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I am just gonna ramble on about the episode which was absolutely beautiful on the ShraMan front❤️
Having seen glimpses of Shravan's heartbreak reflecting in his today & making him what he is today, it's definitely going to be so heartbreaking to see the whole heartbreak play out. He loved her, & when he decided to leave, it was no one-off incident. Slowly, the pain, the anguish was breaking him; killing him. Suman didn't just reject his love. She rejected him - EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM. She rejected his appearance & image because it didn't go with her cool reputation. She rejected his care & concern (his heart basically) because she took him for granted as a friend on the sly. He wanted himself to be the centre of her universe, just like she was his. But she was never like this, & she is not like this even today. And the Shravan we see today..is a complete antithesis of what he was in the past. What Shravan is doing, is no revenge. As much as he wants to equal the hurt, he wants to show Suman what he has become & wants her to run after him, the way he ran after her. He wants her acceptance in a twisted way.
Suman at least had her dadaji, she had her happy moments growing up when thinking about Shravan.. the thought of apologizing & making things work out again.. but Shravan was all alone. He was heartbroken & he knew that they could never go back to the past.. He was in turmoil that she probably never loved him but yet he couldn't stop loving her. That line in the letter..'main hamesha tumhare saath rehna chahata hoon' just breaks my heart, & I feel it playing out in every scene of theirs.. the way her presence just affects him, moves him - be it in anger, pain, sadness or happiness. She still resides in him..in his heart, but he doesn't want to admit it because he doesn't want to go through the heartbreak again.
Suman may have done wrong but she is not unmoved by Shravan, either. Somewhere she humiliated him..she did but it was all done so innocently without realising the way it impacted Shravan. She walked away with another guy in prom, but she did not fail to look back at Shravan. She did not stand up for Shravan infront of others, but her heart did hurt for him & she did run back to him, for him. It was all done on the sly & thats what irked Shravan, causing him to be unable to stop for Sumo who called out to him when he was leaving. The time has come..for her to run after Shravan, but she will not do so blindly. She will fight for her self-respect as well. And hopefully make Shravan realise that she never stopped loving him.
After today's episode, it couldn't be anymore obvious that it was always love for both of them. The way these two just crave for each other. The show's title couldn't have been anymore apt.
Cheers,
Samridhi
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