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Seven years. Seven long years apart. The words still echoing in her ears, the wounds still as fresh as those many years ago. His each word slit through her soul... it ripped her heart apart. The very man who soothed her heart and made her believe that she was worthy was the very man who stole her of her worth. He made her feel as though she was but a stranger to Ruhi. He gave her no right to mourn the loss of THEIR daughter. He blamed her; spat venom. In those mere seconds, she lost herself. Ishita lost herself in those words ... she believed them to be true! Why you ask when this woman jolly well knows that Raman loves her with such a zest, such a passion which isn't understood by just anyone...!! Then why didn't she stay ... heck why couldn't this Jhansi Ki Rani fight for her self respect? She couldn't guys... she didn't have it in her! She simply couldn't tolerate her man's indifference!
A part of her died along with Ruhi and the remaining with Raman's venom. She couldn't believe that Raman could doubt her motherhood to the extent of accusing her for Ruhi's supposed demise. Her life had started with them and ended at them
Today, Ruhi despises the very Ishimaa who loved her beyond measure and logic. Ruhi shows such disdain and disregard for the very woman who showered her with motherly love when her own biological parents shunned her (one for her own selfish motives and the other because he was reminded of his ex wife) at that juncture it was this very Ishita who cajoled the girl; comforted her; made her feel at ease and didn't expect anything in return. As circumstances would have it, along with Ruhi; entered Raman, Ravan Kumar as his Ishita addresses him, and then began the journey of two broken souls who found a soulmate in each other. They teased, they fought, they erred, they corrected. They grew to respect, admire and care for each other.
Ishita portrays herself as emotionally stronger than her husband. She takes every situation head on and dives into solving it. However, it's a garb. A faade to conceal her genuine feelings because she doesn't want to burden her family with the pain of living with that one reality her whole life ...!! This woman needs someone to hold her, to tell her that she can break down, cry, just be human!
She'd actually let Raman come close to that but his words shattered her confidence ... If CVs really want a healing track to be of anyone it needs to be of Ishita. Raman needs to heal her!
A part of her died along with Ruhi and the remaining with Raman's venom. She couldn't believe that Raman could doubt her motherhood to the extent of accusing her for Ruhi's supposed demise. Her life had started with them and ended at them
Today, Ruhi despises the very Ishimaa who loved her beyond measure and logic. Ruhi shows such disdain and disregard for the very woman who showered her with motherly love when her own biological parents shunned her (one for her own selfish motives and the other because he was reminded of his ex wife) at that juncture it was this very Ishita who cajoled the girl; comforted her; made her feel at ease and didn't expect anything in return. As circumstances would have it, along with Ruhi; entered Raman, Ravan Kumar as his Ishita addresses him, and then began the journey of two broken souls who found a soulmate in each other. They teased, they fought, they erred, they corrected. They grew to respect, admire and care for each other.
Ishita portrays herself as emotionally stronger than her husband. She takes every situation head on and dives into solving it. However, it's a garb. A faade to conceal her genuine feelings because she doesn't want to burden her family with the pain of living with that one reality her whole life ...!! This woman needs someone to hold her, to tell her that she can break down, cry, just be human!
She'd actually let Raman come close to that but his words shattered her confidence ... If CVs really want a healing track to be of anyone it needs to be of Ishita. Raman needs to heal her!
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