Realization #thahaan Ts last part, 25feb ,page 2

Writing for the very first time. Don't even know how to use forums, join forum because of,dplee , amna, but know feel to share my thoughts with you people too. Big fan of #thahaan.
Thapki pyaar ki fan fiction (TS)
THIS IS THE DAY BEFORE THAPKI, AND BIHAAN DIVORCE, They are back in pandy nivas, no one knows the truth of shardha, and ma. But realised that, whatever happened was mistake, thapki was not on fault she is pure hearted person.
Bihaan's room
Thapki was in the romm, not feeling good on coming back to ,pandy nivas with all respect . But she has no other way, there divorce is going to happen right after two days. And she want bihaan to back in his house, and this is only possible if she is back home with respect.
Suddenly the scene comes to her mind when bau ji and dadi comes to tabela, she and bihaan getting ready, to go to bed. And shocked to see dadi and bau ji,
Dadi: bihaan hum ander ajae?
B: (with lots of excitement in his eyes like a kid , goes towards dadi hugs her and hold her. And take her in ,by pointing thapki to put, stool for dadi) kyu nai dadi ma ,apko bhala puchna ki zaroort hain.
Bauji: humain bhi ijazat hai?
T:g bauji aaapp bhi aye na.
Now bihaan and thapki confusingly watching at each other.
Dadi, and bauji smiles the exactly knows the reasons of there confusion.
Dadi:balu ab tum batao gy. Ya hum batain?
Bau ji : ma ap bari hai, ap bataen.
Dadi: (holding hands of bihaan ,and letting him sit by her lap) balu jab pehly bar tumhain humara ghr lae tha, tab sa hy mujha is masom par sharty bacha sa muhabbat hw gae the, phir is na apni muhabbat sa humara dill mai aur khas jaga bana ly. Humara sabsa ziyada khyal rakhna wla pota hai yea, lekin jab is na thapki, ka sath dhokha kiya tou mujha laga ka kiya mai is bachy ko janty hw?, kiya yea wohe bihaan hai, jo dhruv, aur is pandy nivas ka kisi bhi ghr ka faisly ka khalaf jana ka sapna bhi nai deakh sakta, phir isna,apni maa, bahi, bauji. Sab ka vishvas kase tor diya, iska jawab aj bhi mera pass nai. Par is sa Muhabat karna majboori hai meri,aur jab is na pandy nivas chora , thapki ka lia, tab mujha samjh nai ayeya ka isy kiya hwgaya hai?lekin is sawal ka jawab jald hy mil gaya(looking towards thapki lovingly) ka mera bacha sae kehta hai. Thapki galat nai the, woh waqat galat tha, us bachi ka dill mai aj bhi is parewar ka lia sirf muhabat hai. Woh jo hum nai deakh paye is bihaan nai deakh li, agr bihaan na deakhta tou os pandy nivas mai , thapki ka sath phir ek aur na insafi hw jaty.
Dadi and every one in that palace was now in tears, and dadi couldn't speak.
Bauji: humain maaf kar dw.
(Bauji and dadi joing there hand in front of them)
And bihaan stand all of sudden and hold both hands.
B: humain ap sa koi narazgi nai, dadi and bauji, (seeing towards thapki, who is shocked ) haina thapki?
T:(comes to her senses and move forward towards dadi hain bauji) mai app sa blkulll bbbhi naraz nnai hw, aur phir aaap na bola na dadi ma kkka waqat bura tha.ggalti kisi ki bhi nnnai the.
B:hain na, dekain dadi ma ab S for sab kuch clear hai, aur S for sab kuch saaf bhi, tou ab S for beautifull wali smile tou banty hain.
Every one smile,
Bauji: chalo phir apna saman pack karo, aur humari gulabo ka ghr khali karo.
Bihaan and thapki shocked.
Dadima:(smile) kyu k ab tumhain ghr jana hai wapis.
T:par dadi ma ,wwwoh mma?
Bauji: hum vasundra g ko janta hai woh maaf kar dain gy apny bacho ko. Tum bas chalo humara sath.
B:hain thapki maa humain maaaf kar in gy.
Thapki got tensed and remind all the worst moments with vasu and shardha.
Pandy nivas hall:
Every one is sitting, sumaan. And prety, taking tea for everyone, vasu and shardha,like always sitting and making plans against thapki, and ashwin and sanjay, working on some files. All of sudden dadi ma, and bauji enter along side thapki and bihaan .thapki holding dadi's hand and bihaan holding bags of thapki and him. Suman saw them first .
Suman.: dadi ma ap, bihaam devar g aur thapki ko wapis la aye .
Everyone see towards door, and stand at there place, vasu move forward.
V:yea. Kiya g ? Ap in dwnw ko wapis kyu la aye?
Bauji: kyu k humna in dwnw ko maaf kar diya hai, inko apni galty ki bht saza mil gae lekin ab bas, ab ap bhi maaf kar dijiye inhain.
V: par ap bhool gae thapki na..
Dadi, cut b/w vasu
Dadi:huamin sab yaad hain vasu bahu, par bacho sa galty hw jaty hai aur ma, baap maaf bhi kar dety. Aur jab woh mafy maang lai tab tou lazmi maaf kar dety hain.
Vasu, spell bound and shocked shardha fumes. And suman comes forward with arty thal and
Suman: dadi ma hum bihaan dewar g aur thapki ki arty kara? Kyu yea dwnw bht dino baad luty hai na ghr..
Dadi: kyu nai sumaan bahu zaroor.
Suman does arty, and takes thapki in happily, bauji ask bihaan to take bags back to his room , bihaan first take vasu blessing and go to room.
Bauji: hum tou bhai bht thak gae hai, hum chala sona,
Every one leaves ma also leaves after giving weird looks to thapki, shardha and thapki alone, she is about to say somthing to thapki, but at that vary moment dhurv enter. And she keep quit. Thapki see towards thapki, shardha approch dhurv and infrom him about bihaan and thapki return. Dhurv give a damn and leave .shardha leaves too.
Thapki went to mandir and say thanks for every thing and comes to room, where her bag is placed on its usuall place where it was usually placed before leaving.
And bihaan bags is on bed, open may be he went to bathroom for taking bath...
Bihaan:oyee chuk chuk gari?
She comes to her senses, and see towards bihaan. He look so happy, and fresh, like a cute little boy. His excitement was clearly seen in his eyes , on his face. She is actually staring at him while observing all this.
Now bihaan's,expression changes as he get confused on thapki stare..
B:chuk chuk gari, asa kyu ghoor rae hw?
She realise her mistake and, moves her eye from him.
T:wwwoh ,mai nai gghor rae.
B: gajab! Kahir, aj hum bht bht kush hai.bola tha na tumhain,k tumhain ghr mai wapis lae ga izaat ka sath, deakha la aye hum. Ab hum ghr a gae hai, ab us shardha ki sachi bhi sab ka samna la aye ga hum, aur tumhain sae bhi sabit kar dai ga hum.
T:ddeakho bihaan, ttum asa kkuch nnai karo gy ,ttum shardha ka kkhilaf koi, saxish nai karo,gay..
B: kyu nai kara ga? Taka woh tumahara khilaf phir sa koi naya plan banay aur phir sa tumahin aur humain muft mai tumhara sath ghr sa bahir kar dai..
T:ab assse nnobat nai aye ggy...wasa bhi mmmujha pandy nivas chor kka jana hhhai..tttum shyd bhool gggae hw mai yaha humasha ka liya kbhi bhi nai aaye the, aur hhumari sshadi ki tteen mmmahina pura hwna mai ssirf 2din reh gae hai, phir mmmai humesha humesha ka liya cchali jao gy.. ttumhari, aur sabki zindagi sa...
Alll of sudden tears, storming out of, her eyes, she always knows this day will come, but this hurt her so bad she never knew that..now she is convincing her self that these tears, is for leaving pandy family, then why she can't see towards bihaan at this moment. Why facing him at this moment is this much difficult for her.
On the other hand bihaan,Feel like, his soul flew from his body, how times flies, and all of sudden he realized why he feel so bad, he should have feel happy, he was waiting for this moment from very long, but why this feel not right why, he feels, like he lost, every thing in this life, he feels pain in his heart, which was totally unbearable,he recognized this pain, the first time he feel this pain was when , doctor said " sorry, in ki heart beat stop hw gae hai" yes the pain to lost thapki, but this time, the intensity of the pain is more, because this is the time of realization, of love. All of sudden he smile, with lots of pain, and think " wah B for bihaan pandy, tumhain M for muhabbat hw gae, aur pata bhi nai chala, aur jab ehsas hw bhi tou kab , jab woh tumhain chor ka ja rae hain , humesha humesha ka lia, aur k for kamal ki baat tou yea hai, ka tumhain koi haq bhi nai hai, usy rokna ka, usy apna pyar ka batana ka, tum pagal hw gae hw bihaan pandy p for puray pagal"
Now tears are uncontrollable , he put all his courage and see towards thapki, she was also carrying silently. He get confused, he never see her cry , he always wonder, why her tears, bothered her this much, now he has answer, that why, thapki's tears, disturbed her. He wipe his tears and smile.
B: ary hain, aj D for double or D for dugni khushi ka din hain, hum ghr bhi wapis a gae, aur parso humesha ka lia tumsa humari jaan bhi choot jae gy... is khushi mai humari tarf sa kal hum tuMhain, mirchi wali ice cream khalay ga. Paka.
..
Thapki hurts, by listening this, this is the only this she, don't want to listen ,but he said it.
T: hain bihaan, ab mere galtiyon ki saza tumhain nai mily gy,ab tumhain, daldal mai, agg mai khud ka mere jan nai bachni parhy gy, na hy tumhain apna ghr chor kar tabela mai rehna parha ga, aur na hy ruk ruk ka batain suni para gy..(she said is without stammering)
Bihaan, was first shocked on her words, then he realized she speaks without stammering, it is when, she was too mad on him.
B:chuk chuk gari, tum tou B for boht ziyada b for bura hy maan gae. Humara woh matlab nai tha, tum bhi tou humesha sa yehe chaty the na , k tumhain humari shakl na deakhni para, dhoka bhari zindagi sa jaan chot jae tumhari, bas usy khushi mai hum party dain ga tumain.
Woh kiya hain na humain sae sa baat nai karna ata na..pata tou hain moti budhi hai hum.
Thapki, see towards him, and try to smile, and all of sudden a question arise in her mind.
T:bihaan ek baat puchu?
B: hain puchu, chuk chuk gari, aj hum bht kush hain tumhara sara sawaloon ka jawab dain gy..
T:tumna mujha dhoka kyi diya?
B:woh, hum ...hum apna bhai ki shadi ase larki sa nai karwana chata tha jo ruk ruk ka bolty hw...bas..
Try to stole eyes from thapki...
T:bihaan phir tumna huamin aur dhurv sir ko ek karna ki koshish kyu ki? Uska lia ,tum jo apna parewar ka bagir nai reh sakty, tumna unsab ka lia apni, mout ka natak tak kiya, sir mujha aur dhurv sir ko ek karna ka lia..kyu?
B:deakho, chuk chuk gari...in swaloon ka koi matlb nai hai...so jao humain bhi sona dw...
T:bihaan aj ,tumhain mai kisi aur ki kasam nai dw gy, aj tumain mere kasam hain, mujha sara sawaloon ka jawab dw gy tum...
Bihaan shockingly see towards her, just to assure ,how she know that this will work for her..he is helpless now..
B:thapki, shadi sa pehly humain lagta tha ,dhurv tumsa pyaar nai karta, tars kha raha hain tumse...lekin, jab mujha ehsas hwva ka woh tumsa pyaar karta,mujha bht afsos hwva..mujha apni galty ka ehsas hqva usy galty ko sudharna ka lia..maina woh sab kuch kiya..
T:tumain kis na kha tha yea bihaan? Tumhain kiya pata pyar kiya hwta hai?
B:humain, kisi na nai,humain jo sae laga humna kiya...hum tumsa mafi mangta hai...
T:yani, bihaan, ab tumain mujh mai koi burae nai lagty? Yani,tumhare nazar mai ab mai tumhara bhai ka qabil hw?
..
Bihaan see towards her, with open eyes, and try to figure out where she is taking the conversations, there is no point, of these questions she is asking..
B:thapki, humm...kiya...mera matlab hainyea sab kyu puch rae hw?
T:batao bihaan, maire ruk ruk,k bolna wali problem aj bhi utny bari hai tumahra lia ka nai?
B:thapki,us humna dill sa bola tha ka hum tumhari izaat karty hai, aur tumhari ruk ruk ka bolna wali problem, koi problem nai hai,humain lagta tha jo log ruk ruk ka bolta hai unka dill saaf nai hwta..par tumhara dill tou bht saaf hai..
Itna saaf aur bara hai ka itna tou humara bhi nai hai..tabhi tou hum tumahin mahan atma bolta hai..(he try to add the humour in this conversation)
Thapki , smile seeing towards him..
T: aur agr tumhain, mujh sa shadi majboori sa na krny hwty, tou kiya tum mujh sa shadi karty kabhi?
Bihaan was totally shocked, now he understand what thapki, try to ask, his heart was happy, listening to this, but all of sudden he realized, that he is not the right person for thapki...and he move his face away from thapki and say..
B: nai, hum pagal hai kiya, bola tha na humna tumain, bhgwan na jis ko saza deny hw gy, usa tumhara pati bana dain ga, humain bhgwan na bht saza dai hai..
Now he can't speaks a words, he voice choke, in his throught, he just feel thapki, feel dowm on the place where she was standing...he has courage to say a word, or console her or face her..he ran from the room..
And last thapki hears, bike sound..

I liked this, and a great start!!
However one request plzzz, can you not write in Hindi, I was very lost in understanding the convo, or could u write the English translation Next to it. Plzzz if u could do this I would be over the moon!

well done⭐️

Good to see another FF on Thahaan...nicely written and the suspense is now killing me. Please update soon

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Thanku all for your encouragement, I will surely update in day or two.
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part 2
Thapki, comes to her senses , when she hears the sound of bike, she stand up and ran towards her window but it's too late, he already gone, she wiped her tear. Bihaan's words was still echoing in her mind and then she thought to her self.
T: pata hai mujha bbihaan jhoot bol rrae hhw tum mmujh sa, mere ddard ki parwa hai, tumhain sabse ziyada, mmera ansoon ka mool tumsa zziyada kisi ko nai hai, kyu bol rae hw jhoot? Agr, ssach keh rrae hwta tou yyuun bhag nai jata.. kyu kkeh nai ddety k ttum nai cchata mai jao, yyaha sa, ek baar roka tou hwta..ek bbar bhi kehty kk "cchuk chuk ggari ruk jao maat jao," tou rruk jatu na mai..hamesha ttou mman lety hw tumhari..(I know bihaan you are lying, I know u are the only one who feel my pain the most.no other can give importance to my tears this much, then y are you lying? If you were not lying, u never run like this, y you don't stop me, if you say only once that stop chuk chuk gari, then I will not go, like always I listen to you)
..
Thapki is now shocked on her own thoughts why she want to stay?, why she want bihaan to stop her?, why she will not go grone pandy nivas if bihaan as? Why she listen to him? He is the one who stole her dreams, he is one who, scattered her all the feelings for love, what she is thinking, why his words start matter to her. Why in last few days, she is unable to say no to bihaan. Why she gone through all the humiliation in pandy nivas only for him.
Then she start lying to her self.
T: kkyu k, usna ghr mere liya chora ttha, woh aapna pariwar ka bagair nnahi rreh sakta, sirf mere khatir usna asa kiya tha, aur mai aapni waja sa kisi ka sath bura nai hwna dena chaty, lekin phir ab ktu mai cchaty hhw kkk bihaan mujha rook lai?, aab tou ssab kuch thek hw ggaya hai nai, mmujha tou jana tha humesha sa alekin aaab kyu farq parh raha hai?
(Because he left the house for me ,he cannot live without his family, but just to prove me right he left the house, I never wanted someone to hurt because of me. But now y I want from him to stop me? Everything is fine now ,I always know, I have to leave this then y this effect me?)
..
She is confused, or just don't want to accept that, Mrs thapki bihaan pandy, fall in love with her husband bihaan pandt, because this feeling is too scary. How can she love him, he is the one who, hurt her, the worst. But he is also the one, who always by her side on her bad, she remind her father saying
T: papa hhhumain apna dosto ka kasa pata chhhalta hai, kun sssacha dost hai aur kun jhota?
(Papa how we differentiate between ,true and fake friends?)
Kk: beta , jo bura waqat mai humara hath ,tham lai, aur humain himat dain tou jaan lw woh hy tumhara sacha dost hai.
(Kid ,those who help, you when time ois not fair with you, and encourage you yo go ahead are the tru friends)
Then thapki reminds when she drinks the poison and bihaan promise her, he will not let her happen any thing, she also reminds when she eat sindoor, and bihaan read katha for her, and when in super bahu contest how he come in between and help her to win and all those moments where, bihaan is on her side, while in issue of divaker and adity.
Now she is convinced that, he is one she always wanted in her life. And she unintentionally accepted the fact that she fall for him and say to her self..
T:so mrs thapki bihaan ppandy, aapko bbihaan pandy sa pyaar hw gaya hhhai.
Par bbihaan...
(So Mrs thapki bihaan pandy, you are in love with bihaan pandy, but bihaan...)
Now realisation of love with the realization, of the fact that what bihaan just said, tears again comes out from her eyes,
T:kyu bihaan, tum kyu nai manty ka tum bbhi mmujh sa ppyar kkarty hw?
(Y bihaan y don't you accept that you also love me?)
Then her eyes sparkle
T:kkyu, kk shyaad ttumhain llgta hhw k mai ttum sa nnafrat karty hw, hain isiliye, tummm nnai manty. Mmmai ttumhain ajj ,bbbato gy, kk mmai tttum sa nafrat nai karty bihaan, par tttum itny mmoti budhi hhw tumhain aabhi tak ehsas nnnai hwva ka mai tttou ttumss nafrat kkarna kkkab ka bhool ggae...par hhhain tttum ttou mmoti budhi hw nnna...
(Because may, be you think I still hate you, yes this is the reasy you don't confess , I will tell you today, that I don't hate you any more, but how foolish you are bihaan can't you understand that, from so long I forget to hate you, but yes you are fool..)
Then she smile to her self, and the she heard the sound of rain, and she smile and go to balcony.the weatheris too beautiful, rain drops slowly, sweeping away all the sadness in the atmosphere, the Porsche and garden of pandy nivas looks so pretty, but where is bihaan she thought to her self, she want to tell him thousand things, and suddenly some thought comes to her mind and she went to the room take out umbrella, and smile.
T:mujha abhi, aur isy waqat sab batana hain tumhain...
(I have to tell you every thing right at this moment)
And from balcony way, she went out to find bihaan..
..
Bihaan runs from the room, he want to go to some place where thapki, can't approach her and again ask him any thing, because he has no more courage to say lie to her. He never thought that other than ma, any woman in this world can effect him this much. Or for his surprise he never think that woman would be thapki. He never hate her or dislike her he always knew, that she is good girl. When mom ask him to betray her, that time was not eassy for him , he done all this for his mom and brother. Because he love them unconditionally , he can do anything for them. Even do bad with good. But fall for the same girl gives him goosebumps, now how much he. Hurt her tore him in to pieces, so he just run down take his bike out to let thapki know that he is not here any more. But as soon he just crossed the street he stop, and goes to some boys sitting near fire in the shade and drunk and sit there.
One of the boy in drunk situation.
Boy: ary ...yea tou bihaan bhai hai..
(Oh he is bihaan)

Everyone see towards him and recognized himm..
One of them comes with the bottle of alcohol in his hand and sit by the side of bihaan handling the bottle to him and say
Boy: bihaan bhai, bht arsy baad humari mehfil mai aye hw bina jaam ka nai jana dain ga..
(Bihaan, you come to our place after so long we don't let you go without drink)
Bihaan smiles to him, and takes the bottle and drinks the bottle in one turn..
And then starts carrying out loud every one shocked to see bihaan like that..
At the mean time rain starts, bihaan went in to the rain and start laughing.
Now everyone puzzled that's whats wrong with him.
One of them goes to words him and ask
Boy: bhai kharyeat hai?
(Brother everything is fine)
Bihaan comes into the shade, take bottle and drink it too, and said with lots of pain in to his eyes
B:deakji bhaiya seedhy see baat hai mai acha admy nai hw,mai blukl bhi acha admi nai hw, aur uska sath tou maina bht bara dhoka kiya, uska pyaar, uski family, uski khushiyaan s for sab kuch aur s for sari kia sari uski khushiyaan cheen ly, usy yea baat samjh nai aty, usky, har muakil ki waja hum hai..bihaan panday, shardha babi ji sae kehty hai, agr mai uska sath dhoka na karta tou na uska, sath woh hwta jo aj hw raha hai, na dhurve ka sath r na shaadha babiji uska sath woh karty. Jo woh kar rae hai..uska sath sab kuch galt kiya mene, kisna kiya??

Boy: apna..
B:hai mene, lekin apna bhai ki khusiyaan chana galty hai?, apni maa ka ansoon puchna galty hai bolo? Mene galty ki ...galty ki?
Boy: nai..
B:ary ki na mene uska dil tor diya,mene uska pyaar us cheen liya. Aur aj usna (pointing towards sky) mujhsa mera pyaar, aur aj pata chala jab apka pyaar apsa cheenta hai tou kasa lagta hai, yaha (pointing towards his heart) kitna kitna dard hwta hai.kyu hwta hai itna dard?
Boy :pata nai bhai...
B:hahah mujha bhi nai pata... zindagi mai pehly bar...pehly bar ma ka elava kisi ka ansoon sa fark parha,un ansoon sa jo mene diya tha usa, woh roty hai na tou dill karta hai, uko ansoon deny wali ki jaan la lw, par, usko ansoon tou mene diya hai...
Par jab woh yaha sa roty hai (pointing towards his eyes) tou yaha bht , bht dard hwta hai (pointing tor his heart) bht ziyada dard, yea kaha ka insaf hai? Bolo yea insaf hai?
Boy:nai..
B:kyu nai hai, yehe tou insaf hai, warna yea kaha ka insaf hwta, k ansoon bhi uska aur dard bhi uska, bulky insaf tou yea hwta, ka dard bhi yaha. Aur ansoon bhi yaha...
Kyu k woh ansoon aur dard dwnw mene hy diya hai. Aur aj jab woh mujha hamesha hamesha ka lia chor ka jacrae hai,...hhahah..aur main usy rook bhi nai skata...
Bihaan suddenly feels so sad realizing thappki is leaving him for forever..
Boy:kyu nai ruk sakty bhai?
B:nai rook sakta, kyu k main acha admy nai hw, aur yea moti budhi jisi kuch samjh nai ata yea smajh a gaya hai k "woh kaha mai kaha".. bolo rook sakta hw main..
A feminine voice , with tears comes from back..
T:rook saktu hw...
Bihaan truns around ,and try to hide bottle..
B:ary chuk chuk gari...ary glass nechy rakho bhai , larky ka smna pety nai hai..par mai pee sakta hw (standing on his place goes towards thapki, who is standing with an umbrella, and taking his face near her and siping from bottle) kyu k mai acha admi nai hw..

..and about to fall thapki ,holds him, sees towards him with tears in her eyes .
B:deakho mene phir sa rula diya...kyu k mai...
Thapki put her fingers on his lips, bihaan see towards her with shocked looks..
T:ghr chalain?...
B:gajaab...
Thapki put his hand on her shoulder, balancing him with tightly wrapped her arm around his waist...
T:chalin?
Bihaan waved to all of them... go with thapki...

Omg omg!!! Thank you, you listen to my request (however at the end I became lost again...) but forget tht. I totally understand it takes time to translate, so I'm sorry for tht however thank you for translating. I really like this story !!!!!