Beautiful post Shona...
am numb..just plain numb... the brillaince that we saw today...the soul-deep love that swasan have for each other,the absolute terror sanksar went throuugh just at d thought of anything happening to swara, d panic which takes hold of swara at d thought of rajat hurting HER sanskar, d poignant moment of them remembering their past moments,the faith which she shows in him, d faith which he decides to trust and act upon,the relief on her face when he shoots rajat,the absolute shock when R drags her down wid him, that desperation with which sanskar holds swara, the terror evident in his eyes, yet d determination to not let go never fades away..
And at d very end of the episode, the clarity which seeps into her eyes that she is going to fall...that smile in her face as she looks at d man she loves more than herself, the satisfaction of knowing that she is going to die after seeing that beloved face of her Sanskar...
And tomorrow when she will fall, i cant even imagine d unfathomable pain that sanskar will go through..
Oh god! I am in tears...it was so beautiful... Oh thank you CVs...
Esp for d last part,where she knows she will fall...and she looks at him to imprint his face in her memory..forever and beyond😭