HEARTBEAT -TWINJ- FF -Page 44- What is Love? Note page - 49 - Page 16

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Part 13

I stood as she collected the books..

I noticed her worried expression..

Chinki must have said that she is in trouble or something...

As much as I wanted to tell her that it was a surprise party looking at her worried expression.. I knew I should not. .. she deserved the surprise...

I remembered how I had held her in my arms and how I wish I could have held on longer...she gave me peace...in fact she was my peace.

She had not revolted.. she had not flinched at my touch.. in fact she accepted me gracefully.

Whatever she had been scared off.. whatever that was holding her back wasn't any more..

I could feel it.. and I knew I didn't want to hold back either..

Maybe few weeks weren't enough to know each other.. we had hardly talked.. hardly exchanged what we felt about each other... but somehow I knew it all already...It felt like I had always known her all my life and that was a weird feeling but a good weird feeling...

I must be looking at her for too long because she said my name loudly " Kunj!! We have to go!"

I was brought back from my sea of thoughts.. I smiled and said " Yeah yeah... let's go"

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I was worried about Chinki and at the same time secretly wished it was not a birthday celebration.

The birthday had been going good already.. I was happy.. I was at peace.. I was with him and that was enough..

I knew I could not run anymore.. nor from my feelings nor from him..

I was undeniably drawn to him in ways I was never before drawn to anyone..

Even after hours.. I remembered being in his embrace.. and how it not just raced my heartbeats ... it whispered to me ...that he was the one who would bring happiness and not tears..

I looked at him staring at me .. I felt hot in my face.. never in my life I had been given this kind of attention or care.. never in my life had I been so important to someone.. and I have been rude to him.. I have run away from him and yet he was holding on... I didn't even know his likes..dislikes.. about his family... they were important details to know but yet felt unimportant.. all I knew was that I felt safest with him.. like I could depend on him for my worries..

After Dhruv I thought I would never able to feel love.. but this was much more than what I had ever felt for Dhruv.. The kind of safety.. the tickling In my stomach or the response of my heartbeats to his sight were different.. were unique..and I knew what I felt for him was definitely not what I felt for Dhruv

And this made me even less guilty... I know I would have to eventually tell him about Dhruv.. Riya and everything

But somewhere I felt he would trust me and understand me... it felt as if all this was meant to be

Wasn't it?

"Twinkle!" Now I had stopped in mid way and been lost in thoughts...He looked at me with concern..

And Yes my heart knew.. it was heading to the right place...

...

Her face broke into a beautiful smile.. a smile enough to melt my heart again and again ...

I walked back to her and asked

"You alright Twinkle?"

"What's your favourite food?"

"Checken Biriyani ...but why? You stopped in the middle of corridor to ask me this?"

"No no I meant" Her voice faltered..

I mentally kicked myself.. she wanted to know about me ..wasn't it that simple...

So even amongst her getting worried about Chinki... she wanted to know small details about me..

"I was joking!! Like I said Chicken Biriyani and Mutter Paneer... what about you?"

"I love Biriyani" she said in low voice...

She had gone red...and I knew it was time to shut up

I smiled to myself.. gosh she is too cute.. and we started walking to the car

Once or twice I thought of asking something.. but the silence was so beautiful I didn't feel like breaking it..

I did want to talk to her for hours but I could also stay with her in this silence for hours

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I was a bit annoyed with myself.. Yes I should learn more about him but who abruptly asks ones food choices in the middle of a corridor.. and anyways I loved the silence we held..it was peaceful and pure

We didn't speak and yet understood everything about each other and that was something you don't find..

I did want to know all about him but I loved walking silently beside him... I no more felt like a lost soul I had all these years...I had finally found home somewhere in him...

My thoughts amazed me.. how in few weeks I had changed from a revolting isolated girl to someone who was ready to be in love with a guy I didn't even know...But the truth was I knew him.. I knew the important details... the most important was that he was a descent guy who cared about not hurting me and I had noticed how my worried expression produced wrinkles and concern on his face.. and for me that was the most important part.

I did want to know about his likes dislikes. Wanted to know how much he matched me but

One thing I knew...for sure was how much I wanted to stay beside him.. talking or not..

My phone buzzed again.. it was Chinki

"I think we should hurry"

Kunj said even before I said anything.

...

We sat in the car... I looked at her again..

" Your favourite color?" I asked without thinking ...

"sea green..."

"So you love sea?"

"Yeah I do...Sea is beautiful"

"So you go to beach often ?..."

"Yeah...I do..."

"great... we should go someday..."

I blurted...and knew I should not have

Her face went red again..

I kicked myself mentally again and the rest of drive I didn't dare to speak anything.

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Does this happen to everyone?? Can I be so special to anyone.. that someone would like to spend time with me..go places with me.. all my life I had never been on the receiving end of care.. I was the one taking care of everything especially Dhruv.. I do not want to say that he did not care for me..it is just how someone should make you feel important in a way no one else could.. that factor was always missing ..like yes my company mattered to you..like my likes dislikes would influence the flow of this relation...

It is not like I had not been blessed with friends...or my parents never loved me.. I had been blessed with the best yet there was something missing ...something that I had searched in Dhruv and had failed miserably...

And here I was beside that one person to whom I mattered.. and there was no doubt in that..even when I left him in the camp.. he pursued he held on .. like my presence and absence mattered to him and what could be more beautiful than that??

The car stopped and Kunj came a bit near me

"And I like your smile the most"

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Originally posted by: Diy0

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