Today I was watching current promo again when this thought come in my mind.
I don't know how much of it is going to happen in show. This is purely what my imagination. Please ignore mistakes.
SwaSan:OS New Beginning
Swara was standing near temple lost in her thoughts she was thinking of sudden changes happen in her life in just a day. Her forced marriage with Sanskar then Ragini's truth coming in front of all and last most unexpected thing that happen was Ragini pressuring her to go back to Laksh as he only loves her. But she never wanted to separate Ragini from Laksh her goal was clear from day one, yes she wanted Ragini to accept her mistakes but it was just because for Maa Baba that's it.
One side she was relieved that now everyone believe her but on the other side she was sad for her sister. No one was talking to her, everybody turned their back to her, she didn't want that, but then again this time she can't help it she tried to convince everyone in forgiving her sister but then she realize this is something Ragini has to do alone. It is going to be long way ahead for her.
Than her thoughts shifted to her conversation with Dadi and Baba this morning, they wanted her to go back to Sanskar;
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"Dadi, Baba aap log kanha chale gaye the subha subha???" Swara asked them when she saw them entering the house. She was wondering where they were from morning and she asked her Maa she said wait for them, they will tell her themselves.
"Woh ham Maheshwari Mansion gaye the." Her Baba replied.
"Acha aap wanha sab se Ragini k baare mai baat krne gaye the na kya kaha sab ne woh maan gaye na????" Swara asked hopeful that everybody was ready to give her sister another chance.
"Nah chori ham wahan thare baare baat krne gaye the." Dadi replied.
"Mere baare mai kya baat krni thi???" she asked confused that what they wanted to talk about now when her mission is completed there is no relation left between her and Maheshwari's.
"Dekh Swara zabardasti hi sahi par thaari aur Sanskar Ki shadi hui hai aur ab tu uski patni hai uss ghar ki bahu. Woh log apne ghar ki bahu ko apne ghar wapis laijana chahte hain. Ham unse issi silsilay mai baat krne gaye the." Dadi told her, she got a call from AP in early morning saying they wanted to discuss about Swara, she was sounding worried so she with Shakher went to meet them.
"aisa kabhi nahi hoga mai wapis nahi jaongi mene Maa ko bhi kal hi bata dia tha k mai is shadi ko nahi manti Sanskar mera srif acha dost hai mene uss k baare mai aisa kabhi bhi nahi socha." Swara said angry on them for thinking like that. She was not ready to think about a married life specially after what happen in past.
"Ragini ne koi kasar nahi chodi hame samaj k samne sharminda krne mai ab tum tou aisa nahi kro, Sanskar ek bauhat acha ladka hai aur who tumse pyar bhi bauhat krta hai, woh tumhe hamesha khush rakhe ga." she heard her Baba saying that.
"Pyar tou Laksh ne bhi mujhse kia tha lekin kya hua jab mujhe uski sab se zyada zaroorat thi woh mere sath nahi tha. Aur aap kis samaj ki baat kr rahe hain aap chahte hain k logon k darr se mai Sanskar k pas chali jaon kya meri feeling ki koi value nahi hai." She knew that she was wrong in comparing Sanskar and Laksh but what should she do, she was scared of falling in love again. She also knows that whatever her Baba saying is right she would never get better life partner but her fears were not letting her accept that, it will take a lot of time to make her fears go, and till than she can't let Sanskar hanging in between, already she was unfair with him since he confessed his feelings, now she can't do it anymore.
"mhare ko pata hai tu k soche hai liken Sanskar aur Laksh mai bauhat farq hai Sanskar ne thara tab sath dia jab koi bhi thare sath na tha, dekhna woh aise hi hamesha thara sath dega tu usse ek moqa tou de." Dadi tried to make her understand.
"jab ap sab ne mil k sab soch hi lia hai tou mujhe samjhane ki kya zaroorat hai???"
"Swara mai thare ko yaqeen dilati hun k akhri faisla thara hoga.likin tub hi mhare se wada kr tu jaldbazi mai koi faisla nahi kregi sab kuch sochle samjhle phir apna faisla bata na." Dadi assured her that final decision will be hers but as her elders it was their duty to make her understand whole situation.
"Maa Aap kuch nahi bolengi???" Swara asked her Maa who was quit in whole conversation. She wanted to know her poit of view.
"tum jobhi faisla logi mujhe apne sath khada paogi, mera manna hai zabardasti ki rishte zyada wqt nahi tikte but jo kuch bhi tumhari dadi aur Baba ne kaha woh bhi sach hai dono baaten tumhare samne hain ab faisla tumhe krna hai tum jo chaho gi wohi hoga." Her Maa told her while caressing her head lovingly.
"Mai mandir hokr aati hun." She said thinking that she needed some alone time to think straight.
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Suddenly she feels like she got all her answers, she was so stupid why she didn't think about it before. She took her phone text Sanskar to meet her here.
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She was waiting for him to come when she heard a familiar voice calling her name she turned to see it was Laksh.
"Laksh tum yanha???" she asked him as she was not expecting him here.
"mujhe tumse milna tha kuch baat krni thi." Laksh said hesitation was clear in his voice.
"haan bolo." She encouraged him when she found him hesitant.
"dekho Swara yeh baat tumbhi janti ko mere aur Ragini k darmiyan kabhi koi relation nahi tha who srif ek zabardasti ka relation tha theek ushi tarha tumhara aur Sanskar ka relation hai na tum Sankar se pyar krti hi na mai Ragini sai tou kyun na hum undono ko azad kr den aur ek dusre ka hath tham lain." Laksh finally put his point in front of her. He was waiting for her reply but what he got shocked him. she slapped him right across the face.
"how dare you tumhe pata bhi hai k tum kya keh rahe ho shadi ko khel bana k rakha hai tumne, sharam aani chahiye tumhe, tumne apni marzi sai Ragini sai shadi ki thi aura b jab uska sach bahar agya hai tout um usko chodna chahte ho, aur tumne soch bhi kaise lia k mai tumhe apni life mai wapis shamil krungi???" Swara was furious she felt disgust with him, she was stupid to loved him once.
"mai tumse pyar krta hun aur tumbhi..." Laksh tried to reason with her after successfully coming out of shocked, but Swara cut him off,
"you think I love you???? You must be kidding me mera pyar ussi din khatam hogaya tha jis din tumne mera intezar kiay begair Ragini se shadi krli thi, mera trust nahi krte the na tum aur kya kaha tumne mujhe characterless, bhagwan bhi agar kahenge k mai sach bol rahi hun tum believe nahi kroge tou ab kya hua ab sachai khud tumhare samne agai tou mera believe bhi hogaya. But mai tumpe believe nahi krti nahi hai mujhe tumpe ya tumhare pyar pe yaqeen mujhe tou apne aap pr bhi ghussa aata hai k maine kabhi tumse pyar kia tha. You are a closed chapter for me Mr. Lakshya Maheshwari, do you understand that." She said and turned to leave when she saw Sanskar standing there looking shocked by which she guessed that he heard everything.
"I was waiting for you; I need to talk to you very important." Swara said to Sanskar which brought him out of his shocked state. She takes his hand and left from there leaving a heartbroken Laksh behind with that she was leaving her past behind forever.
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"kya baat krni thi sab theek hai na Baadi mai???" she could easily feel concern in his voice, concern for her family for her. She smiled at him assuring him that everything is alright.
"Actually mujhe tumse hamare relation k baare mai baat krni thi. Tumhe tou pata hoga Badi Maa nai Dadi ko milne bulaya tha,"
"haan mujhe pata hai, aur isbare mai tumhe fikar krne ki koi zarrorat nahi hai mai sab handle krlunga koi tumhe pressurize nahi krega tum divorce chahti hona aisa hi hoga." Sanskar said to her she feels hurt at the mention of divorce and see the same hurt in his eyes.
"kya tum mujhe divorce dena chahte ho???" She asked him till now he always do what she want him to do. In fact he was ready to break the marriage but she didn't let him do that.
"mai bas tumhari khushi chahta hun. Aur mujhe pata hai mere sath anhi hai." He said with a heavy heart. Swara's eyes filled with tears at his confession, how she got so lucky.
"Kya hua Swara tum ro kyun Rahi ho mene kuch galat kia." He got shock of his life when she hug him tight and start crying
"Swara you are scaring me. kya hua hai???" he tried to break the hug. After trying a lot she lose her grip which give chance to break her apart instantly he felt empty but ignoring it he again thought to ask her but she beat him on that asking him
"itna pyar karte ho mujhse tou kyun jane derahe ho mujhe????"
"I don't want to bind you in this relation forcefully."
"kisne kaha mai is relation ko end krna chahti hun haan maim anti hun mai yehi hahti thi but because I was scared but now I want to face my fears I want to give this relation a chance, I still don't know what I feel about you, I only know one thing the thought of leaving scare me to the death, but at the same time idea of love also scare me isliay I want time only if you want to stay with me. kya tum isme mera sath doge???" after a long time when she didn't get an answer she look up on his face, he was standing there staring in space blankly. She thought he don't want this.
"It's ok I understand you don't want to, I will talk with Baba and send divorce papers very soon." She starts leaving; this brought him back to reality.
"Wait kabse boli jarahi ho mujhe bolne ka moqa tou do mai bhi tumse alag nahi hona chahta pyar krta hun tumse tumhe lagta hai tumse alag ho k mai khush rahunga, aur rahi baat tumhare mujhe pyar krne ki I will wait tum mujhe apna dost manti ho mere liay yeh bauhat hai pyar krne k liay puri zindagi padi hai." Sanskar said,it was the start of their new life they both know that this going to be long journey but they had each other' support with them.
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