselves cos if anything happens to the other, they alone won't be able to survive it. Sanskaar jaao, yaha se warna wo tumhe maar dalega, please jaao. Shut Up Swara, just Shut Up. Tumhe lagta hai mai tumhe yaaha chodkar khud zinda reh paunga? - their hearts confessing that life without the other is impossible. Sanskaar goes ahead to prove Swara and her trust right. To save her, cos he like her knows, nothing would happen to her cos he's still alive ❤️ He remembers all those precious moments filled with love that they spent together, all those moments that make their life seem blissful. He pulls the trigger and BAM! Proves her trust right. That she can always count on him and his love. That nothing would happen to her until he's there. Rajat starts stumbling backwards while Swara thinks the nightmare is over and gives Sanskaar a relieved, heartfelt smile. A smile that conveys that it's all finally over and finally she can't wait to run to him and for him to wrap his arms around her and love her all over again, make her feel like nothing can ever harm her when he's with her.
Although the nightmare isn't over but in fact just begun. The danger comes back in full force and evil Rajat decides that if he cannot stay alive then SwaSan shouldn't either and so he pulls Swara down along with him, deciding to kill her and with that kill Sanskaar too, for even he knows, one cannot be alive without the other. Swara falls with Rajat while still being able to hold onto a branch, knowing and trusting Sanskaar with her life all over again while Sanskaar who too finally thought that the nightmare is over and finally he can wrap his arms around Swara and never let her go away again, sees his own life slip away and a heartbreaking cry erupts out of him and he's there to hold his life & bring it back again. She tries her best to hold onto him despite all the injuries and weakness while a creep hangs to her leg, all set to take her to the abyss of death with him and Sanskaar tries his best to hold onto her, pull her up and not lose her AT ANY COST. Their memories flash in front of their eyes and Rajat finally pulls Swara along with him on the journey of death, deciding to kill both of them. Her dainty grip on his hand loosens, leaving him with the engagement ring he made her wore, promising to love her, forever and ever till infinity. She falls into the river with a smile & yearning on her face while the extended family arrives and watches the scene with varied expressions while Swara sees NONE of them except HER life HER Sanskaar, the person she loves the most. She watches his face with a calmness on her face, ready to embrace death now that hia beloved face is the last thing that is etched in her memory. She still cannot let go of the unease, of the feeling that she HAS to be confess and chose her last words, now that her end is so near. She neither has the time to think nor does she want to, cos she already knows what & for whom, her last words will be. She gathers all the remaining last bits of strength still left inside her eyes and sees him with eyes, full of happiness but a deep yearning and regret. Yearning to not have died in his arms and regret, that she is leaving him all alone, having to break her promise of spending her forever and beyond with him. Of having him betrayed and guilty of leaving him all al9ne to live in this world without her, a task which she knows is impossible for him. She still knows what she has to do and yells an I LOVE YOU SANSKAAARRR , so loudly which will melt even the coldest of hearts. Her confession of love only for him, the man who loves her the most and the one who she loves the MOST. No Raagini, No Baba, No Bade Papa were able to touch the place and make her love the way, she loved her Sanskaar and so her last breathe, her last glance, her last words were reserved only for him. She felt contended while embracing her death cos she finally could see HIM and confess her undying love for him before finally closing her eyes for the last time.
While Sanskaar looked at her, slipping away from him like Sand from a closed fist. One moment, he had his life clutching onto his hand, almost there with him, beside him in his embrace and the next moment, she was gone leaving behind her ring with him, which carries their promise to be together, forever. He literally lost her in a span of seconds, his whole world came crashing down and all he could do was witness it numbly while her I LOVE YOU SANSKAAR echoes in his ears. He cannot believe what just happened and yells her name, hoping for it to be nightmare and when the next moment when he opens his eyes, she'll be next to him, comforting him that all of it was a bad dream and nothing ever could take her away from him and he'd hug her tight promising himself that he'll never again let her go away. He jerks back to the cruel reality and unable to accept it, unable to believe the cruel joke destiny played on them, unable to believe that she'd lease him all alone and break their promise jumps into the water to search for his Swara, trying to find her in the deep waters like a mad man and yelling his guts out while hoping that she yells back just like she was doing a minute ago. He reaches the shore after his desperate search while Laksh takes him out, asking him whether he wants to die too? (Ummm WHAT Laksh?) and consoling him. Sanskaar is moving like a thirsty man in search of a drop of water and his lifeless form goes alert as soon as the rescue team comes to them with the updates. He knows that his Swara is alive and the possibility of her being dead doesn't even cross his mind cos he's still breathing. He gets Swara's locket and chain, the gift he presented to her and made her wear so lovingly on their Suhaagraat when they finally became one in all senses. He clutches onto the locket with agony while breaking into a heartfelt cry and yelling her name as if asking the cruel universe to return her back to him. The SWARAAA literally tore my heart apart and I CRIED. I SERIOUSLY CRIED today when I heard the I LOVE YOU SANSKAARRR and SWARAAA! It was a pain, a cry direct from a dead heart piercing through your soul. Of a love that remains unrequited or so they think.
Sanskaar is unable to believe that his Swara can leave him and he too loses his consciousness, as if ready to embrace death if that is what it takes to be with her. He wouldn't think a second to decide between breathing and being with her again cos he anyways is dead without her. Nobody was able to bring him back to life till the end, as if he lost the will to live in a world where HIS Swara wasn't there with him. For without her, he is a heart without a heartbeat. A body without a soul...
However fate is not as cruel to separate these two soulmates who live for each other and sends a kinaare kaa Saahil to the rescue. I will always be thankful to him for saving her and that's it. Her mind would probably forget him but her heart? Her Soul? Never ❤️ For it is SwaraKaSanskaar and SanskaarKiSwara. Till eternity and beyond.
I have no words to express what I have been feeling these last 2 episodes. It's like I cannot express how painful it has been and yet so beautiful. This yearning, this pain, this crying, I was so craving for it and finally we're getting it. We all know what brilliance VaHe are and the two have established it time and again but these last two days, I have been speechless. There are literally not enough words to express what I feel for them when I see them potraying SwaSan onscreen. The two literally breathe their characters. Helly doesn't give a damn about looking pretty and all that she wants is to look and breathe Swara while VK knows that Sanskaar is the other part of him now, a part which he lives and breathes. He understands Sanskaar's love for Swara and it literally transforms onscreen. Together these two are something indescribable. Oh how much I am thankful to the one who cast them as MY and OUR SwaSan
Meanwhile WHAT was Ragini doing? On one hand she says that Swara is alive and nothing happened to her while on the other hand, she refers to Swara as "body" like Shomi correctly pointed out. And seriously, SwaRagini jaap is indigestible esp when it's from her mouth. Same incident from the past, two hands pushing Swara into same kind of deep flowing river, kuch yaad aaya ? Errr yes 😊 Dare they make this SwaRagini and I'll make sure I personally go and smack their faces. This is meant to be SwaSan and dare it be anything else, apart from THAT 😊
Precap, oh lord when the police declare Swara almost dead and Sanskaar walks in while what is with Mr Rockstar taking his vest off before jumping into the sea to save a drowning girl? Like is your Rs 50 vest more important than someone's life? Agli baar shirt nikali na toh beep beep beep 😊 We'll make sure he's in a sweater, muffler and monkey cap next time he's in 500 meters distance of Swara. No Touching No Touching too. He can fall in one sided obsession from afar. Right girls? 😉🤣
Sorry for the typos, too lazy to edit :P and finally, I am back 🤗😆