Hello people I'm here with my new ff, I guess it will be biggest ff of mine, muje nai patha how many are gonna like it. But I really need ur support bcz its big one if u say yes I will continue it.
Note
1. It may include some action, more emotions (mostly anger and hate )etc(if u want to know then read my story)
3. Most of the story includes manik's pov.
If u are okay with this , then u can read it. By the way comment and suggestions are compulsory.
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I TRUST U MEANS I LOVE U
INDEX
PROLOGUE
The whole crowd was going crazy, because the person in race was creating such manic in crowd, all were calling his name like he was some god, indeed he was a greek god.
The speaker was announed his name,
MANIK MALHOTRA , CAR NO.1
The whole crowd went into pin drop silence, he entered the area with his three friends, giving all the attitude to the crowd, all the four entered the place, they were humans but fortunately had greek god's blessing over them, they were four friends , who are known for their evil, but among them
"THE MANIK MALHOTRA WAS A DEVIL", THE WORST DEVIL ,THE WORLD CALLS HIM.
Manik pov
I was ready to drive my car ruthlessly on race track, no doubt I don't care about my life because even though knowing its difficult path , that to in edges of mountain routes, one wrong move of mine can take way my life forever, even my body will not be got, why would I fear for my death? I don't fear for death Because I know I'm not dying soon , the reason is i have done masters in driving this places , in simple i'm pro in it, its just like blink for me , and what matters to me is winning one more race, i have to win this race to record ,on winning the race? Sorry I will win this car race, because its damn MANIK MALHOTRA is in race.
manik's racer car
A devil smile appeared on my face ,seeing my poor opponents face, they still know the fact, that I being in race they can't win, huh manik stop all this focus on track man, I just roamed my eyes only to see my family , I mean mera dosth , mera buddy was standing giving me thumbs up and muttering all the best, I showed him my thumbs up and said in eyes to see champagne and trophy (which were beside each other which was little far from him) referring them I said that I GONNA WIN IT AGAIN, BECAUSE NEVER IN MY LIFE I TOOK NO AS AN ANSWER , I TAKE AS YES BY HOOK OR CROOK, THAT'S MANIK MALHOTRA, THE RICH AND ARROGANT BRAT . my buddy smiled hugely because he knew me very well, he knew I'm gonna wet him with another champagne, for sure.
The race was about to start , I was ready to win once again, giving final look to my all friends and my buddy , I smiled at them, they responded the same, even though it was not real smile , I always managed to give them one, if any one in world saw my smile they were my friends, it maybe weak or faint or unreal smile of mine because entire world calls me DEVIL, WHICH I'M , even I don't fell offended for this, because its truth to them. If anyone know me from inside and outside its just my buddy. I adjusted my helmet, and gave a look to my buddy and concentrated on the track.

The person standing at the corner just waved flag, I started my car, I ride my car to reach my winning point again, within no time I was heading fast leaving rest at peace, my jawline was tightened because my full focus was on track, nothing came to my mind, it was me alone again without anyone around, I just looked my mirror only to see empty that means none could come near me, I really want someone to pat my shoulder and say "U ARE THE BEST", indeed I didn't had one, even though I had my buddy ,friends and my family(parents bro sis), I need one for me personally , who will be mine and only mine, I really kick myself for thinking like this, because for me , I'm enough to handle myself, even though I have family like others , they didn't stay with me. My father and mom lives away , correction they love each other infact madly in love but stayed away due to business and my mom's ngo work , they hardly had time to be with me, even though I craved for them , they were not with me, it doesn't mean I don't love them, I love them to core and I trust my parents to infinity, no one can break that not even me , I mean no one.
Here I'm staying in malhotra mansion, which my dad as bought only for me, my mom lives in dubai , she comes here rarely, if she gets time in her busy schedule , in kid I used wait for her as time passed I stopped waiting for her, because my life thought me never wait too much to anyone because it hurts too much, even u can't handle urself ,now I'm capable of handling myself or I can say I'm used it. U may ask why didn't I went my dad? because I promised my dad that I will be back to him, when I prove myself as his pride, I will one day ,even though I know my dad will be waiting for me with proud smile on his face that day. I really wanna see him, he is my inspiration. My dad.

I was on edge of mountain , I know I should be care full to prove myself to my dad, to see my mom again, my all memory of happy family just flashed in my eyes, I didn't knew when my tears reached my cheeks remembering my family, how happy I was in kid like other of my age. My smile is just a memory now, by thinking all this I didn't knew, I was almost near my winning point, I smiled only to vanish the very next moment, this is not my passion , this is not my life, I want to become independent businessman of world without help of my parents, yes I'm in race today only to get that price, to build my own empire in the world , which will be in my name and it should be result of own money and hard work. I want to become a person who doesn't needs any introduction , I don't want people to ask my name but seeing me they should know my name.
Besides all this I have something which is much more precious , which is MY MUSIC, this music helped me to overcome my pain, it gives me peace, it helped me when I was feeling lonely without my parents , it became another passion of my life, I want to do something in my music too. I will do it one day definitely.
Finally I saw winning point, a small real smile appeared on face , I wanted my parents to watch this, and I wanted see a proud smile on their face , alas they are not here with me, but I saw my buddy who was jumping like manic seeing my win, I felt content, I had one person in life to see my success, indeed he will see my success, infact he will be standing behind me like my shadow, like always.
I made grand entry to winning point ,showing my thumbs up outside the car window, to say my buddy that I won it again, I saw him gesturing same to me in my car mirror, my another friend clicked my thumbs up photo, he will not stop recording this pics because he want to record my journey of success. I stopped my car , and came out giving removing my helmet , everyone were rushing towards me like always to congratulate but I gave them my stud attitude to everyone, like always everyone where taking pics of mine, but I didn't gave damn to it, I looked my opponents lose face , I gave them , u deserve this look, for which they bowed their hands in shame of defeat. I gave devil smile to everyone and walked to champagne and trophy area without any care I took it and pour whole on my buddy and friends , because it is mine , I don't want anyone to give my things to me, I feel I have a right over them.
And big group hug where my buddy next me.
We walked out without caring anyone , I knew maybe sponsors must be pissed off by my behavior again but who cares , I just walked with my buddy handing over another trophy of mine . he smiled and hugged to show his happiness.
Buddy-one more feather on ur hat
Ma-stop it abhi,
Yes he is my buddy abhi.
Ab-c'mon manik its also ur win.
Ma-yeah its my win but not final one, it my small success or i can a first step to my success.
Ab-u won't change for good
Ma-I knew it , say something new buddy,
as we walked near the car with my rest of the gang , yes off course with my buddy shaking his head saying I won't change look through his face.
My another friend cabir spoke behalf of him," something new reminds me our mangalore trip to bring two ladies too beloved ladies with us, while coming back to Mumbai, among one is aryaman's gf(looking my another friend aryaman) and other to bring abhi's childhood friend with us,
I looked my buddy's face his face light up like 100wat bulb,I know he really missed his friend, who is she?, I hardly know, one thing I know I really feel connected with her, I felt something positivity when I hear about her through abhi, u know she writes letter to abhi that to in such modern world, where whatsapp and facebook is there, if I ask him, he will say , the way letter can convey and express ur deep feelings that cannot be got through whatsapp or social site, infact it is not his words by the way its her words, he will meet her when goes to his hometown. if I'm not wrong he personally meet her 2 years back.
If he is my strength , she is the strength of my buddy, u know what I never saw her face, but I heard hell about her and final reason once again is my buddy, even though I have feelings for her, sh...hhh.. no one knows about it , even my buddy she will be safe in my memory of heart , maybe like my parents, yeah forgot say about her name , ITS NANDINI..NANDINI MURTHY. a big smile appears when I take her name, which is always the real one, maybe she deserved one real smile of mine like my buddy.

Finally destiny is making me to meet her, after hearing about her from past 10 years, u cannot believe the MANIK MALHOTRA is listening about a girl from 10 years, the person who hates others praising is listening about her without missing any detail about her, I never knew I became so much obsessed about her until and unless my friend aryaman told me , one such day where I was caught by him, when I was careful listening about nandini , and asking some question about her like her tastes and preference etc, which I never ask about anyone, to my bud luck others didn't observed it but that idiot , who got phd in love matter came to know about my obsession towards her , thanks to god he didn't said infront of anyone warna mera image ka dajiya udadiya hotha.
So , my wait to meet her is coming to end, I never waited for my mom like this , the way I did for nandini , hope my wait was worthwhile to meet her, that I never did for anyone in my complete life. it was a complete unconditional wait for her, which I never done for anyone, anyone means anyone.
Abhi-hey where are u lost man.
Arya-maybe with ur childhood friend abhi.
Arya smashed my shoulder to bring me to reality, he never leave a chance to pull my leg, I gave him my deadly glare , which off course he didn't cared, u think an IPS Officer care about deadly glares, yeah heard it right he is aryaman khurana , soon to be official IPS officer, he will be going to training for it within 3 months with his gf VEEBA, who is also an IPS officer. One more thing arya is 2 years elder to me, he is most mature man among us, a kind hearted man, he is most like my elder brother, he always protects and tease like a brother, which I love it.
Ab-really buddy
Ma-c'mon yaar mera ethna bhi bura dena nai aya hai
I gave glare to him, as he was suppressing his giggles, to hid it from my other two friends, which he successfully did-after all he is IPS Officer it is his left hand work. He threw my helmet in car and sat beside my buddy to start a journey to see THE NANDINI MURTHY. To my dream , which is coming true after years. my wait finally gonna end forever.
I'M COMING NANDINI MURTHY , JUST WAIT AND WATCH DARLING HEART...
do u want me to continue or not, say quickly.
Hogaya people waiting for response eagerly because this story is very near to my heart, I want response from ur side people whether u liked it or not, u want changes or something, any suggestions are welcomed, if u find any wrong about racing thing sorry for that, as I don't know much about it, if any mistakes maaf karna yaara log.
This story needs more hard work on each character , mostly about manik's character because I'm mostly writing his pov, being a girl ,writing boy's pov is little difficult task for me, but I will try my level best to give u good update.
Hope u would love to read about it.
Bye now,
Lots of love
Edited by mylifeplf - 9 years ago