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Hi guys...here I'm back..but this time with an OS..my first OS but not the last the one.
Wondereing kaha gayab ho gayi...
Well am having my boards exam. *sigh*
Anyways, I fortunately i got 1 week ka gap for my next exam.
And I had written this OS before my exam but didn't had the courage to upload.
But after seeing all my lovely readers response, I thought of posting this.
Gathering all my gutts I present you my 1st One shot story.
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MaNan OS:"HUM" HAMESHA
''Nandini?'' , asked Manik in a loving and soft tone. ''Hmm'' was the response from Nandini's side.
''Slept?'' asked Manik. It was more like a soft whisper which was only heard by Nandini.
Nandini while doodling on his chest nodded a no.
Manik had sneaked into Nandini house. They were peacefull lieing on the bed in each others words. Words were not spoken by them. They were just soaking in their presence. They were just enjoying the closeness between them and breathing in each other's sweet scent.
After a pause of two to three seconds, Nandini sadly said, ''I'm listening to your magical heart beat. I just want to use every single second of this time, having you close to me, feeling your presense enough for me to live the rest of my life without you.''
Manik, who knew the reason why Nandini was sad, the reason of their separation, sighed and said, ''I'm sorry. Meri ek galti k wajasa humdono ko juda hona par raha hain. I wish main kuch kar sakta. I wish main mom ko promise karne se pehele ek bar unki baat sunleta. I wish main apna peomise yor pata''
Silent tears were making their way out from the couple's eyes. The pain of separation was very much painful. The thought of staying away from each other for a while made them restless. But now. They were getting seperated for the rest of their lives.
Feeling the guilt, the pain, the sorrow in Manik's voice, Nandini cupled his face and wiped away his tears nodding a no.
She said, ''Manik, tumhari galati nahi hain. Tum apne mom ki har baat mante ho. Humare parents hamesha humare liye kuch accha hi sochege. Aur sayad kismat main humara milna nahi likha tha. But always remember one thing, I will always love you.Hamesha. Chahey kuch bhi hojaye, koi bhi mujhe tumhe pyaar karnese rok nahi sakta h''
Hearing Nandini's confession, Manik smiled a bit and kissed her hands an temples.
''I know. Aur mein bhi tumhe hamesha, humesha pyaar karunga.'' said Manik.
''Accha ab so jao. Kal humdono ko larki aur larko walose milne jana hain''
Nandini nodded looking down. Both didn't want to go away from each other. They didn't want to marry someone else.
****Flashback****
One fine day, Manik's mom entered his study room where he was working. Excitement and happiness was clear in his eyes and smile. She went up to and closed the laptop. She made him stand, cupped his face and kissed his temple.
Manik wondered what can the reason be for which his mother is so happy. He looked at his mother, cringing his eyebrows and a slight surprised smile on his lips with confusion clear in his eyes
His mom sensing his curiousity spoke up, ''Ek cheez manguga toh tu ga?''
Manik loved her mom to the core. He trusted her blindly so denying her something is just next to impossible.
After getting Manik's assurance, she continued, ''Tere liye ek bohat his acchi larki mili hain. Bohat pyaari aur sankaari hain. Tere liye perfect hain. Tujhe bohat khush rakhega''
This newfound information from his mother fell like a thunder on Manik, sweeping away the floor beneath him. The smile on Manik's face, that happiness and glow on face flew away as soon as he heard his mother to marry some other girl. He stood their in front of mother, numb, not knowing what to do.
Manik's mother seeing her son's blank expression and no such reaction said, ''Dekh tuney mujhe promise kiya hain.Milna toh tujhe usse parega hi. Tere papa aur mujhe, hum dono ko larki bohat pasand hain usliye kal hi hum unke farmhouse ja rahe.''
Saying this she left the room leaving behind a shattered a Manik.
He didn't know what to do. He had no ideahow to react. He stood at his place, motionless, expressionless, all numb. Now he can't deny. He has promised her mother, he can't break that promise. The damage has already been done.
And now what? Did it mean the end of forever which he and Nandini both dreamt of? What about the happily ever after they wished for? Does it mean that their journey from YOU and I to We goes back to square one? Did their relationship reach to such an end from where their is no begining, not even from the scratch?
Maink's chain of thought got broken by the ringtone of his phone. It was Nandini's call. Pain, fear, guilt, sadness all over took him once again.
With shaking hands he took the phone and accepted the call only to get more hurt by the sniffing of his lady love Nandini.
She was saying nothing but only crying. Crying and crying and taking Manik's name as prayer. Manik wondered why was she crying. He asked ger many times but Nandini was wailing like a child. Not being able to take so much of tensions anymore, he called out Nandini once again but this time in a high pitch.
Sensing Manik's tension and anger, Nandini at was stopped crying but still prefered to stay quite.
Manik calmly asked her, ''Kya hua Nandu? Ro kyun rahi ho?''
Nandinu was again started crying but silently. She didn't understand how to share her pain. While sniffing and having hiccups, she replied, ''Ma..Ma..Manik...Woh..woh na..mumma ne...me..meri liye..ek...ek larka chu..chuna hain...Mujhe nai milna usse...main...main toh...tum..tumse pyaar karti hu na..''. Saying this she again started crying.
And this again came as a shocker to him. He couldn't understand why was life being so cruel to each other. He couldn't understand why was destiny hell bent to separate the two eternal and true lovers. He cursed his fate and himself to for promising his mother to marry some other girl. He didn't know how to face Nandini.But he had to tell her. She has to know that they don't have any future together.
So gathering all his courage, with lump in his throat he spoke up, ''Nandini tum mujhese pyaar karti ho na?''
Nandini got surprised by his this question but answered positively.
Nandini while sniffing replied," Manik tum aisa kyun puch rahe ho...ofcourse I trust you...i trust you more than anyone in this whole universe."
Manik hearing this helplessly sighed and continued, ''Toh phir tum iss shaadi k liye taiyaar hojao. Par hamesha yaad rakhna tumhara Manik tumse pyaar karta tha, karta hain aur hamesha karega''
Hearing this, Nandini burst into tears. ''Manik tum aisa kyun bol rahey ho. Please mujhe chorkar mat jao. Tumhe pata hain na I can't live without you. Tumhare siwa aur koi mujhe jhel nahi sakta. Please Manik''
The pain in her voice hurted him more. Her tears and pleads made it more difficult for him to do this. But he had to do this. He had to tell everything to her. So he sais every single thing to her. Understanding te situation, Nandini did stop crying, but the thought of living without each other for the rest of their lives gave her immense pain.
With pain and sorrow in her voice, she asked him softly, ''Toh phir hum kya kabhi nahi milenge? Ek baar k liye bhi nahi? Hum kabhi baat nahi karenge? Please Manik. Ek baar k liye millo taki puri life tumhare bina jee saku in lamho k barein main sochkar.
Maink sighed and with a choking voice said, ''Please Nandini aisa maat karo. Don't make it more difficult for me.'' But it was true, even he wanted to meet her, to be with her for one last time. So accepting theie feeling he agreed and said, ''Ok. One last time Tonight at your place. But tum abhi jao aur shaadi k liye haa kardo. Bye''
Without waiting for her response, he cut the calk and fell on the couch wailing and shedding tears thinking about his life amd their future.
****Flashback ends.***
While thinking about this sudden changes he didn't know when sleep took over him.He didn't want to sleep but look at the sleeping beauty beside him, hugging him and sleeping peacefully. The face gave him calm and peace at heart and so unwantedly he drifted into slumber.
Nandini's POV
It was a new morning. A new beginning but and end of something very precious and beautiful in my life.
I woke up as I could no more hear the magical and musical heartbeat of my heart, my jaan. I scrunched my eyes and looked atound my room to find the one whom my eyes where crazing to have one look. But all I could find was emptiness.
I realized that he left. He left me forever without even bidding me a good bye. He left me even before we lived our little infinity. He left me and I couldn't even see him, adorn him for one last time.
Huh..!! Happy realisation.
I sat up on my bed and cried my heart out hugging my knees and burying my head in it.
I was feeling weak after all that crying and restless feels and my only strength, my peace, my sanity was him.
My brain accepted the fact that he was gone, gone forever but this poor love struck heart was not ready to believe. Hoping I could find him, my eyes again started wandering in my room searching for him in every single corner. But instead of him, I saw a pink note.
NOTE-''JAAN..I KNOW MERE JANEY KE BAAD TUM BOHAT ROUGI. PAR PLEASE RONA MAAT. YOU KNOW NA I HATE YOUR TEARS. I KNOW MAIN JANEY SE PEHELE TUMHE BYE BHI NAHI BOLA BUY KYA KARTA MUJHSE TUMHARI ANSU BHAARI ANKHEIN DEKHA NAHI JATEY. MAIN TUMHE BYE TYOU OH NAHI BOL SAKTA BUT YEH YAAD RAKHNA KI HAM KABHI PHIR MILEY YA NA MILEY YOU'LL ALWAYS BE THERE IN MY HEART. MY HEART ONLY AND ONLY BELONGS TO YOU.
-LOVE
MANIK''
Reading the note I broke down once again. I was crying incoherently. There was no way to stop my tears from my eyes.Feeling weak, I went to have shower but the emptiness in my heart couldn't resist my tears from falling.
I could feel a very heavy and deep pain in my heart. The pain was so unbearable that it felt as if my heart sank down like a heavy bolder drowning into an ocean. The pain was of being separation, pain of heart thumping in chest but void of heartbeat. I was breathing but without any oxygen. The lump that had formed in my throat was not letting my sorbs come out lightly.
I was crying hugging my knees, gathering all my pain from my heart and storing them in my eyes in the form of tears. I was crying incoherently and my whole body was shaking. My tears, my sorbs and my hiccups, there was no end of these. There was no end of the pain i was feeling.
Due to crying from so long, my face became red, eyes got swollen and I looked pale. Seeing me like this, Mom panicked. She asked me what happend to me. And what could I have given her as an answer except silence. I had lied to her telling that I was awake till late night.
She did get angry and maybe suspected my lie to but thought of avoiding it as we were getting late to leave for our farmhouse.The boy and his family were invited to see me in our farmhouse.
Mom got busy in making me wear a beautifull and gorgeous anarkali, doing my hair, makeup and every else thing which I didn't even bother to give a glance at. I could hear hub-bub all around our house, doing the preparation. While I sat on the stool lifeless, surrendered to my mother.
The thought of getting married to someone else was breaking my heart into pieces. Tears started welding in my eyes but I tried tried hard to not let them fall. my heart ached so much as if someone has stabbed me. The pain was unbearable.
Mom was finished with her job to make me get ready. I lifted my face to have a look of mine in the mirror. I did look good. But the glow of my face was missing. The smile on my face was gone as the only reason behind them is Manik. Giving me a final touch up, and a second look to all the arrangements, we left for our farmhouse.
(Nandini's outfit)
After almost two and a half ours we reached our farmhouse. It look beautifull with the fresh fragranted flowers, the eye catching curtains and every other arrangements. Foe a moment I smiled a bit looking at my surroundings but realizing the reason behind all these, my smile faded soon.
I straight away walked up to my room to wait till I was called down after their arrival.
end of Pov
Manik's POV
(Manik's outfit)
The morning turned out to be the worst morning in my life. It was no lessthan a nightmare. I was having the love of life, my Nandini in my arms, cuddled to me and sleeping peacefully but for the last time. It was the last time I was able to see her like that, to have her this close to me. Last time.
We reached the farmhouse where we were invited for lunch but the main agenda was make me and that girl meet and fix our marriage. Though I accepted my mother's request, one think was sure, no othwr girl except Nandini can have my heart. my heart always belonged to Nandini and always will.
We were welcomed warmly by the girl's parents. The farmhouse was decorated beautifully and I was quite impressed with the decore. I was looking around the mansion when mom asked them to bring down the girl I came to meet.
Not being interested I made faces and looked down which thankfully went unnoticed by everyone. I can never except anyone girl in my life other than Nandini.
I saw the girl being sitted opposite to me but I didn't bothered to give her a single glance. I was looking down at the floor when my eyes got lifted up with astonishment after hearing the girl's name from my mom.
I looked towards the pale yet the serene face gazing the ground . That eyes which my heart was aching to have just one glance was there right infront of me, fixed in the socket of it's owner and looing straight towards the floor. The only thing which escaped from my mouth was ''Nandini''
Her name though sounded like a soft whisper but for me it was nothing less than a prayer, a blessing, a realisation that she was there sitting right in front of me.
She heared me taking her name and recognizing the voice of the person, she lifted her head with a jerk and I could she the ever-so-glowing smile on her face which my eyes craved for.
Our eyes met and our gaze was fixed on each other. We had an unending ear-to-ear smile on our face. I wanted to jump off my seat and hug her consoling and making ne believe that it was her, my life, my jaan, my Nandini. And maybe God heard my prayer. Her parents told us to go, look around the house and talk to each other.
Not wasting any time, we got up our seat and walked up towards her room.On reaching the doorstep of her room, being a restless soul, I pulled her inside, closed the door and pinned her to the wall.
I could not hold back my emotions and excitement anymore and started kissing her all over her face like a maniac. While kissing her I felt her lips curving into big wide smile which made my heart melt. Not wasting further time, I slammed my lips on her. I took her into a soul searing kiss.
I kissed her ever so lovingly as if it would express my love. I was kissing her so gently as if I put bit force on her lips, the delicate doll will get damaged.
My longing for her, my craving for this girl, the love of my life, could be felt in that one kiss. That one single kiss, the kiss which had that pure blissfull love, that longing and craving for each other, compensated the pain we felt.
It didn't take her much time to respond back.
Soon our long passionate kiss tuen into a wild one. The kiss was a proof of the emotions, the heartbreak we went through few times back.The kiss made our craving for each other more evident. Our tongue was fighting for dominance as if trying to make ourselves believe that we were indeed standing close to each other. I let my girl take the lead because it was very rare when Nandini wanted to dominate. And I swear, this girl, fighting for dominance, being so desperate to take the lead is always a treat for me.
While kissing ever so lovingly and passionately, both of us were exploring each and every corner of our mouth. We were so engrossed in our closeness as if our life was dependent on that one kiss. The kiss was of love, pure, true and blissful love. It was of the pain we went through due to the fear of separation.
I don't know after how long we left each other's lips, gasping for air. Both of us were panting heavily for insufficient oxygen. I was feeling breathless too but I needed to make my heart believe that I had my Nandini close to, and this time it is forever. So leaving her lips, my lips were devouring the sweet taste of the neck, her throat. My lips, my tongue was busy tasting, licking, and biting every corner of her lips, neck and shoulder.
She tasted so good, so sweet. Her strawberry lip gloss didn't do much but only increased my hidden and controlled desire. My lips was busy in kissing the crook of her neck when I heard her moaning and taking my name which only increased my want and need for her. It only increased the fire of desire burning my throat and making me desperately desperate to mark her as mine.
I swear I would have ripped away the pieces of dress materials wrapping her and securing her perfectly shaped body from my desired filled naked eyes only if her voice didn't shake me out of my trance, out of our MaNanland.
''Ma...ma...MANIK...''
My name on her lips, sounded like a sweet hym and instantly grabbed my attention. Soon, without giving her any warning, I took her into a bone crashing hug assuring me that i had her close to me, and assured myself that i won't ever loose her again, no matter what. Our proximity made us a bit relief and with each passing second our grip on each other increased.
''Manik...I missed you so much...I thought that I had lost you forever. I can't leave without you even for a minute. Please mujhe kabhi chor ke maat jana'' I heard her sobbing.
''Sshh..sshh...bas...bas jaan...ab aur kyun rona..Now no more separation. This time it will be forever, hamesha. Hum hamesha saath rahenge. Dekha isliye bhagwan k hamey phirse ek kaar diya. Our parents wants us to get married. Ab ham hamesha k liye ek hojayenge. MaNaN HAMESHA.''
The smile, that never ending smile on her face, which I crave for, always made my day. Her smile brought smile on my face too, but soon it changed into a frown seeing her frowning. I wonder what can the reason be behind this certain conversion of an ear to ear smile to an tensed confused frown.
''Manik...don't you think we should tell our parents ki hum ek doosre ko pehle se jante hain aur pyaar bhi karte hain? Mujhe unlog se jhut nahi bolna''
I understood what my baby doll said and smiled at her innocence and honesty.
We went downstairs, holding each others hand and called everyone grabbing their attention.
'' Mom...dad...hum donoko app sabse kuch kehena hain''
I saw everyone looking confused not knowing what we wanted to tell. Gathering all our courage, we told them the truth.
After finishing our long story, both of us got tensed looking at their anger filled face. I could feel Nandini's eyes getting moist and her grip on my hand tight.
I got tensed with the thought of them being unhappy with our realtion. But soon all our frights washed away with their laughter. Nandini and I heaved a sigh of relief after getting our parents consent and we too smiled whole heartedly.
We bent down to take their blessing which they happily gave. That moment we felt so blessed to get each other back, to get our parents support and their consent for us getting married, for our forever.
Without any further wait or delay they fixed a date of our marriage and discussed about all the rituals and everything. Our parents once again blessed us wholeheartedly and adorned our bond.
NANDINI AND I FORGETTING ALL THE THINGS HAPPENED FEW MOMENT
S BACK, ALL THE PAIN, THE TEARS WE SHED FOR GETTING SEPARATED, SMILED WITH ALL OUR HEARTS AT OUR HAPPILY EVER AFTER. WE WERE HAPPY FOR OUR FOREVER, HAMESHA. MaNan HAMESHA.
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