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Chapter 3
The next day started and raghu came early to see a glimpse of antara..he didn't know why but he just wanted to see her..
Antara arrived at last and sanya got hold of her...she was wearing a black kurti and blue jeans wid her blue hand bag...her eyes had dark circles and looked as if she had cried the whole night...the bandages were still there..seemed as she had changed it
She looked at raghu and memories of that day came infront of her... Tears were dropping down and she tried stopping them
Raghu spotted her and was walking towards her to say sorry but sanya started speaking to antara...
"Kya be..kya hogaya tujhe..bata,aise dark circles kyun hogaye hai and yeh bandages..and to roo kyun rhi hai..kya hua bata yaar"
Mein bataungi tujhe..baad mein abhi class ke liye chalte hai pls" said antara
Uh..-ok said sanya
"Uhh..antara.."said raghu stopping antara
Antara turned and greeted him
"Can i have a word with u??" Asked raghu
"Ummm,.sir iam sorry but actually we are getting late for class so can i come in the break..pls" said antara
"Yeah ok "said raghu disappointed
He knew that antara was ignoring him..she didn't want to talk to her...
The class was going on and antara told everything to sanya ..but not wat raghu had done cuz she knew that the answer would be "its just a sort of lust he had". Andthe next class was gonna be chem..
"K just chill ok.."said sanya ...ik tere saath bura hua and i think it was worst but u need to over cum it ok..aise roone se kuch nahi hone wala...just try removing all that from ur mind ok...?
"Yeah "replied antara cleAning her tears down the cheeks
The chem class started and raghu entered the class
Raghu glanced at antara and found her cleaning her tears...he felt bad for her.. I
"Ok students..today i have a little work to do and your lessons are anyhow done so u may continue wid ur other work till then i complete mine"raghu said
The class was very happy on this note of his and started wid their work..antara having her work done time to time didn't have nything else to do...she took out her chem tb and went through the notes in it...
Raghu was glancing at her every few seconds and antara had her head down in her book and even she was glancing..
At some point their eyes met..antara found raghu's eyes full of apology and her heart felt very bad looking at him..
She felt happy when he kissed then why was she ignoring him..why was she acting angry..well it is our nature that we cannot accept somethings at some points..
Antara thought to forget everything and continued wid her work..thinking to go meet raghu in break tym
After sometym raghu asked if anyone was free and would help him..
Everyone was busy wid their work except antara so she decided to go
Raghu told her to help him wid the correctiona of the first year books..
Antara did so sitting next to him and while doing dat their hands touched...
Antara found a different sort of feeling..electric shock in their touch.,
"sorry" raghu said again
It's ok said antara
The class ended and it was break..raghu stopped antara and again said sorry for yesterday..,she said that it wasn't his fault and it happens at tyms
The college ended and everyone were leaving when raghu stopped his car infront of antara and offered to drop her home but antara refused and said that sanya will be picking and dropping her college
They were happy..
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Everyday went welll after dat they were happy and concentrated in studies and today antara checked the calendar and found that the next day was her BD and the next week her exams..
She was happy and nervous..
She quickly got ready for college and sanya arrived on the gate..
"Oh my darling..advance happy birthday" said sanya as antara entered in and hugged her tight...
"Thanks sanya baby" said antara
They headed to the college and everyone were saying not to be around raghu sir cuz today he was highly tempered and was shoutin on everyone unnecessary
Antara thought to far today from him and headed to the class..all the classes went on perfectly and it was lunch...antara went to have her lunch wen one of the tr called her..and raghu was infront of the tr..he was hurrying to the principals office with checking some documents in his hand...
Antara ignored and headed to the tr and while going she she got into raghu and the documents fell down on the wet water...raghu got frustrated and angry and shouted so loudly that everyone was starring at him and antara..
"What the heck have u done..do you have any sense of responsibility..with how much efforts have i made them...dont uk ur etiquettes...have ur parents not taught u anything or wat..???"
"Sorry sir..iam really sorry..I...I"antara said wen raghu cut her in between and shouted louder..
"JUST GET LOST FROM HERE...GET OUT...DONT MAKE ME MORE ANGRY OK" roared raghu
"Sorry sir...sorry" antara said while tears were dropping from her eyes rolling down the cheeks..
She went from there but didn't forget her responsibilities..she quickly went to the other tr and the tr tried asking her wat had happen but she didn't answer she rather did the work and left still tears in her eyes...she was an emotional person...and after loosing her parents she became very lonely and more emotional..
Antara was sitting in the class..shedding silent tears..only one sentence of raghu pierced in her ears"Have ur parents not taught u anything"
This made her remind all of her parents..their cute memories..the way they pampered her...the way the had their accident..
Her lyf became incomplete widout them..they left her at a very small age and since then her uncle and anty looked after her...though her anty behaves so bad with her she was happy that they atleast helped her study..
She kept remembering all those moments when sanya came running to her..sanya was crying badly and panting..And she spoke
"antara..wo..woh..mamma..mamma..ko heart attack"
"Wat?!" Said antara tensed
Yeah..lekin...tu kyun...kyun ro rhi hai?? Sanya demanded
" No..no nothing..all ok" said antara..tu ab anty ke paas jaa..she needs u the most ryt now..u shuld be get going..
"Han mein nikal rhi hun lekin tu..who will drop u??" Sanya said
"I..I..I..will ask raghu sir to drop me..antara lied..she decided to take the bus..
Ok so let me leave bye..sanya said and left..
Antara again broke into tears..she couldn't help thinking of her parents again and again...The person she luved the most was the person who hurt the most..she tried to supress her tears wen the lunch was over...she didn't eat anything and didn't even feel to
The other side raghu realised wat he had done...he felt so broken ..so miserable dat he punched the wall hard hurting his hAnds..
The college was over and raghu didn't get a chance to talk to antara..
Antara was sitting at the bustand thinking of all that happened..with her face in her hands..she was trembling:.fearing if anything such would happen again.,and crying thinkin of the day..
Raghu was passing by when he saw a gal sitting der and sobbing..he realized dat it was antara..he got off and went and sat beside her...looking her cry he felt heartless..sumthing was piercing in his heart..
He sat beside antara and put his hand on her back and said...
"Antara"
Antara got up wid a jerk realizing it was raghu and quickly cleared her tears and put a fake smile on her face.."oh sir..its u i am sorry..I didn't realize.. I-i-i"she said wen raghu cut her and said"iam really really sorry.. I just couldn't control my anger "
@It's ok sir...it's nothing..am used to such.."said antara
She sat down and he sat beside her..there was silence between them for sum tym when antara spoke
"Uk sir when mom and dad were there..I didn't feel scared of anyone,no insecurity,no grief,no sadness..i knew that no one else but they would hold my hand..always stay wid me...they would support me always.. But i was wrong..they left me..wen i was 12..i felt so lonely that i decided not to talk to anyone..be alone in our house...wid their memories.. I don't y but i felt to die..that day if I wouldn't have insisted them to take me out..they wouldn't leave me..god wouldn't have given me such a big punishment of just being a little stubborn..everytym i look at them..i just feel,once just once can i get a chance to rectify my mistake,just one,then I won't be stubborn wid them,i will agree wat they say..but no..no one heard my cries..no one understood my pain..i was all alone there in that house wid a caretaker..after a month wen my uncle and anty rerurned back they came to me and decided to take care of me..they promised me that they would never let me feel the absence of my parents..and so they did..and iam very thankful to them..though my anty is rude wid me..i can say that they atleast love me that much to let me do my studies..and since then i was slowly over coming through the pain..and i almost forgot everything.,i tried being happy and succeded but...Today.. I again realised that i didn't have my parents to show me the right path..I don't have them to hug and cry...uk hw bad it feel...I dont have them wid me to play..i dont have them to..."antara was going to complete her sentence when she couldn't bear the pain and stopped..a tear rolled down raghu's cheeks and antara saw it..she got up and said.."um iam sorry..but i think i spoke a bit too much..."wid a false smile
Raghu cleared the tear and said.."antara..ik my words were harsh on you..ik dat And iam sorry for it..idk how many tyms i have said sorry but each tym i have done...i meant it wid all my might Nd heart.."he bent on his knee and folded his hands"pls forgive me..iam really very sorry"
"Uh..I didn't mean dat.." Said antara lifting up raghu "i said i just got a little uk senti..sorry sir iam really sorry..I-I nver meant to be dat.."antara said crying..
The thunder struck and antara hugged raghu being scared of it..Squeezingly shut her eyes..and hugged him tightly..
Both felt the warmth between them..raghu for a moment was suprised but soon even he put his hands around her...the hug between them was prolonged and after sum tym,.they realised and broke apart...
The rain started...
They had a weird silence between them...
Antara thought to cheer the mood and went to dance in the rain...she was happy..dancing in the rain she still felt the warmth of raghu's hug..the feeling of being secured...
Raghu kept admiring her standing at the bustand wwn he felt himself moving towards her..he felt sum sort of attraction he got frm her..the way he always used to get attracted to her...he felt love in his heart fr her...he didn't care about the rain..he kept moving towards her...
Looking at raghu coming towards her antara's heart was pumping fast...she felt strong feeling for him rise in his heart...
Raghu came forward and held antara's hand and put their finger together...antara kept staring him in his eyes and seem to have lost in them... Raghu held her waist and antara found butterflies in her stomach...she put her hand on his shoulder and they danced in the rain...it was a perfect dance by changing positions...raghu kept holding her and dance...after sum tym wen they found them selves looking in each other's eyes..they were lost..they didn't realise when they came close to each other...there was an inch of distance between them wen they were still moving close...their lips about to touch...getting goosebumps all over the body...then a small corner of antara's mind spoke..".this shouldn't be happening...he-he-he doesn't love me..then how can I just" And there raghu's mind spoke "I can't do this...she is my student..I shouldn't be doing this"
Both of their lips were about to touch when they parted...antara and raghu both felt weird enough not to talk...
The rain stopped and antara and raghu were still standing there...the realised their surroundings and antara sat in raghu's car and they both left for antara's house...On the way none of them talked...antara glanced at raghu frequently and checked the tym... It was 12..
Antara felt a little sad wen she realised dat she didn't have anyone to wish are at 12 on my birthday
They reached her house when she found her anty peeping through the window...antara got down the car and didn't feel right to say anything to raghu...she took steps to the house wen raghu called her...
"Antara..wait a moment.."
Antara turned n didn't speak
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY" said raghu
Antara stood there suprised..
"How..how..how do u know its my birthday today..."
"Well i heard sanya speaking to her BF that she would plan a suprise tomorrow for u as its ur birthday..."
"Uh.,uh"antara had no words left to say.,
She wanted to go and hug him tightly buy as her anty was peeping through the window..she couldn't...she said a simple thank u and smile wholeheartedly and left..,
Raghu went home and settled in his pajamas..he thought of the moment they hugged.the moment they were dancing...the moment they were to kiss..the moment their lips touched but then.,they didn't have their kiss...he felt it love but then said dat it was attraction
He dialed his phone to his BFF and narrated everything..
His best friend ensured dat it was luv and no matter wat the gal also luved him..he made me understand dat age in no problem..love matters...
There antara entered the house and her anty started her question and Ans round...antara lied dat she was wid sanya in the hospital and wen she went on asking further questions her uncle popped there...
"Antara i think ki aaj kuch special day hai..."
Antara looked at him and smiled...
His uncle burst into laugh and gave her a sideways hug and his uncle blessed her...
"happy birthday beta...tumhe jivan ki saari khushiyan mile"
Antara said a thank u and went to seek her anty's blessing and her anty gave it in a rather forceful way..
She went to her room changed in her nightsuit and layed oh her bed she was also thinking the was they hugged..the way they were dancing..antara could feel his touch all over her body..she remembered how they were about to kiss and how he wished her at 12...Thinking all this antara dozed off on the bed...
Yeah iam done...ik this is the worst parts i have written cuz uk iam not that gud in expressing love scenes...
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