HEARTBEAT -TWINJ- FF -Page 44- What is Love? Note page - 49 - Page 13

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i just loved it core dear

finally now the road is clear no fear only love

but dhruv suddenly coming into the picture is suspicious

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Hehe everyone is scared of Dhruv but don't be atleast not for the next chapter😉

kya uske baad bad hoga

u r scaring with the dhruv thing

Chinki nudged me

I had been lost .well in his thoughts..

The class got over and the last thing I remembered was the sir writing the topic of the lecture

Rest of the class was a blur post his smile .

I felt funny and different

My phone vibrated

Seeing his name ...my stomach did a summersault

I so wanted to look back again..

But everyone was getting up so I also headed out

"kal test hai? can u please teach me some important stuff?? Unless u r celebrating yr birthday"

The truth was I didn't really celebrate my birthdays...

They were once special ...cuz Dhruv was a part of them...

He made my every birthday special from the time we became close friends..

Celebrating birthday meant remembering everything he did for me..

So like many things I shut this also out...

But today everything was different

I felt different

Relieved and tensed at the same time...

Chinki caught my hand..

I realized I had been staring at my phone for a long time...

" why are u behaving so weird ?? is it Dhruv?? What's wrong Twinkle...its yr birthday atleast let celebrate a bit???"

Before I could say anything Kunj came and stood beside Chinki

Had he heard Dhruvs name?? I wondered...

I didn't have anything to hide but still I feared...

" Celebrating birthdays?? Are we?" Kunj said...

I looked at him...still lost...

" The rest of the day is off cuz of the seminar ..so either we study or party or both"

Chinki had just received a message regarding some conference due to which classes were cancelled..

" I am going to study ..in the library"

There was almost a winning smile on Kunj's face..

I could feel my heart in my stomach...

Why did it feel like another date...

For a second I even wondered how I looked...

And then somewhere I slapped myself...

Get a grip...u r behaving crazily

Chinki said " I am going to meet Sunny ...I will meet u at yr home in the evening ok ?"

I guess Chinki also noticed his smile...

And I was confirmed becuz after walking back she turned again so that only I could see her...

She gave me an encouraging smile ...

She was someone I had always counted on for all the things...

Somewhere all felt so right...and yet there was this silence...

But I had come to like this silence... it was something I had started enjoying..

I looked at him and for the first time...and I did not feel scared...

...

She looked at me..

She seemed different today...

Her face broke into a smile...one smile in which I didn't find fear...

What had changed I wondered...

But it did feel different...

We started walking towards the library..

The college was almost empty with most of them in conference or in hostels or in library

" u want to study " she asked

"yes ...but yr birthday"

"I don't have any plans"

"let's make some???"

" no...tom's test is hard and its imp"

" come on who doesn't celebrate birthdays??"

I looked at her...her expression changed...

For a second I saw some pain creep in her eyes...

...

Flashes of my birthdays had crept suddenly in my eyes

And it all felt painful..for a second I was back to where I was .

And I felt overpowered by my emotions..

And suddenly I realized a tear silently rolled down from my eyes... and before I could wipe it .. it was too late to

Kunj saw it and his expression changed almost in to horror..

...

I saw a silent tear escape her eyes...

And my heart almost ached...not knowing what was the cause of her pain but I felt it

All I knew was I had to stop another from coming...

And before I knew I caught her hand and pulled her into my arms

love is a very strong word...very few understand it though many claim to know it but actually only few truly feel it ...

and Kunj felt the very same at that moment...

from strangers to friends...to...

He didn't remember anything

He felt he knew her his whole life

And whatever was her pain he felt only one thing.. he had to wash it away with his love...

...

For long I had been alone..for long I had felt incomplete...for long...I had yearned for love...

As I took her into my arms...I felt complete...yes I had found my love ...and seeing her like that almost broke me but being so close to her gave me encouragement that no matter what I was not leaving her side...

It was my silent promise to her

It took me a while to realize Twinkle had started crying even more...but silently ...

She was almost shivering...I hugged her more tightly...

...

My restless heart was finally at peace...though nothing was said yet...

His hug made me feel as if he was promising me that I would never get hurt again...

As more tears escaped my eyes...

He held me more tightly...

I listened to his racing heartbeats...

I felt scared again...scared of loosing him...

His touch felt so right.. it felt pure and it made me want to hold to him even more

He let go off me after sometime...

And his cute eyes looked straight into mine...

There was something he was going to say...

He wiped my tears...but he was still unable to say anything...

I didn't need him to say anything...

We heard footsteps...

...

I let go off her slowly.. I was amazed as to how perfectly she fit in my arms.. it just felt so right ...I had to tell her

I had to tell her

She belonged to me ...and I belonged to her...

But there were no right words to explain what I felt

..at least I couldn't find any at the moment...

But her eyes almost said to me...you don't need to...I understand...

and then we heard footsteps...

...

We entered the library in hurry...

Because both of us didn't know what to do after...

Our hearts knew...but...

The library was almost empty...

Kunj went and got me a bottle of water

He gestured it towards me...and then sat beside me...

I still hadn't found my voice...and I guess he also hadn't...

...

Love isn't a destination...it's a journey...

It isn't a single emotion ...it's a compilation of many...

It doesn't need big words...it needs only understanding of two...

It doesn't need voice...it just needs two hearts beating to the same rhythm

...

I asked finally finding my voice " are u alright?"

She looked at me...and her face broke into a beautiful but weak smile...

And I dint need to hear any words...

One of my friends walked towards me...

His name was arjun...one of the few of my gang members who studied and kept much to himself...

" are you guys studying for Surgery test??"

He looked in a bad state...

" actually I had my basketball match yesterday and I totally forgot...if you guys don't mind...may I revise with you two...??"

My head automatically turned towards her..

I wanted to help arjun...but was Twinkle alright with it..

She gave small smile...and said "yeah sure..."

Throughout our studying I was recounting what had happened before...

It created tickles in my stomach...at the same time my heartbeats were racing...and my mind full of questions...

My heart knew the answers but it wasn't ready to bring it into words...

The next two hours passed with my awkward glances towards Twinkle and she sharing almost the same expression

In a way arjun made things easier...and in a way I felt someone invading our privacy...

...

I glanced again awkwardly to him ...and he looked almost the same way at me...

My heart still hadn't found words to describe...what I felt...

But I didn't need to wait for my questions to be answered...

The next two hours passed...

Arjun said "thanks a lot!! you saved my life yaar ...Kunj tum itne ache se kabse padhne lage??"

Kunj smiled but didn't say anything...

...

They say your world stops...when u fall in love..they say u hear music when u fall in love...

I always thought all this was just exaggerated crap teenagers made...and was just influenced by the daily soap operas my sister and mother saw...

But...it was all true...

And I had submitted myself to the fact that ...yes my world had stopped since she entered my life...

yes she was the only one on my mind...the only one I truly cared for apart from my family...

but there are always two sides to a story...good and bad...

And Twinkle influenced me in a good way..studying was one thing...being with her made me feel different and not the usual good looking hunk I felt around girls who just drooled over me and guys who were jealous but pretended to be my friend...with her I felt pure...

...

I looked at Kunj

He seemed in deep thought...

Suddenly my cell started vibrating..

It was Chinki

I ran outside the library before people started giving me mean looks

...

Kunj also checked his mobile..he had kept the vibration also off..

He saw he had almost 20 miss calls and around 10 messages...

And all were Chinkis

He read all of them...

She had asked him to bring Twinkle home by 5

He looked at his watch it was 4:45 pm

He had spent almost the entire day without realizing how much time had passed...

Chinki had thrown a surprise party and it was the very first as she thought Twinle needed a new beginning in everything

...

Chinki was screaming on the phone...making everything dramatic and asking Twinkle to come home as soon as possible not telling her the reason...

Twinkle was used to Chinki being such a hyper active girl...but at the same time she started worrying about her ..

" ok ok I am coming...i hope u haven't thrown me a party of something..."

" arey no no...i just want to talk to you about something.. come soon ...plz bye"

...

Chinki hung up the phone almost feeling low ...she didn't want Twinkle to get any idea...

She knew Twinkle...she would worry about hundreds of things ...and would have several questions " why...what ...where ...and she would be pissed off that in last 4 years she had made it clear surprise parties were something Dhruv did for her...

Her phone buzzed it was Kunjs message

" I am so so so sorry Chinki..i m getting her home asap"

She smiled at the message..." yes Twinkle deserved a new beginning...she needed to accept Kunj in her life...she needed to open her heart.."

She knew Twinkle had opened the door but still she needed to give her a push...

...

" I have to go Kunj... Chinki needs me...---"

She was cut short when she saw a worried expression on Kunj's face

" what happened??"

" nothing...I will drop you...ok"

" no no I will go..."

"no I will drop you...are u scared I might ask you for a birthday treat"

And a charming smile replaced his worried expression

And my heart melted again...

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loved it

hope everything will be good

I think I scared you nothing bad is gnna happen

These two are meant for each other and nothing can damage that kk?