Hello Guys...Sujoy khudka SS pata nahi kabse pending he...mere piche pada kyun reheta he re update k liye????????š”š¤¢ Anywys I am again back with the next part of the FF...I hope u guys enjoy reading this...So without wasting any more time lets proceed:
PART-IV
PRESENT DAY, MUMBAI
Swara still stands there hugging Sanskar from back and is unknown to his tears which is slowly streaming from his eyes due to past memories...But soon he composed himself and turn to her with a possible normal face and smiles to her...She is habituated with this kind of reaction of him whenever she somehow talked about those things or cases...because somehow she also knows that why he is doing so or trying to avoid her gaze and feelings...He is not that wrong in doing this she thought.Giving a simple smile in return they both seated in sofa and silently started taking sips of coffee...An awkward silence is gasping them just when Sanskar broked the silence in a try to make the things normal and good for both of them.
"Swara dnt be so kanjus!!!!!!come on yaar...only coffee????lets be a good girl and make ur special bread pakora snacks for me, I am hungry yaar.." Sanskar completes the whole sentence in one breath looking at swara teasingly with a smile on his face. Swara understands his trick so well but pretends to be normal as if she cant understand anything at all.She stands up from her place and goes to kitchen while asking him to be there utill she came back from kitchen...Nodding to her words in a positive response he again stretched himself on the sofa while keeping his hand on his head. Looking at ceiling of the room he again lost in his thoughts of the past incidents...
How day by day his whole life changed completely, how he thought to be completely separated from Swara and never ever be in touch with her but destiny never allows him to do so.Even he himself not able to keep distance from Swara because he just cant see her in tears...when he came to know about her affair with Laksha his hearts breaks into million pieces and then he did that thing which breaks the comfort between him and swara completely.
******Flashback********
KOLKATA
Its morning time 10 am and all the students are entering college in a hurry...Its daytime and the noises of students talking gives the atmosphere a more of weekday feeling. Sanskar comes and enter in college after showing the watchmans his college Id card (Its compulsory in Scottish church college) he makes his way to the canteen straight...Sitting at the canteen he looks around and a feeling of loneliness, betrayal and fear of loosing gasp him from all over that he couldn't come out from this unwanted thinking.
He goes to the counter and ordered for a coffee and comes to his chair and is about to sit when he notice Swara climbing the stairs of college and talking to someone freely and smilingly.
He couldn't able to locate that person due to the crowd so he decided to let go that thing but one thing makes him upset again that swara didnt even bother to call or msg him after entering the college like she used to do...He was sitting in canteen and suddenly he hears a voice from back...
"S-A-N-S-K-A-R" ... He turned and a wide smile and happiness spread allover his face and he stands up in excitement..."
**********Flashback end**********
"Sanskar...Sanskar...get up dude"!!!!!!!!! Swara is shouting standing near him in the hall...
when she comes back from kitchen holding a plate full of bread pakoras and green chatney she found him lying on sofa and almost sleeping with closing his eyes...she thought not to wake him up first but then for the sake of just made hot hot and yummy snacks she decided to break his sleep and dreams as well...
Sanskar comes back to sense with a jerk...in a process of thinking about those days when he dozed off its unknown to him...rubbing his eyes he sat on sofa and in a sleepy voice asks her why she is screaming like maid that too in a bad voice????šHe is here only and can listen to her words easily...
She glares at him angrily and puts the plate of pakora in table infront of him and sits in opposite sofa moving her face into another direction and faking anger...
Sanskar understands her mood and intentionally puts the hot snack in his mouth and started shouting cause his tounge is burning and suddenly hearing his shout Swara gets shocked at first but then burst into laughing...
Seeing her laughing like this he gets happy and silently admiring her smile with lots of affection and love.But suddenly he remembers that day she is smiling like this only with that person on stairs...When she came and called him at canteen he felt happy to hear her voice and gets excited and but his excitements soon faded away when she told him why she is so happy...
************Flashback*************
Sanskar stands up from his place seeing Swara at tha gate of canteen...he immediately brushed away all the negeative thoughts that troubling his mind about Swara and his friendship.He thought to say Sorry to her for yesterday without having no wrong doings from his side...but vanishing all his happiness she spoke up something which shattered him then and there with immense sadbess,
"Sanskar...where are you???I am looking for you in you class...and guess what!!!!! u are here...well well...I am going to movie with Laksh....stopped a while and giggling lil she again continued...and i hv told my mom that I will be with you after college so in case if she calls you please manage on my behalf and Hows i am looking???Nice na??? anywys gotta go now...bye bye...I'm so excited for this outing...will tell you everything after coming back"
Listening to her words makes him feel like that someone is stabbing his heart with a knife without a break but still its not bleeding...with a blank face he looked up at her and gives a fake smile to her all queries and waves a goodbye to her which she ignore and run from there in excitement.
That very feeling of Swara being with Laksh all alone in movie hall makes him feel like dying and tears started flowing continiously from his eyes...He goes to Hedua Park and spents the entire day thinking about what swara will be doing with Laksh???
But with these he feels determined and alarmed that its high time that he should cnfess his feelings to Swara but before that he needs to talk to her and be sure about what exactly she wants.He decided in mind if she is ready for the relation with him then he will never let anyone comes in between them but she is not then without uttering a single more word he will walk out from his life forever...
*****Flashback ends*********
Swara shakes him up from his deep thoughts as she noticed his moist eyes and gets concerned. Coming back to sense he smartly diverted the situation by saying its because of the burn in tongue and stands up to leave but Swara is reluctant and says she will let him go only if he says the truth and what about the snacks then??????
Looking at her eyes straight he says , "Its ok swara i will be back in few minutes...I know how it feels when someone makes u feel dishearten and ignored...you made those snacks for me and i value ur emotions and feelings...dnt wrry...I will never ever let u feel the way u..." he couldnt complete his words and leaves her flat leaving Swara numb and teary eyes.
Precap : Sanskar messaged swara rudely...swara is crying after hearing sanskar's proposal.
Life gives us chances but without making an alarm tone for that...all we need to catch the chance and utilise it properly otherwise without regretting there is no option left for us.
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