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Hi,
The day which everyone loves to celebrate it in their life every year...in another half an hour it is going to be the one for me maybe by the time I post it,it may cross 12 and the day may start- yeah I hope u could guess that...it's my birthday...but instead of feeling happy about it,I feel like crying on this day...I feel like pouring out all my emotions here though I know this is not the place to do this...sorry for this...I feel like sharing it hoping that u guys forgive me.
Though I got all the things what I wanted from my dad on this day until he was alive and from my mom still now and in future as well but somewhere I feel loneliness. Though I know expectation kills you somewhere my heart craves for small things like a surprise party,a surprise gift,a surprise visit or a special person let it be a friend or brother or sister who waits to wish me first and spends their day with me and says that I am special to them - but no,maybe I am expecting too much or this is happening just coz I am only kid to my parents or maybe cos of my dad who used to make me special until he was alive...God knows what is it and he only knows when my loneliness would go away or may be he is teaching me to don't expect anything but I am a human being and without expectations, I don't think I can survive...
Sorry guys for spoiling your mood by my ramblings...please forgive me again on this post.
Thanks,
Swathi
Cricket
Health and Fitness
