The only reason of my existence is
Ishani
Mine and ishita's symbol of love!!!
i live only for her
will continue soon
if anyone shows interest !!
10yrs have gone i am still here asking forgiveness But no one is bothered about me
And this diary is the only one with whom i can share my feelings
As such i have no one to share such kind of feelings
No i have my princess
The only reason of my existence
Ishani
Mine and ishita's symbol of love!!!
But for her i am her hero
No actually
For her i am her superhero
Leave if i started to talk about her
i can write a full diary on her
coming back
today i saw my madarasan with her chilhren and husband- mani ,adi n ruhi
yes mani has took my place
he is husband of my ishita
father to my children
and hold the same position as i hold in my family they are very happy without me ,they don't need me anymore but i am happy for my madarasan and children as they are living a happy and stress free life without me and my baggage . I am happy that they are happy but my ishani is deprived of all this. she don't know what she has lost due to his father
her wonderful mother
her caring n loving siblings and a huge lovable family
this all happen due to my foolishness because choose surrogacy
ishita feels betrayed by me . she treats surrogacy as a fraud .she said that trust is the foundation stone of marriage which was broken by me so this leads to divorce.
So now i have only my ishani
my
because ishita did not accept her so now she is only my daughter and reason for my existence .. ishani is calling me . she did not sleep without me .
ishani - papa aap daily diary mein kya likhte ho .
raman - no angel !! u know na this the only secret between me n you (he has tears in his eyes )
ishani - no crying papa !! i don't want to know about that diary which makes you cry .. infact i hate that diary . that diary always bring tears in your eyes. N u know ishani hate tears !! (tears also started forming in her eyes )
raman - han meri maa soo jaa no more crying even i hate tears baccha . nahi toh kal 5-5 mins karke uthogi .
ishani - goodnight papa love u
raman - goodnight baby love u 2
after sometime she felt asleep n raman started crying vigorously tightly covering her mouth with cushion so that ishani could not wake up !!!
ishita - raman raman raman kya hua raman aap aise kyu ro rahe ho kya hua hai . aap theek ho na
raman - (composing himself still with closed eyes )ishani kya yehi sikhaya hai ke papa ko naam se bulao
ishita - raman kya bol rahe ho main . main aapki beti nhi biwi hun aur aapke beti ishani nahi ruhi hai kya ho gya hai aapko
raman shockingly opens his eyes and looks at the surroundings and realizes it was a dream
a dream which is bliss for him if its a shattered one !!!
ishita - raman aap theek ho doctor ko bulau .. u r sweating very badly
raman- nahi wo kya hui na maine ek bahut hi bhayanak sapna dekha ki tum dayan ban gyi ho isiliye yeh haal hai
ishita - raman aap nahi sudhroge. Yeh li jiye paani .. waise aap mujhe dijiye kon se papers sign karne the .
Raman getting up from the bed goes to the cabinet , takes out the papers and torn the papers into pieces as those were the surrogacy papers !!!
Ishita - raman yeh kya kar rahe ho mera surprise hai yeh ..
Raman - tumhare surprise ke chakar mein main kaha se kaha pahunch gaya muttering to himself..
Ishita - kya badbda rahe ho .. aur waise yeh ishani kon hai
Raman - ishani nhi ishita pagal ho tum main ishita bol raha tha kyunki tum dayan banke mujhe dara rhi thi..
Ishita - kya raman chodo mujhe jana hai mujhe
Raman - (holding her hands in his ) ishita agar tum mujhe chod ke gyi na main marjaunga. Nahi reh sakta main tumhare bina ... please yaar agar koi galti ho jaye jitna marji mar lena but please kabhi chodke mat jana ... (he was litteraly crying )
Ishita - raman yeh aap kya bol rahe main aap ko chod ke kaha jaungi mainbhi aapke bina nhi reh sakti main bhi marjaungi aap hi meri takat ho .
Ravan kumar ke bina Jhansi rani ka koi vajood nhi hai
And then both hug each other promising not to leave each other as both r each others strength and weakness !!!
Ps - guyz i don't know how i pened this out .. not proofread
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