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Heya, people.
A short write up on Ishani and Ranveer's thoughts how they love each other. They're purely my thoughts and might and might not be the exact picture of what characters truly feel or think. There is of course a lot more going on but my brain could produce only this. :D
Ishani [to Ranveer]:
"I love you. I love so much. But life is not about us being together. I'm afraid about you. I love you but have to pretend that I don't. You have your enemies who are ready to gnaw at you any moment and I can't let that happen. You've done so much for me and I nothing. I need to protect you from the people who wish to harm you. No, I can't stay with you. I know it kills you to see hatred in my eyes but I must do this for your sake. Don't ever think I'll be happy without you. I'll be alive for the heck of it. Barely breathing because I won't really be dead. But the thing that would comfort me would be your well being. You're a part of me. Like always. When we were friends you always carried a part of me with you and I yours. It's still the same. When I hurt you, it kills me. When I see those unshed tears in your eyes, they take form of innumerable splinters and drill deep, deep in my skin. It hurts but it's comforting to see you can move on. I'm selfish when I wish you couldn't. But I hold no right over you anymore. Yet a voice echoes faintly in the back of my head and pleads you to come back. I can't live without you."
Ranveer [to Ishani]:
"I hate you... are my thoughts every moment you're out of my sight. I hate you so much...are my feelings every night I pretend to sleep after making my heart believe you're gone and don't love me anymore [do I believe you ever did?]; yet the moment you turn up before my eyes it seems I've fallen in love with you all over again; and no hatred shadows my heart. I hate this. I hate myself for loving you. I've not known a single day or single night I was sure of having you by my side. I never expected this but you made me want to believe you could love me. Why? I want to believe you love me, but you're with someone else and happy as you claim to be. What are those tears in your eyes for? Why they lure me like a flush of the dawn to sun? Don't cry, Ishani! It hurts. I wish I could stop myself from loving you and your tears impacting me but it's not possible. All my efforts to let go of you have been in vain. Still I want you by my side like all the time. Feel you by my side. However impossible it sounds it will always be my one and only wish. Even if it's not meant to come true I will live and die with it."
Jeez! Anything is welcome i.e. shoes, slippers...anything. Just tried to divert the attention from the ceaseless negativity. *sigh*
A short write up on Ishani and Ranveer's thoughts how they love each other. They're purely my thoughts and might and might not be the exact picture of what characters truly feel or think. There is of course a lot more going on but my brain could produce only this. :D
Ishani [to Ranveer]:
"I love you. I love so much. But life is not about us being together. I'm afraid about you. I love you but have to pretend that I don't. You have your enemies who are ready to gnaw at you any moment and I can't let that happen. You've done so much for me and I nothing. I need to protect you from the people who wish to harm you. No, I can't stay with you. I know it kills you to see hatred in my eyes but I must do this for your sake. Don't ever think I'll be happy without you. I'll be alive for the heck of it. Barely breathing because I won't really be dead. But the thing that would comfort me would be your well being. You're a part of me. Like always. When we were friends you always carried a part of me with you and I yours. It's still the same. When I hurt you, it kills me. When I see those unshed tears in your eyes, they take form of innumerable splinters and drill deep, deep in my skin. It hurts but it's comforting to see you can move on. I'm selfish when I wish you couldn't. But I hold no right over you anymore. Yet a voice echoes faintly in the back of my head and pleads you to come back. I can't live without you."
Ranveer [to Ishani]:
"I hate you... are my thoughts every moment you're out of my sight. I hate you so much...are my feelings every night I pretend to sleep after making my heart believe you're gone and don't love me anymore [do I believe you ever did?]; yet the moment you turn up before my eyes it seems I've fallen in love with you all over again; and no hatred shadows my heart. I hate this. I hate myself for loving you. I've not known a single day or single night I was sure of having you by my side. I never expected this but you made me want to believe you could love me. Why? I want to believe you love me, but you're with someone else and happy as you claim to be. What are those tears in your eyes for? Why they lure me like a flush of the dawn to sun? Don't cry, Ishani! It hurts. I wish I could stop myself from loving you and your tears impacting me but it's not possible. All my efforts to let go of you have been in vain. Still I want you by my side like all the time. Feel you by my side. However impossible it sounds it will always be my one and only wish. Even if it's not meant to come true I will live and die with it."
Jeez! Anything is welcome i.e. shoes, slippers...anything. Just tried to divert the attention from the ceaseless negativity. *sigh*
