Ishra FF||A Contract Of Love 6|| Chapter 62 ~ Chapter 78 - Page 59

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Chapter 68

"Ishita...you want to love me?"

She look into his eyes, they were speaking it all out for her. She was sincerely wanting for this to happen. But then he remembered, she had always wanted this to happen, but it never had. He wished he could easily ask her to do as she wished, to become his and make him hers, but it didn't seem to come to him. He was scared...he was scared of the rejection, of the pain, his pain and hers. He was scared of their love failing again.

"But suddenly? I mean-" He tried to talk to her knowing what exactly would bother her so he would avoid anything that would get him another push that could be the final push for him.

"Raman, I...I never loved anyone. He always did everything, I just lay on the bed because that's what I was told to do. Now I want to leave all that behind me. Please Raman, this will be the last time I'll ask you for this..."

"Ishita I wanted to stay away because it hurts me when I come closer, and today I don't if I'll be able to do this...I don't want to you to feel the way I have been all these days, so I don't know."

"Raman...I can't explain this to you. I never wanted to push you away, never wanted to compare you to him, I never wanted any of that. In my mind, I was trying to push away my past that got in our way, and I was trying fight away those memories of him. I'll always regret that moment I did all this to you and you know that. I would do anything to go back and change that, but I can't. And now I want to fix my mistakes, get over this past of mine, and I...I want...my husband back." She said choking on the last bit as she held in her tears. She paused for a moment before she continued...

"Raman I've gotten so much love from you that it was something beyond my dreams. I never ever thought I would get someone like you in my life or whether men like you even existed. And Raman you love me so much without saying anything. You never let me know what you are doing for me, and maybe that's why to some extent I kept on thinking you would be okay if it took many failures for me to move on. But I was wrong...you were hurt by me so many time. You never let me know and continued loving me...now I want to give you that love back, even if I only manage a small fraction of it."

"I...I..."

"I know you think, it's not going to work again, and it'll be a huge failure again. But Raman this time I feel different. I want to do this now for you and for myself! For you, I want to let you know that in my heart, it's only you! I am all yours Raman! No one has ever loved me like you and no one ever can! I don't want to lose you over something that doesn't matter in my life. You are the one the matters to me and seeing you away from me is killing me just as much as it is killing you! I just want you back Raman, and I want to show you my love this time. You've also shown your love, now it's my turn."

"You've always wanted to love me...how is it different now?" He hesitantly asked not wanting to hurt her feelings not knowing she was ready to let it all out today.

"Because I want to tell myself that I have that ability to get on in my life with my love, that I don't need to and I won't cry over someone who doesn't matter. Rather I will go on happily in my life with you. I want love and just love in my life. And my meaning of love is you now. I want to tell whatever is in me, that I can love, that I can love my husband! That my past will not control my future with you. I don't want to lose control over my future and you. I want things between us to be normal like any other couple. I want to give you love...which I've never given anyone else. I want to love this time Raman. I just want to love you..."

Her eyes spoke her words before she did. The unshed tears showed her regret while the sparkle hidden under them showed the love with which she talked to him. It was evident she wanted their togetherness and their love, but he was still in an inner turmoil. His heart went out to her, he didn't want her crying, he didn't want her disappointed, and he did want to give her a chance to give him the love she wanted to. His heart seemed to melt when he saw her efforts, her struggle with her past, and now her want to move further than those memories and create new ones with him.

But there was a small fear still in the back of his head. That night had changed something in him. It planted a seed of fear in his head. That fear of rejection, that fear of hurting her and getting hurt. A fear he couldn't ignore. He was scared, of her breaking apart if this didn't work because she was so determined this time, and scared of breaking himself because this really could be the last chance for him because he didn't know if he could ever be ready for any intimacy if he was once again left dejected.

As he looked at her, he felt torn between his mind and his heart...

As if understanding how difficult it was getting for him, she held his hands tightly in hers as he faintly smiled at her. She couldn't stop herself and wrapped her arm around him and gave him a tight hug while she stroked his back with the other hand...

"I'm so sorry I made it so hard for you." She whispered to him while he let loose in her arms as she tears flowed freely. She felt a droplet fall onto her shoulder and closed her eyes holding onto him with a stronger grip than ever as if it would take away his turmoil and pain. He lost himself in her arm embrace as he realized how much he missed her in these 2 days away from her. He let go of all he held in himself as she stroked his back and apologized. When she knew he was crying in her arms, she pulled back from the hug and made him face her. Gently bring her face closer to his, she kissed his eyes as he closed his eyes letting go of the droplets that were left unshed. He looked at her tender eyes as he knew it was only love for him and a hint of desire he had never seen in her. And seeing that love, his heart won over his mind...

"I've never been loved Ishita...will you really give me that?" He quietly said and looked at her hopeful with his eyes reflecting the same love and desire in hers. She looked up at him pleasantly surprised at his answer...

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Without taking a moment, she simply cupped his face and captured his lips giving him his answer. Their soft gentle kiss become more intense and passionate as their hidden and controlled desire of the past days came out in their kiss.

She grabbed his hair as she bit his lip asking for his permission to enter. Soon they hands intertwined while they explored each other's mouths. Swaying slowly towards the bed, they gradually parted from their kiss from the lack of oxygen.

He gently laid her down on the bed as he sat down by the edge. She gave a smile before getting up only to surprise him by having him lay down as she settled herself on top of him. She looked at his shocked face shyly while he took in her surprise and wrapped his arms around her waist.

He moved forward towards her gently removing her long earrings as she loosened his tie. As her earrings and his tie were thrown off to the side, she leaned in and began to give him another kiss. As they got lost in the kiss, she began to run her hand on his chest playing with the buttons of his shirt getting him to moan loudly. He began to run his hand down her back sending shivers down her spine.

As she pulled back from the kiss and looked at him, he gave a genuine smile after days. She gave him the same feeling he gave moments back as she ran her hand over his bare chest placing small wet kisses along the way. And in moments a naughty glint appeared in his eyes and she saw him looking towards her saree blouse.

He slowly undid the pin sliding off her pallu. He rolled over and rested on top of her as she intertwined their hands together tightly. He shed all his insecurities as she tightened her grip on his hand as he nipped her neck. She let out a hiss as he reached for the pleats of her saree slowly pulling them out while she repeated the same reaching for his belt. As he leaned in nuzzling her neck and shoulders, she moved forward kissing his shoulder and slowly making her way up and got a moan out of him as she bit his ear.

In moments she was on top of him once again while her petticoat lay on the floor and she was now nuzzling his neck and chest leaving small bites as he undid dori of her blouse. As the knot opened, she froze for a moment resting on him whispering his name. As he began to pull off her blouse, she reached for his pants. For minutes they stayed together intertwined, feel and roaming around each other as they took these moments to cherish each other and make love to each other.

She kept control staying on top and giving him all the love she could as she lost control over all her shyness. She had never experience how it felt to take control and be the one who would be in power and today when she got that power, it was completely new to her. She enjoyed having such an effect on him and enjoyed the pleasure he gave her in return. Something she had never experienced or thought of, so it was all she could think of; him and this love of theirs. He was all on her mind and heart as she clung onto him clawing her nails into his back getting her name called out by him.

He hissed as she began more passionate as they went on. He hadn't realized when they had gotten so lost in their loss of desire and uncontrolled passion that he didn't remember their previous nights. The fear of rejection seemed to fade as she lost her diffidence to their love and passion. It was simply them now and nothing else.

They slid off the remaining clothes they had on when they had lost completely all their control to their yearning for each other. She remained on top as they reached their climax. She looked at him as she knew this was their moment. She leaned in and pulled him into herself...

"Raman..."

"Ishita..."

All they heard was the moans of each other's names as they went through a burst of ecstasy. He rolled her over and was now on top of her as they continued to celebrate their togetherness...

And that's when he saw her tears running from her closed eyes. Her tear rolled down the side of her face landing on his hand that held her. He wiped off her tears, scared that he made a mistake by taking control and asked her worried about what happened...

"Does it hurt?"

She opened her eyes and looked into his affectionately as she saw his love and concern still overpowering him, and gently grabbed his hand kissing it softly before she simply smiled at him. He knew right then, her tears weren't because of anything except their moments tonight. Tears of happiness as they finally had become one.

"I love you..." She whispered to him.

"I love you too..." He whispered back taking her lips into a kiss.

And they continue to make love to each other throughout the night forgetting everything else as they lost each other to a world of togetherness, pleasure and love...

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That was all for now! Hope you all will like and leave your feedback! This was just my first attempt at romance like this, so I'm sorry if it seemed vulgar or not fitting or if it was too rushed considering the situation in the story, so please do leave your feedback to let me know how it was!