PART 8 Siddharth returned back home after dropping simran at NGO... he had taken a decision that he will tell everything to roshni today only without caring about the consequence ...he made his way inside his apartment but got dead in his tracks seeing the condition of it... the whole apartment was upside down..everything was scattered but still what mattered to him was roshni who was nowhere in his sight
'Roshni he called out for her... he checked their room and then the balcony but she wasn't there...panicked he came out to check the other room and after getting in he sighed to find her there but what made his heart sink was her condition...she was sitting in one corner of the room cuddled like a fragile ball 'roshni' he whispered and she flinched... 'roshni' he called out again but this time she didn't reacted..he went and sat on his knees beside her and placed his hand on her head 'roshni' 'don't touch me' he heard her but choosed to ignore
'I said don't touch me' she screamed pushing away his hand and she looked up direct in his eyes... 'roshni' this time he could bet that she wouldn't had heard it as it was a mere whisper...he was shocked to see her in this devastated condition 'just don't touch me Mr.Siddharth Khurana' she continued 'Roshni why are you..' he started but she cut him off as she passed him file and just one look at that file and he realized everything 'Mr.Amit Verma called...he was asking me that did I signed these papers or not..he also informed me about your reason of visiting me that day and how you ended up in this mess of my pregnancy but for you I did signed on them and now you are free...leave me alone' she said as she looked away from him
It took him a moment to realize what a disaster had occurred but pushing everything away he went close to her to hold her but she jerked him away...he repeated his action this time a little more tightly making her hiss in annoyance as he overpowered her 'Roshni listen to me...I own an explanation please...' 'you own nothing...nothing at all Mr.Siddharth Khurana...neither I will listen any of your explanation...the only thing I know is you never loved me..if you did then you would have trusted me...' 'I trust you roshni' he said trying to convince her but it turned out something else as she looked at him with fury and the next thing he knew was being pushed harshly... she stood up and walked up to the empty cupboard of that room and took out an envelope...he shut his eyes tight cursing his faith as he knew that this is worse now...
She took out all the photographs from the envelope and threw them towards him 'you never trusted me...you believed these fake pictures...you did..didn't you Siddharth? You thought that I am having an affair with kunal and may be that's why you wanted to leave me after all who Will live with a character less woman ' she asked with pain evident in her tune ... he stood up and rushed to her 'Roshni you are not a character less woman' he said calmly but she let out a sarcastic laugh 'stop it siddharth...if you would had thought this way then you would had came to me and had sort this out instead of believing it and hiding them in this cupboard's locker knowing I don't really use it...' she said and then continued
' correct me if I am wrong... when you got these pictures and you believed them...you left me thinking you don't deserve me' he wanted to interrupt but she didn't let him 'you came that day to give me divorce papers...you were ready to leave me but then you got to know about my pregnancy and stayed back but you are here because you want to make sure that whom this child belong...you or k...' this time he just placed his hand on her lips stopping her 'no...don't say that roshni...you said correct you if you are wrong let me do that...yes I believed in those pictures but the way I was made to believe I thought you love kunal and you was with me forcefully...I left you thinking you deserve the person you love and not me because I thought you couldn't love me...yes I did came that day for divorce but I forgot everything when I saw you lying unconscious in this same room and when I got to know about your pregnancy I realized that whatsoever the situation is this child inside your womb belongs to me..
I was ready to let you go thinking about your happiness but when I got to know about this child I took a decision to win you back because we are not alone now...we were going to be parents Roshni ...and not even for once did I thought that this child is not mine...dad tried to convince me that but I knew it in heart that this is mine...' he said...his eyes brimming with unshed tears but roshni was crying badly...his heart cried seeing her like this... taking in a deep breath he made her sit on the bed and sat on the floor beside her 'roshni it all started when...' and he filled her with everything...he shared his each and every feeling from that day till today...every scheme raj tried and how he and simran exposed him and arrested him 'I am sorry roshni ...I am really sorry..I shouldn't have believed dad..please trust me...I have asked for a chance...and you said you will give me...remember? ' he asked hopefully as he held both her hands and hide his face in her lap
Roshni sat their not knowing what to say or to do...so much has happened and she was kept in dark..she didn't knew what to do or to feel... should she be angry that how can he do all this with her or feel pity and helpless as he himself was played by his evil father...after what felt like ages she took back her hand from his hold making him look up...she gasped he was crying...his cheeks wet...his eyes moist...she so wanted to take him In a hug but she decided to stay strong...
'Siddharth ...after all this I don't know what to do...if you are being honest that you never wanted divorce then I believe you In that...I will not force you to leave me because I know my child needs it's father as like me my child is also not at fault and I don't want to do anything which will ruin my child's live...but for me...I need time...I need time to accept everything and to move on with a fact that I was punished for something I never did...' she said and stood up he to stood up with her 'roshni take all the time but please be with me...I am so sorry' he pleaded 'I already told you I won't force you to leave me for my child but for us I will request you to leave me the way I am..I want to get over it...please' she said and walked out of that room to the other room closing the door behind him indicating that he isn't welcomed inside this room
For the next few days roshni stayed away from Siddharth .. Siddharth realizing this decided to look after shiv's business and simran came to stay at his place to look after roshni and Roshni too seemed to be ohkay with it making him relief...
Dilon ki mohabbat ko baandhe kyun
Haaye re!
Dilon ki mohabbat ko baandhe kyun
Haaye re!
Daayre.. daayre..
Daayre.. daayre..
Days turned into weeks and weeks into months but roshni's behavior didn't changed a bit... she stayed away from him even though he didn't left a chance to be with her...to pamper her...to take care of her...he did everything he could without hurting her sentiments
Hain kyun faasle darmiyaan leke aaye re
Hain kyun faasle darmiyaan leke aaye re
Daayre.. daayre..
Daayre.. daayre..
Roshni was now seven months pregnant...her mood swings were on a roll and she tried every way possible to control them but some day or the other she use to give up and let herself move with the flow... he was suffering and she knew that...she needed him and she also knew that...simran bought the other apartment on the same floor as there...stayed there at nights to give them some privacy but Siddharth use to stay in the other room and not with roshni
Kaanch ke wo khwaab
naazuk the humare saare
Chhoone se hi tootne lage
It was yet another day when he came with her dinner and fed her himself..once she was done he brought her medicines and then stood up to leave only to be held back by her... he looked at his hand which was held by her and then at her...she was looking down at first and then looked up to meet his eyes...there were tears in her eyes as she with a lot of difficulty left his hand but clearly giving him the idea that she needs him... he took in a deep breath and sat beside her...placing his one hand around her arms he made her lie her head on his shoulder
Mannaton mein umr bhar ka
saath jinka manga
Humsafar wo chhootne lage
Soon she had her face hidden in his chest crying bitterly over everything...and he just hugged her tight crying himself ... 'I love you roshni' he said pouring all of his emotions in this one confession when she stopped crying a bit... 'I love you too Siddharth ... please never ever do what you did with me...I need you but I want you to trust me...you had made me go through hell Siddharth ...I wanted to die...I literally wanted to die' 'I am sorry Roshni ...I am so sorry...please forgive me...just one chance...I will do everything to mend our relation... I am sorry' he said and she just sobbed lightly...a little later he made her sleep and after so long himself slept peacefully
Na marna munasib
Jiya bhi naa jaaye re
Na marna munasib
Jiya bhi naa jaaye re
Haaye re!
Daayre.. daayre..
Daayre.. daayre..
Oo... na na
2 months Later
Roshni opened her eyes and looked around her surrounding...she then eyed the person in front of her bed...Siddharth was happily playing with their daughter lost in his own world ... she smiled seeing them like that 'siddharth' she called out weakly but enough for him to hear 'Roshni ...you are awake...let me go and call doctor' he said and stood up 'no I am fine Siddharth ...don't go' she replied and tried to sit...he too came to help her and holding the baby with his one hand helped her with the other...then himself sat beside her 'so wifey meet my princess...and Princess she is my wife...' he said cheerfully as he introduced the mother daughter duo making roshni chuckle and the baby herself giggled seeing her parents smiling at her
'Arey beta...you are awake...' simran exclaimed as she came inside 'good it is...I shall bring something for you to eat' she added 'nahe maa...I am fine for now...' Roshni replied stopping her from leaving...she smiled and came to sit on the edge of bed 'what you two decided about the name...?' She asked 'we want you to name her maa...after all you are our only family' roshni said on their behalf 'mee?' 'Yes maa...why?' 'No...after what I did with you...' she said as her eyes moistened 'maa...we all know you weren't at fault in whatever happened...and with what Siddharth told me you were always with him and supported him except when I was blamed you even was against our divorce...so you aren't at fault...now let's not talk about it and decided her name' 'yes' dilshaad replied wiping her tears simran
'I want to name her anaya.. sid roshni I always wanted to name my daughter Anaya but i never had one until roshni came into our life...and now when God has blessed me with a grand daughter I want to name her as Anaya... ' she said as she took the baby in her hands and kissed her forehead lovingly
'Anaya it is then' Siddharth whispered as he kissed roshni's forehead and side hugged her with her placing her head on his shoulder ... life was again beautiful and complete in all ways now...
So that's it...The End with SidNi and their little Anaya...đ chamcham...sorry again for the delay and I hope you guyz liked it...do leave back your reviews..
